myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Contact Me

AIM
• aesthetic note
E-mail
• Click Here

Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-06-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• lets call this place NJ :3
Member Since
• 2006-12-21
Occupation
• weirdo/dork :] [[im also a penguin..but shh ;3]]
Real Name
• Monica

Personal

Achievements
• still don't have one or any
Anime Fan Since
• since pokemon :3 and when i met bestieboobear. haha i have two reasons,i know your jealous[i kid i kid] :]
Favorite Anime
• a lot.
Goals
• i don't really know anymore...........
Hobbies
• writing poems and quotes.singing.listening to music.going online.hanging out with my friends.walking in the rain.dancing like an idiot.
Talents
• does being a sarcastic bitch count? otherwise none.




Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: silentears


Wednesday, January 3, 2007

two poems bout...well you'll see...
kay so the poems im posting might make you pity me..but don't. i don't like it when people feel sorry for me. but apparently everyone thinks i do..not you guys though...my 'friends' are the ones that think that. yeah just had to say that...cuz i don't like it when people feel sorry for me..anyways on with the poems and they don't have a title..

why is it that i get treated like garbage?
am i really that unwanted?
am i really that unworthy?
am i really that useless?
doesn't anyone see this
does anyone even care
probably not
but whatever
i'll deal
just like i always have
and then maybe one day
i'll actually get treated like a person
and not like the useless,worthless piece of shit that i am



they like me at first
i guess i was fun and exciting
after awhile though..
they get tired of me
and it seems as if they just stop caring about me
thing is..it makes me feel worse than i already do...
thing is..i won't tell them that
i'll keep these feelings to myself
and keep writing my poems and quotes
that are useless and pathetic
but to me...they help me remember
they help keep me sane
they just help keep me alive
and there the one thing...
that i got going for me
cuz everyone knows...
im just worthless and useless
its like im a mistake..


well like i said before tell me what you honestly think of my poems. i hope you all have a great day =) 'till next time.
Comments (0)

« Home