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Monday, June 11, 2007


hilow :]
hey =] so my weekend was pretty cool.
Friday: went to my friends house...haha i have a weird funny story for this...riight
Saturday: went with my mom to liberty village and bought stuffs XD
Sunday: mall with my brother&mom and once again bought stuffs XD
and uh today was alright i guess XD
OH! and i MIGHT POSSIBLY MAYBE bahaha i can't make my mind up anyways get new pics :] because my birthday's coming up and im excited...because well...im not really sure why i just kinda am?bahahaha yeahhhh uhmm so yeah haha ohh!! and if you haven't i say you should go listen to my playlist from before[it'll make me happy!!XD] :D
OH YEAH!! haha i talk too much and i got FunDip! fucking amazing!AND! the NEW PARAMORE CD COMES OUT TOMORROW!! I SAY YOU ALL SHOULD GO OUT AND BUY IT! IT'S CALLED: RIOT!
^^ have a great day :3
[and i love how this post made no sense at all hahaha woops]

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Thursday, June 7, 2007


well..here ya go XD
i made a playlist just for..well you'll see :]



now i say you go listen and appreciate that i've created a playlist just for all of you to listen to!! yaaaaay? [comment&critize on my music if you want] i also suggest you dance to my music,whether its this playlist or my Danger:Radio one :] ,its extremely fun Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
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see even dino&the pika's agree :3
anyways have a great day ^^ *waves*

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007


just a poem...no piccy today sorry :/ , anyways have a great day ^^

go ahead and yell at me
tell me all my imperfections
but please don't take too long
tell me what i need to fix
and be harsh about it
be brutally honest
and don't even begin to care about my feelings
tell me what you've wanted to for so long
so go ahead and say it all
all that you've been holding in
put me down and give me a wake up call
im beg you, tell me what you hate about me
go ahead, im ready
i can handle the truth
although it appears to me that most think i can't

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Saturday, June 2, 2007


tralalalala
why hello there ^^ soo for anyone who cares: The Scene Aesthetic put their new song up yesterday and i went on there site and and i want their CD, DVD, and a Shirt o.O haha yeahh...uhmm sooo uhh oh yeah! i took more pics of my kitty(i'll only post three)[i'd take pics of my puppydog but he moves around too much :/ ] ^^ :

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haha aww ^^

and here's a poem:

i want to scream until my lungs give out
until i collapse
sing until i have no voice
until i feel light headed
yell until i can't anymore
until i get the biggest migrain in the world
shout until i feel myself falling
until i finally hit the ground


[[haha Butters(my puppydog) is watching tv ^-^]]
lol yeah..so uhm theres a pokemon marathon on today and uhh im currently bored and uhh i want fundip and mhmm yup so uhh later XD ^-^ *waves*

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Friday, June 1, 2007


mm im bored so here's some of my musical heroes[[not in order]]
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Anthony Green : from Circa Survive[[www.myspace.com/circasurvive]]: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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Sally Burtnik : www.myspace.com/sallyburtnik


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Bradley Grayson : from Andrew&Bradley and his own music:
www.myspace.com/andrewandbradley and www.myspace.com/bradleygrayson


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Hayley Williams : from Paramore [[www.myspace.com/paramore]] : Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


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Matthew Gilbert : from his own music [[Poem]] www.myspace.com/poemmusic


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Andrew de Torres : from The Scene Aesthetic,Danger:Radio,Man With Robot Hands, and Andrew&Bradley
www.myspace.com/thesceneaesthetic
www.myspace.com/dangerradio
www.myspace.com/manwithrobothandss
www.myspace.com/andrewandbradley


^if you click that you can go and listen to Danger:Radio

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Eric Bowley : from The Scene Aesthetic:
www.myspace.com/thesceneaesthetic

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[[o.O i know i have a lot of musical Heroes oh well..there's probably way more than that but those are my top :3 mhmm so if you haven't already in my last post i posted some of my poems haha go read if you're bored? and you should visit the sites i gave you so you can listen to my heroes,lol. i think they all have a purevolume except for Andrew&Bradley[[they don't have a name for their band yet]] and Poem so you can listen to them on there too ^^ anyways have a great day and weekend ^^ ]]

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Thursday, May 31, 2007


poems and shit like always

i just want what everyone else does
a place to belong
somewhere i can fit in
oh but in this world that's just too hard
and its so fucking complicated
because its like
no matter where you go
where you supposedly "fit it"
you can never just be yourself


too write ever so often
where no one gets to read
anything you have to say
will never be realized
or heard or understood
not until you take the time
to finally come out
and tell someone


i find it pretty amazing
looking around
searching for nothing
and finding everything
and no one knows
because everyones too caught up
to realize whats in front of them


and i wouldn't trade these memories for the world
oh because no one would understand them
and they wouldn't be memorable
if they were traded with anything else

[[haha maybe i write just a little too much?..i swear if i put my poems together it would look like a book..and it'd be called "a book of shitty poems" haha...i make fun of myself wayy too much? oh well..yeahh...now back to whatever i was doing before i decided "hey let me post cuz im bored"..uhuh im weird..anyways byee *waves*]]

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007


hey
soo uhh...im not posting anymore unless its like pictures or something.yeah basically the purpose for this was already filled and i dont need it anymore. i'll answer to pms though. klater.
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forget it
forget what i said
forget what i wrote
all we do is assume
its only natural
and it leads up to
unwanted,and unneeded fights and arguements
which makes an ass out of everyone
and makes everything complicated
its only natural
and i wish it wasn't
but if you get through it
then that'll be a mircale
and maybe next time
no one will assume as much as last time

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pictures of my cat
heres some pictures of my cat that i took:

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007


look im alive =o
look im not dead!! yaay!! well anyways im coming on a lot but i just post once in a blue moon for a reason.anyways im doing good..think of posting my picture maybe?but what does it matter anyways? [dont mind me i tend to contradict myself a lot...] yeah soo heres a poem..have a great day ^^ later *waves*


as usual
i fell,
i thought,
i gave in,
i tricked myself,
and for what?,
for nothing as usual,
to let myself down,
and its just clearly hitting me now,
but im okay with it?,
or is that just how i'll appear,
to know me...
is something no one will ever accomplish

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