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Sunday, February 12, 2006


Holy Shizzle Guacamole Feet I must be Bored.
Woah..an update..two nights in a row?! *shocked* Ba ha. I couldn't help it. ^_^ But I don't think I'll say too much so don't worry. lol. I made up for it last night didn't I?

Oh well. it's not like it matters. XD

SO OMG GUESS WHAT?!?!?!

I got my scanner running (I'd been using a digital camera to post fanart)..and spent about a grand total of 5 seconds flipping through the instructions and decided to try it. XD so it kinda sucks because my sketchbook is really big, and the scanner is normal sized so I have to scan the top and bottom half of the image and put it together..it's hard. :_:

BUT!

(there's always a but people learn to love it)

but I did FINALLY update on my fanart, I have so much, but I decided to do 3 for now. And, XD I dare you not to look at them. Yep. I dare ya. See if I care if you don't care. *sharpens knife* Oh no not me I don't care. ^_^

ehheehhhhh...

so umm. I actually havn't skinned someone alive since last august, I'm all clean now I swear. ^_^ well..I don't suppose that one incident with my dentist counted. May he rest in peace.

HE STARTED IT!!!!!! XO

hey speaking of peanuts, my muffin went with my dog tuna casserole flipped coins on the butter tree.

Yeah.

WHAT?!?! you think I'm NUTS??!?!

I totally heard you think that. ;_; and it hurt my feelings. I do try..every once and a while to say something without masking it a million times over with other things..I guess.. ^_-

And that was one of them right there. *sigh*

Maybe I should speak in riddles!!

That would be fun.

Now if only I had a really clever riddle to put right here and it'd be like OMG SHES SO SMART LOOKIT WHAT SHE CAME UP WITH I SHOULD WORSHIP SILENCE FOR ALL OF TIMEEEEE!!!!!!

*tries really hard to send out brainwaves telling people to worship her* I don't suppose that worked..anything..anyone..?

Okay okay I said I wasn't gonna make this long so I better scootle off and get back to moping around on this dreary night..

Oh..I forgot to talk about choir again..darnit gosh..

Enjoy the rest of your weekend everyone and stay away from the yellow snow! Someone told me..it actually isn't lemonade..omg who knew..

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Saturday, February 11, 2006


   Friday, for a change. ^_^ This is gonna be a long one..be WARNED.
Hello folksies. I am actually updating..*drumroll* on a friday tonight. -_- I don't know why. I suppose it's because I feel like talking..humm..

You know. Kry told me to say more about myself, and that's sad. but the girl has a point. *shrugs* Even though those of you who really care are either people I know in real life or people I talk to online anyways. lol. So what's the point of putting myself in the open? I suppose there isn't one. Only that sometimes it's nice to vent. -_- which I havn't been doing enough of lately. that's a hazard. XD

Put a "danger: EXPLOSIVE" warning label on me. ^_-

But okay fine. so who really wants to hear about me?

my week..well..it was actually a really fantastic week, despite the COMPLETLY ABSURD amount of papers I had to write..actually..I'm doing another right now. -_- dang. what kinda loser does their homework on a friday night?
*arrow points to silence* Well, the kinda loser that has such a rediculous amount it's coming out my nose because my ears ran out of room.

yeah. but..it was a really great week..but now it's the weekend, and I should be happy, but I'm not. >_< Not even hyper. sorry guys..

So here's a little problem I seem to have. let's see who thinks this is funny..lol..let's talk about mornings!! XD

Sometimes my mornings start at like 1:00 am, where I'll wake up for no reason and start getting ready for school. I'll suddenly realize I'm awake, and it's pitch black, and I don't remember if my alarm went off of course, but I know something's up, I couldn't have just, "woken up" could I? So I get up, and get ready. -_-' without even looking at my cell phone to see what time it really is..until later..*sigh*

omg. that's nothing, I totally put metal in the microvave this morning. it was a granola bar, and like, I guess it never occured to me that those wrappers are metal..oh well..so the wrapper like imploded into the stupid granola bar. and out of spite of my life, I ate it anyways after peeling as much off as I could. XD

I was actually hoping I'd get tin foil poisoning and have to go home early. ^_-

well anyways, back to my stupid habit of jumping the gun..XD Is that supposed to be a sign of how stressed I am?

Who else wakes up at dawn on saturday and freaks out because they're not at school learning?! (that's totally gonna be me tomorrow)

ARGHHH!!!!!!! @#$! DAGNABIT FLIPPIN WORLD @#^%@!!!!!!!!

Well. I guess I should be happy, after all, it's been months since a wolf spider dropped on me in the shower...

oh speaking of..omg..razor blades..so you get a new one, right? and you're used to your old dull one, and you press down really hard on your leg, and you friggin slice it, who else has done that?! XO

I think maybe I should just pay a drone to occupy my brain in the mornings and get ready for me before I die of something completly rediculous like my blowdryer exploding on me. is that even possible?!

Did you know that on the warning label for the stupid thing it says: "DO NOT ATTEMPT TO WASH HAIR WHILE DRYING." Gee. good thing.

I'm the retard to actually try it.

Who else saw the movie "what women want"?! That was a funny movie..totally stereotypical..but funny.

Okay moving right on past mornings since I seem to have survived this one...

who else thinks I need a life?! Please be honest people. *laughs* Well actually, here's a newsflash. My schoolwork is my life at this day and age.

And the only thing that makes it all bearable are the COMPLETLY insane and goofy things that happen on the side. I swear I don't make crud up. It's my life, and it happens. XD Ask RedTigress, she sees the stuff that happens around here too. Ahh..you gotta love the thin air..it messes up people's heads and people do things they wouldn't do in New Jersey.

Oh. another thing. snow! Who lives in a place that gets a ton of snow?! It's awesome..but it sucks..and my room is like 20 degrees colder than the rest of the house. I guess that would make it like 45 in here right now. XD And I can totally feel the cold seeping in through the windows as I type. my toessieess..;_;

*takes a pause to find a blanket and wrap it around her feet* ^^

Gotta love winter..but actually..I like summer during the day, but winter tons more during the night. I like being cold and then warming up, it's much easier to fall asleep that way than if you're hot..>_< All you people in the south..or..africa..I don't know..gosh..I don't know how you live.

I just wanna type..and type and type..XD This is kinda fun tonight..sorry I'm not my usual goofy self..well, I guess this is me, as much as the other me. it just depends on when you catch me.

if you're still reading..wow..man I'd give you a cookie if I was there. And I have a SERIOUS obsession with cookies..actually more so than chocolate these days..that's really disturbing. Chocolate is like..my calling..XD Blame my mom, her stupid genes, not mine.

Okay so here's an interesting thought. Are you ever, out somewhere, or talking about something, and you remember something, could be as brief as an image flash, that happened a long long time ago..? It's really kind of unnerving..but..I think if we remembered EVERYTHING from when we were little kids we'd all be better people today.

But then there are some that you wish would stay in the past, things that happen that continue to haunt you. >_<

Yeah, like that one time you poured spaghetti down grandmas blouse huh? ^__- No, that's not what I mean though..it's just funny because we stuffed RedTigress fulla nerds earlier this week against her will..made my sorry day. Thanks Red. Your suffering made me a happier person, how does that make you feel? Sorry. -_- It won't happen again.

Oh dangit! I forgot! I was going to discuss the weeks dramatic events in choir..it's really just like a soap opera..well..
all of the performing arts kids act that way, I suppose, "drama included" XD I totally fit.
Oh well. maybe if there's seriously something wrong with me and I'm SO BORED I'll update tomorrow and tell you all about what's going on in that area, it's really pretty funny..but..this is like a mile long, and I bet you all think I'm pathetic by this point..I know I do. ^_-

Well, tonight is FULL of surprizes isn't it?! It's actually not biology that's leering at me but american lit. -_- yay.

I hope you guys have an UBER FABULOUS Weekend. ^_^ Smile.

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Sunday, February 5, 2006


   SATURDAY NIGHT IN SILENCES TERRITORY!! (if you get rabies after reading this don't sue me.)
*growls and eats cotton balls* guess what day it is?! It's..SATURDAY!!! meaning..PHSYCOTIC POST FROM SILENCE TO YOU!!!!!!!!

I bet you're all real excited huh?! huh huh huh?! *jumps up and down on one of those big excersise balls* so yep. another week of my life..there it went..I would say down the toilet, only I did work hard so there! XO

okay so, let me give you some more advice for being bored in class..I also have this really bad habit of comparing people to various animals based on their appearances..

The general population seems to be composed of farm animals, with the occasional wandering penguin or turtle..

I can't help it..;_; I get bored..and it's either that getting some hot sauce and eating my shoes.

which would you rather have me do huh?! *eyes get really big* I like my shoes..actually..they do look kinda tasty..

ooh look theres some yummy crusty mud from walking to lunch the other day!! :D

or..is it mud..?

no matter! *eats shoes*

okay news flash..PEARS IS DEVOURING MY POOR INNOCENT EARS AHHH OMMGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams and runs around in circles*

you swore. ;_; *hurt* that you'd only chew on my toes from now on..you know the mold gets out of hand sometimes..

I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!!! XO *joins the dark side*

hey look at the hot black leather pants I get to wear..yeah baby..*does a dance* the dark side has more fun and you all know it! *salsa*

omg speaking of! who wants to be disturbed?! (Say, "yes master of the universe and role model to us all")

oh, you think so?! I'm so touched. ^__^

back to the disturbing tidbit. so, we had our 3 times a year pep rally on friday, and it was like, the valentines day themed one. And there were 4 MC's, all male..

so they skated out with these angel wings, reaallyy tight white shirts, and red sweatpants..

and then they ripped their pants off.

no joke. 0.0 I know. trust me. they all had like, short shimmery heart boxers..omg..

*looks the other way* NOOOOO!!! NOT TEH SHIMMERS!!!!!

yeah that was fun though. the things our school does. Well, actually, they just kinda got a nudity thing going on. *rolls eyes*

Okay, so, enough with that, lets talk about my life. Even though I figured out a long time ago that you guys don't really care what I do outside of this thing, as long as my posts are amusing. *shrugs* it's a "you scratch my back I'll scratch yours" kinda deal on myO here. visit my site, I'll visit yours.

who else thinks that's totally screwy?!?! XO

I DO I DO!! *jumps around*

we didn't really talk about my life, did we?
oh well. An elephant in africa just died of indegestion because of me..oh dear.

does that make me a bad person?

Okay, this is getting out of hand. *scrolls up* so..it's that time again, for me to whine about my homework and how horrible it all is and oohh I can't take it my life is DESOOLLAATE!!!!!!!!

DARK AND EMPTY I TELL YOU THERE IS SO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL!!! *sobs dramatically with violin in the backround*

*eats violin* all better!

*burps and mozart music plays out of mouth*
who else thinks that would be really fun?!

Oh right. sorry. I got distracted again. yes yes, homework, it really sucks. My biology book is perverted and it leers at me..I can see it..from the corner of my eye..*shudders* and that's it.

I hope you all have a GREAT saturday night, knowing I'm sitting here staring at the ceiling and trying not to drool. Enjoy your sunday..hope everyones all good and all that even t-

*abruptly falls asleep and starts to dream of ponies and everlasting green meadows with bunnie rabbits*

later everyone!

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Saturday, January 28, 2006


Another week. -_- Another phsycotic post.
Isn't it sad to think that weeks of your life just..fly by and that's one less you have to live? XO We're not gonna think about it. I think I'll move on to a state of goofy ignorance now. -_-

AHHH HI FOLKSIESSS!!!!!! it's that time again! Silence is bored, it's Saturday night, and she's going to ramble about nothingness!!

okay, so, how many of you have seen the movie madagascar? well, we watched it in spanish (in the spanish language) and that totally awesome song "Move it" sounds so funny in spanishh...oommggg...*dances* I like to move it move it..*head bob* anyways. yeah. XP I need that song now.

I need a life sometimes..-_-'' who wants to join the club?

YOU PICKLE-HEADED FIEND GIMME BACK MY ORANGE JUICE AND TATER TOTS!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! *runs into wall*

see that up there? that's what happens to people who have NOTHING BETTER TO DO! XO I feel the symptoms..going..insane..must..resist..temptation..to run..through feild..of chemical waste..dressed as elmo..

*shudders* I'M COMING ELMOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
*puts on costume and runs through feild of chemical waste*

look mom I'm glowing green!! :D

I can be my very own christmas decoration next year! and..I can scare little kids! and...umm..smell really bad..>_<

er. maybe not. *takes off radioactive elmo costume*

*still glowing*

uh oh.

radiation's fun stuff huh kids? XP

What else can I enlighten you on this fine lovely cheery HORRIBLY EMPTY SOUL TEARING HEART WRENCHINGLY UNEVENTFULLY WRETCHED EVENING?!?!?! *huff huff* maybe I'll take a test to see if I'm bipolar. ^_- Or I could just be afflicted with being female. lmao. just kidding. girls do it better. *uber grin*

If you're still reading..you must really not have anything better to do either hummm..? *raised eyebrow* It's okay. ^^ I like that. MAKES ME FEEL LESS ALONE!!! XO *dramatic violin plays*

oohh lookit me, little pathetic me I'll just have to sit here all by myself and watch the night creep by and eat CHEESE!!!!

I bet you all want it huh huh?!?! *waves cheese around* XD cheese. it's one of the seven wonders you know. Along with shaving cream, disposable plates, in-class essays, moldy toenails on a warm summer day, electric pencil sharpeners, and *gasp* mcdonalds. >_< eew. you guys don't wanna know how they make that processed..artificial..ugh! *gags* and with all that they still manage to ...ahh sorry. -_- I'll stop.

don't get me started with fast food. you guys can eat it..don't let me see it. lmao.

I guess I should stop talking now. *sigh* and I was really getting started too..*tear* *sobbs*

It looks like it's me and the perverted bilogy book from hades again tonight. we're getting to know eachother reeeaaaaaaallllll well.

I have so much homework this weekend. -_- it should be illegal.

Enjoy your sleep!! I shall if I manage to get any!! Adios mi amigos del otaku. ^__^

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Sunday, January 22, 2006


   Hello fellow homo sapiens!
At least I sope so anyways..
Hey! Life been going decent enough for everyone? (if you all are still alive and kicking, the only acceptable answer is yes. there are worse things in this world. -_-)

So. Yep. Another week, another saturday night of sitting here..staring at the ceiling..trying not to drool..It's pretty fun. *strained grin* BA HA HA LOOKIT ME I'M HAVING FUN!!

No really. lol. I'm kinda just posting for lack of anything better to do..but Imight as well tell you about my week while I'm here, hmm?

Well..it was pretty eventful..I'm still alive and kicking..someone isn't out there somewhere tho. >_< Yep. Well. It snowed..a lot..and like the children we are, we went outside and played in it, but all the new snow covered up this like, 5 inch thick patch of ice. I found it. yep. I found it with my boot..and then my rear end got to know it real well. XD Have you guys ever hurt your tailbone before?! It's lot's of fun huh? lol.

I couldn't move..I swear I thought I was gonna die. lmao. But here I am! still hurts. -_- but now it's like..old pain..doesn't matter anymore. yep.

Humm..what else..

Have you ever like..pictured everybody you know bald? omg. it's FUNNY try it! But not to anyone you like..XD you won't like them so much anymore.

So You're bored, and you're sitting in class, right? Amusing yourself however possible (picturing people you don't like bald) and then do you ever suddenly just start laughing?! WAAHH!!!!!

BAA HAA LOOKIT ME LAUGHING LIKE A MANIAC OVER HERE IN MY DESK WHILE TEACHER IS TALKING ABOUT WORLD WAR II BAAA HAAA HAAA!!!!!!!!!! HEE HEEEE OMGG FUNNYYY!!!!!!!!!!

ahem..I'm not high on shrooms teacher I promise. I happen to be one of those rare individuals who can actually reach the same state of mind..without the drugs..yes teacher I will excuse myself now and find my way to the main office..

XP Not like that happpened or anything, I'ma good girl. But I do just start laughing! Don't you guys?! *starts laughing because she just remembered this funny way someone pronounced peanuts the other day*

OMG BOREDD!!!!!!!!!!! *bangs head on keyboard*

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I'll give you 20 bucks if you can make sense of that. *glare*

Well, you know..seeming as I REALLY have nothing better to do..I might actually..*gulp* do my biology homework..*textbook leers at her*

AHHH MOMMY IT WANTS MY BRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go to the beach..really..bad..;_; Silence is ready for summer..and..oceans..and..nice fishies..and..the mean ones...but we're not going to talk about those..

Oh. I think I mighta had a dream somewhere around those lines last night..only it got wierd. you know how dreams get. >_< But it was scary. XD They all seem to be these days..what happened to the happy ones? the nice cozy ones? (of course anyone with half a brain and my dog who I insist to this day only has a third of one would say that it's because break ended and schoo equals stress) Well congrads to them for being so insightful! they're right!

I guess this is gettin kinda long now..too bad..I like whining like this and knowing it won't ever matter XD

Well. Goodnight. Biology. Here I come..o.0 It wants me I swear..

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Saturday, January 14, 2006


   An update. Reading my cause emotional trauma.
Don't say I didn't warn you! XD
Alright people..I shall update..when I have something to say, hopefully add an amused grin to your day. Or, depending, this all may be sick and twisted.

But I don't think I'm going to say that much. XD

Anyways! Back to my point..if I can remember it.
Well, my life is fantastic, other than school. But I get a lot of amusement these days. Funny stuff happens..I dunno. I'm sure you all know what I mean.
Well, I was gonna tell a story, but I seriously just changed my mind..based on the moral of my life. It might give me problems sleeping if some old lady read this and died of embarassment.

And then I was going to tell a story that seriously just happened about my dad, I laughed so hard I cried..but..that wouldn't be fair to dad now would it?! It's not his fault mom went to bed early, and he was worried and had a beer. He kinda reverted to being 13. and..yeah..well..that was funny.

But nope! XD Silence is being a good little silence..dangit tho..

Do you ever wanna talk really bad?!?!

But then you can't. -_-

This is rediculous..I was updating because I really had something to say, and now I can't say it. Pleeaaseeee tell me I'm not the only one who does this! XO

*puts I HAVE ISSUES sticker on forhead*

It's retardedly late..here I am. lol.

So! Lets talk about my life! (say okay) I have homework in every class this weekend, being back at school has really sucked.
But, I'm really pleased with the pieces we'll be doing for our spring choir concert. there's some really awesome stuff. We got..well, skip the first two they make me wanna rip my hair out, but then! there's this carribean folk song that consists of a line "shallow bay is a ripe banana" and have any of you ever heard of the folk song Frog Went A Courtin?! If you have, and think it's the dorkiest thing, ever, man you gotta hear this arrangment. I'm amused. I'm entertained. XD And I'm touched we were honored with such a difficult piece of music. (the original song is simple, but this isn't) And, I suppose, just so you all don't think I'm a complete idiot, I'll also say that we'll be singing "Into the West" from Lord of the Rings. that'll be neat, we needed a good slow song in there. yep.

Did any of you care at ALL about any of that?! Or did I convince you that choir people are physcotic..? Well, I wouldn't survive school without choir. know that. XD

I just wasted a lot of space up there..*looks up*
What would you guys give me out of ten for using up all that space and not saying anything? I say I deserve a 9.

Okay, I'll say something, I'll make this worth someone's time.
We had a debate, in my spanish class, a few classmates and I, over the results of a survey those of us in honors english were supposed to get people to take.

So, do you agree or disagree that physical attraction must come before love? And does physical appearance matter if it's true love? How far are you willing to go?

I got some interesting opinions from the people I asked. What do you say, if you wanna answer..?

Okay maybe that was still a waste of all of our time..*yawns* but at least all that made me kinda tired.

Oh, and did you guys seriously read that whole thing?! Pop quiz! What color are my socks?!?!

IF YOU SAY PURPLE I SWEAR I'LL SEND MY HITMUNKS TO COME AND GET YOU!!! chipmunks gone bad people..be warned, don't say purple.

Who thinks I'm on crack today?

*climbs in trash can and rolls down a hill singing the sound of music* thee hilllsss are aliiveee....*bump crash friggin ow*

I'm off to find myself!

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Thursday, December 29, 2005


   The color of..purple..it's very pretty.
I really like purple...0.o well, today at least, It never lasts. XP
OH!! INTRODUCTION SORRY!!!!!!

Hi people! I feel loved..but also kinda rotten. -_- I didn't get that far visiting everyone. *looks sheepish* so please, no one feel obliged to visit me, if this site gets covered in cobwebs, it's cus it deserves it. XD

But I'm gonna make it I promise.

So..I hope you all had really good umm..holidays..whatever you celebrate. ^__^ But I hope it was good.

Umm..hummm..so..I've been kinda active for me lately, the other day a good friend and I ran around the area looking for a CD for me cus we're retarded..but we found it. ^^ But anyways, we were walking down this sidewalk, and there was this dirty grey like..long underwear lying on the ground.. and I screached and I was like Jenny don't look it's something dead!! (omg I'm stupid, sorry but I've had traumatic incidents with dead animals on the side of the road) and she laughed at me and was like, it's underwear! -_-

screw that. *sighs* I was just trying to warn her..

So, we ended up at this bookstore called the tattered cover that I've never been to before, it's like a really posh place..o.0
And so, naturally, unknown magnetic fields in our brains pulled us into the romance section. (also something new to me..^^;) And there was this weird old man sitting in this rocking chair there, and jenny is just picking up these books with umm..interesting covers. lmao and reading the backs out loud! I'm so ashamed. eheehh..

So that's a little excerpt from my wacky life.

I swear I'm gonna get to everyone tonight..^_^

But anyways..you all enjoy your evening, night morning afternoon, or day..whatever, I know some of you are in Australia. XD I'm just a stupid american. lol.

I'll stop being lazy and contibute to society, sheesh. ^_-
Seeeeee yaaaasss...

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Friday, December 23, 2005


   Backk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am..*dramatic pause* returned from the land that's called real life! *scrolls down* for those of you who cared, anyway. ^_-

Well, got it all worked out with school..survived finals again, and now I have two weeks to kill, so I'm back! And uhh..life has definatly taken a turn up on the happiness knob I must say. (but that's not really because of me leaving the internet at all.)lol, whatever. Soo..what's new in my life..humm..well..I just got bribed by my parents to watch this movie Skeleton Key with them, that was pretty deranged. So now I'm dreading actually having to go to bed..yikes..creepy old lady.."thank you chil'" *shudder*

Enough of that. I'm in a pretty good mood..yep..it's the holidays..and everything's just spiffy for once..*rewinds* I just said spiffy. >_< No one hate me for that. Weeellll...

*tries to think of something witty to say*

Sorry folks I'm frsh out of clever remarks.

So how have you all been???
It's been forever, gonna have to go visit everyone..

Well..yeah..I'll leave, suddenly I have nothing more to say, I kinda weaned myself of myO, lol.
Whoops.

Happy Holidays everybody! Merry Christmas..Happy Kwanzah..(er..sp..?) Happy Haunekahh (I can't spell that one either)
Or just have a great break to the rest of you..yeahh...*hippie sign* peace out!

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Wednesday, November 9, 2005


Okay people. Tough stuff today.
Alright, brace yourselves. This is gonna be the last update for a while for me. I have to say that I havn't been entirely honest. I can lie to you guys all I want, and tell you everythings fine, that I'm happy, all that bs. But I'll be dammed if I don't know things have just been going the drain for a while now. And you know, I really do think my computer is to blame for a lot of it.
But you know what's funny? Unlike most people, I don't really have anything to hold on to, I havn't for years. Well, at the moment, I got this itty bitty anchor..and I'm grateful to her, I really am.
But one person can only do so much, and, lets face it, I'm still alone at the end of the day.
And this computer helps make that a harsh reality.

So, I've decided, for my own sake, that I desperatly need to quit the internet for a few weeks. Maybe longer, depending on if things get better. I'm sorry, but I needed to snap out of it and see that some things needed to change, and I kinda just did. Two minutes or so ago, actually. This computer sucks up all my time, I get more and more stressed and depressed, and it doesn't have to be this way. I may like moping around my room all day, but it's gonna get me in deep pretty soon. (sorry if I don't make sense, I know exactly what I'm saying..) Well, okay guys..Sorry once again. Don't get me wrong, I love this site, and I love the internet, and I love talking to everyone but..it's ruining me. I think if I cut the internet, I'll just be able to manage with school. How much ime do I waste online anyway? Scary question. I could be out with my dogs getting fresh air and running. And that would definatly leave me feeling more fufilled.

I'll still be using my aim tho, I need it for help with my homework.

Anyways, yeah, bye for a while.
Enjoy your lives.

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Saturday, November 5, 2005


Yay Happy!!!
*coughsBIPOLAR!coughs*

Heh, I can't help it I swear! But, guess what? It's Saturday, dur. And I know I already updated, I but I have to take it back, I AM happy! **dances a jig**
I went outside and played with my doggies this morning, it was FREEZING! and the wind chill was like 30 degress. hah!

But I don't care, it's a cheery morning anyhow, and I'm going to go with it. ^__^
I had this dream. . and there were llamas. .(among other things) And there was this big meadow full of llamas and they frolicked. yeah. And there was also a guy on a sled. **tee hee**
But it was like the sound of music, where she starts singing, "the hills are aliiiveee..." And the llamas were happy and I was happy. **dopey grin**

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