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• Returning to various online art forums to regenerate from several successful art-rallies and Dark Arts venues in the Midwest
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

BLAH



Guh! Right around tomorrow, everyone’s planning on enjoying a little vacation time—some time away from the trials of the hectic school schedule, and maybe looking forward to time away from work. Well, crappy—‘da sikaurai has to work the holiday.

Actually, she has hellish alternate weeks. I just had the last five days off, but I’m gonna be compensating for that by working ten hour shifts for the next eight days. Sucky. Oh, well. Anyway, I got new art up. And right now, I’m working on a fabulous Akiramaru pic. . . so when it goes up, please give him some love.

On my dA account, I posted a rip-off of a questionnaire from another deviant’s journal. SIX THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF. I detected a small challenge to come forth and make attrition in that person’s last entry. So I did. Amazing what malaise will do to a person. It brings out the honesty in a soul. Or the bitterness.

My response was:

“. . . I torture myself with the downward spiral of self-doubt. I think that everybody secretly despises me. I wonder if I'm obeying all protocol of social ettiquette. . . and then tell myself that I'm not supposed to care. And then, when I have myself convinced, I wonder if that makes me a poser. And then wondering if I'm a poser makes me wonder if I wonder too much, and then I start obsessing about obsessing. . .”

And then I post my inner-most thoughts on the internet for everyone to see. . .( BUT ironically, I could never come out and tell the sperm donor that it bothered me that he didn’t put the toilet seat down.)

He called a couple days ago. I think that’s why I’m in such a bad mood. I really despise him. And so does my sketch pad. We collaborated together last night. . . and produced some really violent fantasies. I don’t think I’ll be posting them on theO, though. (Maybe dA, heh heh.)

*yawns* At any rate, I’m realizing that this post is incredibly self-serving. So I’m gonna go slink away and work on that ‘Maru pic. . . I think I’ll put Sascha in it, too. Yeah. Well, today, I have my medications class. Wish me luck, everyone.

EVERYONE HAVE A FANTABULOUS DAY!






You Are The Cranberry Sauce



A little sweet, a little sour - you've got the flava!

Though, you do tend to squish in people's mouths...
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