Friday, January 5, 2007

CLARIFICATION?...

Ehhhhh...I returned from a night of drunken bitterness, and blearily keyed up my friend Bill's computer. I checked my email, I checked the IRS homepage, I checked my blogs... And I saw all the responses to my last entry... Ehhh. Erm. Whoops. Okay, apparently bitter, sarcastic humor is not very obvious over the net. So I need to elaborate upon my last entry. I have not been sentenced to prison yet. YET. I thank everyone for their heartfelt sentiments, and I would have responded last night...except that I could barely read the monitor, let alone use a keyboard. My entry probably would not have been very coherent. Lemme regale you of the the sad tale of what REALLY happened: I arrived in Green Bay around midnight, both my vehicle and I coasting on fumes. I felt a ghost-like wisp of nostalgia as my car sped over the border of Brown County--a metropolitan atmosphere very different from Fairmont, MN--and I started to sob a little, both thankful that I had returned home, and angry over the circumstances that brought me there. I stayed with my friends Bill and Ryan...although I didn't get much sleep. It was good to finally sleep in a bed again, after all these months, but for some odd reason, my body wouldn't--couldn't--go down. Come morning, I was frazzled and exhausted. Bill and I reported to the courthouse and my father and his wife intercepted us there. The four of us showed up respectably early. We were ushered into a booth-like room with a shatter-proof glass partition and had to sit through several other hearings before my name was finally called. THis was just a prelimary hearing. The commissioner who presided over the proceedings advised me that I was being charged with a felony and could actually face up to TWELVE years in prison, if prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law. He advised me to get an attorney. Bill and I reported to the public defender's office to see if I was eligible for a public defender. I was not. I make too much money--me and my whole 9.41/hr--HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! My next option was to put in a petition for a court-appointed lawyer--if I qualify. That petition is still in arraignment, I guess. They will notify me if I am eligible for plan B. In the meantime, I have been released on a five thousand dollar signature bond. Bowerydweller/sikaurai: My next court-date is Feb. 21st. Rez: Hey, that's my birthday!!!! Bowerydweller/sikaurai: ... Rez: Oh, sorry. Shitty. Anyway, in the meantime, my scary daddy threatened sperm donor's life. Dipshit went and reported my father to the police, and they confronted him in front of a gaggle of witnesses, along with the DA. My father went on this big, loud rant about he thinks sperm donor molested my daughters, and what a fucking asshole he is for leaving me high and dry for another girl while I was recovering from surgery. The DA gave him his card and told my father that if he had any more issues, he should call him. (I'm not entirely sure about these molestation accusations. My father has been touting these charges for a couple months now, but I never saw any indications of such in my children's behavior.) Anyway, yeah, the whole thing was a mess. When I was brought before the commissioner, my lack of sleep finally hit me at once like a ton of bricks. I choked. I was completely incapable of forming coherent sentences, and the commissioner was not amused. I started to cry. If it hadn't been for Bill, I couldn't even have filled out my petition. It was escorted from the room, branded a complete failure. I got horrifically drunk that night and spiraled into depression. Also, the rumor mill has it that my spiritual equal and ex-fling has also descended into a less-than-desirable lifestyle--complete with a newfound penchant for prostitutes and a crack addiction. That depressed me even more. I tried calling him, several times, but he never answered the phone. I am a failure. Everything I touch turns to shit. PROJECT PITCHFORK: CHAINS I saw your birth I saw you crawling Now I hear your screams And I see you falling Where is the beginning? Where is the end? Decisions were made Now you depend On moods of a child Giving fear into the world Day by day we struggle We work hard for something we don't see For something we don't feel But we go on and on - day by day by day This thing isn't human Although it's made out of them It got a million eyes And it never thinks until the end It isn't a child It's too big to be one It's the ignored inside Giving shape to a monster outside Day by day we struggle We work hard for something we don't see For something we don't feel But we go on and on - day by day by day

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Thursday, January 4, 2007

Court ...WTF
We just returned from the hearings.

WTF.

I now have absolutely no faith in the legal sytem, whatsoever.

We're getting drunk tonight to celebrate my impending prison sentence and the prospect of my children ending up living in squallor with the shit-heel father.

Vive justice.
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

Ending the YEAR with RANDOMNESS!!!! ^^

OMIGOD¡¦I, like, found more pics. And this time, my youngest is in ¡®em!!!! XD Ehhhhh, and Lolly~Chan did a very nice piccy for me¡¦thanks for the sentiments! Feel free to go to her site and vote and/or comment. I'm a dork; I can't embed links...so...here: http://fanart.theotaku.com/view.php?action=retrieve&id=162873 *LOL* Also, cuz I like her Azriel so much, I did this: It¡¯s her original character, Azriel. I dig ¡®im; he amuses me. (And yeah, Lovelife7, I got your comment on dA¡¦annnnnnnnd, no, it¡¯s NOT GARY. Heh. And by the way, Ebony, did you see the Lycaetris pic, yet? Just curious. I like the way he turned out. Apparently, so did my friend Scott. Although¡¦Yaoikiss101 declined to respond. Damn him. EEEEEEEEE, I will be in my hometown this week! I promise to take pictures; no drunken piccies, though; I promised myself I would stay sober for the proceedings. But anyway, here¡¯s those pics: Yeah, yeah, I¡¯m one of those obnoxious parents, posting pics of their kids. Suck it up! ANd by the way, I have some art up? HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR¡¯S¡¦I shall spend it at work, tucked safely away from the dangerous amateurs. OMIGOD, more random!!!!! EEEEEEEE!!!! I found a FOREIGN BORN video, and I LOVE THIS SONG!!!! ANd none of my music browsers can ever find this band...so feel free to check it out--for once, it's not techno...LMAO!!!!!

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Very High
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

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Friday, December 29, 2006

EEEEEEEEE!

I finally managed to procure a pic of me and my oldest daughter, Autumn. My youngest was cut out of the shot. AIIIAHAAHEEEEEE, that's me without make-up...GAK! And practicing poor posture to boot--and how 'bout those roots??!?!?! I told everyone how horribly I stripped 'em with the last lightening job--well, there's the proof. Now that I have to go to court, I need to re-dye my hair. I think I will go with a respectable dark brown. And uh, I need some cucumber lotion for my tired eyes....*eeeeeeee* I need to take a nap. But isn't Autumn GORGEOUS?????? I will NOT let that bastard have her and ruin her! OR her sister! I finally have them both trained to act like proper little girls, and that schmuck-ola will ruin all my hard work with one over-nighter--I can just see it now! I think my big, scary biker gang-member dad should come to court with me. I shall call him right now...

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