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Friday, December 29, 2006

always the one stuck.
hey. i know i havent signed anyones guestbook yet or anything so maybe i'll do that after this post or sumthing. well im just a little stuck right now. you see i made this site because i didn't want anyone to know who i really was. as in my real name. and i didn't want anyone who knew me to find out some thoughts that go through my head. see im complicated yet simple. and i don't want anyone figuring me out becuase then they'll know what makes me tick what makes me cry ya know stuff like that. so this is like an escape of mine. anyways today things went wrong. everyone eventually gets tired of me.today just happened to be the day that and me and my friend got in a fight. and when im mad i don't stand back. i fight back and say things i know i'll regret. and now well now i don't know. i'm at the point right now where i guess i'm just confused. and i just want to be somewhere i belong. somewhere i can stay.somewhere i feel safe. i know this feeling will stay in the back of my head when things are okay in my life. but right now its a semi-strong feeling. thing is i don't want anyone knowing this. so why am i typing it on otaku? simple...because no one knows my real name and i didn't tell any of my friends about this site. so they won't know its me. and it kinda helps me out. i guess i just don't like telling people my problems cuz i know they have there own. i know no one cares right? well thats okay because this is something i just feel like i needed to write. because i find im always the one stuck and i want to get out of this hole. anyways enough boring anyone who reads this. i hope your day is better than mine. 'till next time.
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