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Monday, October 10, 2005

Dang, this isn't going to be a pleasant post...
Okay, haha. So it's sunday night. hopefully won't be too busy tonight on myO..
BE WARNED! this post is bound to be long and depressing.

Man, I have issues! (for those reading, sorry, heh, I've not been in the best of moods.)

So the question remains, would you rather be ingnorant or enlightened?

Sometimes I don't know. When I know things, I get to thinking. . and me contemplating, well, it never ends well. Lol, call me suicidal and get it over with. **gasps**

so?!

I sit here, and I wonder where I'm going, I mean, what is there here for me? Everyone I know has something in this life to hold on to, everyone except me. Whether it be religion, love, some hobby, I don't know. But as always, I'm just here, it's like I'm floating (or falling, if you like) in this vast expanse, I have no anchors. So I asked myself, why am I still here anyways? Well, I don't know. See, I REALLY am not the kind of person to give up just because it's hard, I can't remember many instances in my life where I've quit. But is this really the same? I suppose it must be.

I don't know..
anything, anymore.

I suppose I'll just have to keep going, for whatever reason.

Have a good week everyone, Ignore me, I'm lost as it is. ^__^

**goes off to draw**
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