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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Uh oh. . Be warned.
well, like I said, be warned if you're planinng on reading this, I'm not too 'cheery' today.

I told you happiness was fleeting for me, didn't I?

I don't know why, my life is perfect, I have evey material thing I could ever want. .

and yet, I'm unhappy. Why? Why?!
I don't know, and it's really bothering me today. Well actually, yes, I do know. But I really can't put it into words how I feel. maybe I'm lonely. . hmmm. . **sighs** Well, I guess I'm always sad when I'm by myself, because I'm ditracted from it when I'm with other people, hardly any of my friends know that I'm depressed.
**laughs** is that bad?! Well, ah well. . it's just. . the more I think about the way things are the sadder I get, the more stories I read, movies I watch, music I listen to, I mean, I'm drawn out of my life, and content while I'm reading/watching/listening, but, when it's over, I'm only left off worse than before.

Well, you know what they say, the higher you are, the harder you fall.

But I'm just not happy with my life dangit!! I'm stuck on my dreams. . I can't help it, but they're better than the life I live.

Oooh wow, sorry, I didn't mean whine so much!!
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