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• Ummm. . I can touch my nose with my toungue!!!! And the relationship I have with Chaos Eidolon. ^_^
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myOtaku.com: SilencetheDawn


Wednesday, November 9, 2005

Okay people. Tough stuff today.
Alright, brace yourselves. This is gonna be the last update for a while for me. I have to say that I havn't been entirely honest. I can lie to you guys all I want, and tell you everythings fine, that I'm happy, all that bs. But I'll be dammed if I don't know things have just been going the drain for a while now. And you know, I really do think my computer is to blame for a lot of it.
But you know what's funny? Unlike most people, I don't really have anything to hold on to, I havn't for years. Well, at the moment, I got this itty bitty anchor..and I'm grateful to her, I really am.
But one person can only do so much, and, lets face it, I'm still alone at the end of the day.
And this computer helps make that a harsh reality.

So, I've decided, for my own sake, that I desperatly need to quit the internet for a few weeks. Maybe longer, depending on if things get better. I'm sorry, but I needed to snap out of it and see that some things needed to change, and I kinda just did. Two minutes or so ago, actually. This computer sucks up all my time, I get more and more stressed and depressed, and it doesn't have to be this way. I may like moping around my room all day, but it's gonna get me in deep pretty soon. (sorry if I don't make sense, I know exactly what I'm saying..) Well, okay guys..Sorry once again. Don't get me wrong, I love this site, and I love the internet, and I love talking to everyone but..it's ruining me. I think if I cut the internet, I'll just be able to manage with school. How much ime do I waste online anyway? Scary question. I could be out with my dogs getting fresh air and running. And that would definatly leave me feeling more fufilled.

I'll still be using my aim tho, I need it for help with my homework.

Anyways, yeah, bye for a while.
Enjoy your lives.
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