Wednesday, September 28, 2005

THIS IS NOT WORKING FOR ME!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!! I'm frustrated! I keep just missing all my friends online because of my skedule from hell. And it's really getting on my nerves. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love gymnastics, but it's just. . a sport. . (a really cool one, but still)

And I totally have issues if I don't get to talk to people and laugh!!!! **dramatic sighing**

And to totally add to the load ,we have an exceptionally late meet tomorrow, and I won't be able to go home from school first or anything. Which means. .I still don't get to do anything here!!! **growls**

And now it's time for me to whine about gymnastics itself, lol. XD I'm probably competing one more event than I usually do tomorrow, which is scary because it's pretty much going to be a try and don't die thing. That's not very fun people. Ah well, I have faith in me!! **nervous laughter**

Well. . most of the time. .

Anyways. . FIRDAY it's only a few days away, and then the weekend, sweet relief, if only for a little while. ^___^

Hope to talk to ya guys later!!!!!!!!

**funeral marches out the door**
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

EEE!!!!!!
OMIGOSH OMIGOSH!!!!!!

I totally updated on my fanart!! **spazzes out and dies**

I havn't put my favorite one up yet, but I'm not quite done yet. ^__^

I'm so happy tho!!!!!! Yay!!!!
And also, thanks to Icedanver, I'm getting a jpop mp3 rotation site up this weekend!!! **bows**

It's time for my busy as a bee song!!

I am busy. . I am bee. .la la la laa. . wee we wee. .

oh my, it's been a while. XDD
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   I'm Toilet Woman!!!!
Okay, there's a story behind that. . **giggles**

Well, I'm sure you all know what homecoming is, rgiht? Well, if not, it's one of the major formal dances at my school. (I'm pretty sure most schools do them)

And there's also a homecoming football game and pep rally the same week. Well, anyways, the week that all this is going on is called spirit week, and each day has a different theme that people are supposed to dress up for.

Okay, on to my story. . today was, superhero day!!!!!!!!!
And me being the creative quirk I am, deicided anyone could put on a spiderman shirt and call themselves dressed up. So I came up with. . you guessed it, Toilet Woman!!!!!!!!!

It was actually really fun. I had my toilet woman t shirt that I made with sparpies, my awesome cape and red superhero skirt, and. . the best part. . my pride and joy, my utility belt!!!

I'd attached a toilet scrubber, latex gloves, lysol/disenfectant spray, and a roll of toilet paper!!!

(and I also had my mask made of toilet paper)

I looked so funny!!!!! (it was awesome tho)

and the scary yearbook peoples made me sprint down the hall and took pictures of meeeee. . **sobbs**

so it was fun, cus there was a group of us that did really fun original costumes. lol.

Noooowww. . I have to get back to my homework. . **sighs** I'll have time friday night to do stuff on myo, till then!

Byes!!!!
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Woah, I'm at school!!!
HAHA, I never thought I'd see the day when I updated while I was at school, during class, none the less!!!!

**looks around nervously** I hope no one's watching, lol. Well anyways, I shouldn't be here right now, I'm all sick and crud, grrrr. . but here I am, maybe I figure if I try hard enough I'll work myself into a coma, wow.

Heh, okay. . It's just frusterating though!! We have a meet tonight, and I'm cometing anyways. . **nervous laughter**

ehehhhh. . woah, that might be slightly catastrophic. Weeeeelll, I should probably finish this up, I'll be on tonight, and I swear I'll visit everyone's sites!! Ahh!! Cross my toes and hope to blow my nose, no kdding. ^____^
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Uh oh. . Be warned.
well, like I said, be warned if you're planinng on reading this, I'm not too 'cheery' today.

I told you happiness was fleeting for me, didn't I?

I don't know why, my life is perfect, I have evey material thing I could ever want. .

and yet, I'm unhappy. Why? Why?!
I don't know, and it's really bothering me today. Well actually, yes, I do know. But I really can't put it into words how I feel. maybe I'm lonely. . hmmm. . **sighs** Well, I guess I'm always sad when I'm by myself, because I'm ditracted from it when I'm with other people, hardly any of my friends know that I'm depressed.
**laughs** is that bad?! Well, ah well. . it's just. . the more I think about the way things are the sadder I get, the more stories I read, movies I watch, music I listen to, I mean, I'm drawn out of my life, and content while I'm reading/watching/listening, but, when it's over, I'm only left off worse than before.

Well, you know what they say, the higher you are, the harder you fall.

But I'm just not happy with my life dangit!! I'm stuck on my dreams. . I can't help it, but they're better than the life I live.

Oooh wow, sorry, I didn't mean whine so much!!
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I see. . skies of blue. . and bluebirds too. . **can't remeber lyrics**
heh, hello again!!!!
Haaaapppy happppy saaatuuurday!!!
Or. . sunday, now?

well, whatever. **swats at invisible flies**

wooo, I'm insane!!!

and also...**happy dances**

I loooovee my dress!!!! iT'S so purrrty!! No really, I'm a wee bit too happy. ^__^
But have no fears! Happyness is fleeting, these days. does anyone else feel the same way?!

yes? no? maybe so?

haha, wow, i'm a litle nuts, sorry. ^__^ annnywaaaays. . .
not really much to report tonigt, but there will be tomorrow!!!

MARK MY WORDS!!!!!!

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   NEee Haaw!!!!
woooo. . hello peoples. . thank god it's the wekend, I was barely hanging on, I mean, not that it's much better on the weekends. . heh.

Anyways, I'll be putting up, hopefully 3 more drawings by sunday!! yeeessss!!!

sorry if they come out looking suicidal. **laughs** I only draw what comes to my head first. ^__^
and this week, cept for today. . was certainly no happy fest.

It feels like everyone around me has all these stupid little problems they get soooo worked up about! and none of them ever take the time to realize that the people around them have it just as bad if not worse.

**laughs**

some of them have no idea what it's like!

Eh, I'm sorry, that was my unspecific so no one gets mad ranting for the day. ^___^

On to a happier note then!!! I'm going to get a homecoming dress tomorrow, it'll be fun!! (of course we'll also take a side excursion to the bookstore so I can stock up on manga and goodies. ^__^)

soooo. . tomorrow! it's always. . a daaay awwaaaaaaay . .
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

   HAAAAAAPPPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahah!!! Good moods reign over all!!! Wheeeeee!!!!! Wanna know why I'm happy?!?! Cuz I finished my homework with more than two hours to spare!!! Which means. . .

2 HOURS OF DRAWING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**ultra special happy dance**

Hee hee.

See, I've not really been myself latley, and I probably havn't been that much fun to you guys either. . **those of you who talked to me**

anyways, sorry! It's all good now. ^__^
Wanna hear my happy fun thing of the day? Say yes.

"yes, master."

Oh! Great!

Okay, we had a meet yesterday, and our coaches policy on competing beam, is if you stick a beam routine (which means don't fall off). . you get a big cookie!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND GUESS WHAT?!!?

**in singsong voice** I stuck my beaaam rouuutinneeee!!!!!!

COOKIE COOKIES COOKIES COOKIES COOKIES COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, yay for me!

Anyways, enough with that, I'm making a big enough fool of myself as it is. ^__^

soooooo. . I'll visit this weekend, **angels sing**
And I hope you guys have a happy friday tomorrow!!!!
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

   Ooowoowowowowwoooeeeeeeeooo o!!!
Haha, I might as well name myself bipolar and get it over with. . **laughs**

Well, it's not like I'm happy or anythnig today, but you could call it pleased. . in a pondering sort of way. . **ponders**

hmmmmmmm. .

I'm really happy with my latest drawing, it's still in pencil form right now, I'm gonna take my time with it, but I do have another one that I did a few days ago that I'll go ahead and put up in a bit here. ^__^

so anyways, it's been real quiet here at my myo site, not too many pms, not too many visitors. But ah well, I don't really mind, I havn't had the time to really visit you guys anyway. .

**sorry!**

oh wait a second! I think there's a brownie in my gym bag!! **gets real happy**

OH!!!! CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, bye bye boo. . .
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Friday, September 9, 2005

I'm ALLLIIIVEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! **lightning flashes**
Wooo. . yeah. .
So here I am, finally. .

**screams at no one in particular**

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD?!?!?!

eheh heh heh. .

Ookay, well seriously, I'm more happy now then I was last time. ^__^ (but I promise it won;t last. . ) Anyways, having back to back meets, practically, got anothe one tomorrow morning. . **my satturrrdaaay. . **

But. . YAY for being tired and having fun but coming home and eating the house!!!!

well. . boo for some of those. . actually. .

heh. okay, on to some anime related news!! My gymnastics scedule is soo cutting into my anime and drawing time. . **pouts** But I did get new manga and books!! **cheers**

I havn't been able to draw for ages!!!

(and that's bad, cus it's how I vent)

hmm, I'll try to do some tonight. ^___^

okay then! parting question for ya!!!

I know I really zone out tons of the time, and umm. . go to la la land. . am I the only one?
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