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Student
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Ummm. . I can touch my nose with my toungue!!!! And the relationship I have with Chaos Eidolon. ^_^
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Friday, October 14, 2005
Just a post, I suppose. (with some deeper ideas)
Okay, once again. . **yawns** I'm not really hyper or anything when I update. . sorry guys. . some of you probably prefer lighthearted things.
I say what's in my head, what else is there to do? ^__^
Soo soooo soo, I'm really tired, but I'm not gonna let that stop me from staying up ultra late tonight!! We don't have school tomorrow, hah!!!! But. . unfortunatly, JV League, the first of the 3 big meets is tomoorw, and it lasts all day. **yawns again** I don't really feel like it. . waaah. . (so much for sleeping in)
But I won't let it stop me from doing what I want tonight!! And what I want to do is draw. I've decided to attempt to mature and round off my style quite a bit, I think it's about time my drawings grew up, you see? So I've been working on this one for a few days so far, and I'm pleased. It still has the atmosphere of one of my drawings, but I made the face look a lot more realismish. I like it that way..
heh.
What else what else. . **thinks**
Okay, here's something. Do you ever think people know and totally (which means like 50 percent in my case) understand you? and then they just. .I dunno, say something that really shows that they don't?
It's bothering me today, I feel like I'm just by myself. Which is really not true, but that doesn't mean I can just shake off this feeling of despair.
Hmmm, but, I enjoy my solitude over company most of the time, so why should it bother me to feel so alone?
**ponders** maaan, I wish I had a beard to scratch when I pondered. . (that was totally random ,and quite false, sorry)
But no really!! Ask Redtigress or Nitikia, I REALLY DO like to spend most of my time alone. . SO WHY AM I SO BOTHERED!?!?!?!
**huffs**
eh, sorry! I'm finished now, I'll go get lost in my sketchpad, happy friday!
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