Monday, March 19, 2007

Oog..
I am so tired. I only got four hours of sleep last night and it wasn't really sleep... it was more like tossing and turning. And to top it all off I can't sleep! I'm going to the dentists. x.x My old dentist retired.. ;~; I'm scared.

My dress I ordered off of e-bay still hasn't come in.

I'm watching Mucha Lucha and the girl who plays Dexter voice acts in it and the guy who voice acts for Rocko in Rocko's Modern Life voice acts in this tooooo! Wow. -laughs.-

I'm really tired and upset. I can't get certain things out of my mind and I wanna write about it but..x__x...

I also wanna tell my mom I'm bi. How the hell do I go about doing that?!

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There's this girl on here that everyone seems to know and I'm so sick of hearing about her. 'She's so beautiful, she's so this, she's so that' blah, blah, blah. Stfu all ready.

Though, I can't help but wish I was beautiful. .___. Jealousy is a bad thing.

I got really close to telling my mom I'm bi today but I chickened out at first then right when I was getting ready to tell her she launched into a story and was like 'yeah, my friend patty pointed out two hot guys like you do'...Oh...gee...thanks for that. Then we go out and eat and at first everything is cool and then I say something that apparently pissed her off and it launched her into this whole 'let's insult my daughter as much as I can with big words and degrade her'.. aaah. It took so much not to say any thing.

My teeth hurt really bad. I never remember them hurting so much!!
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

WOO
Goodwill is magical! I went there last night (I went to two, actually!) with my friend and my grandma. I found two dresses, two KURT COBAIN SHIRTS -squeal-, a rainbow belt, a Mello-like shirt for AC, and an L-like shirt(still not sure that I'mma wear it). I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I FOUND MELLO'S SHIRT! NOW ALL AC NEEDS IS HER WIG AND IT WILL BE COMPLETE! And a chocolate bar, of course.. xDD
The night before mam took me to Wal-Mart and I finally found a drawing book but it's not like my four(or is five..?) other ones. ~-~ Oh well, I'm just glad to have it. I bought a polka-dot dressy there tooooo. I love my outfit. And then I came home and took random pictures because I kinda looked like Misa. A Misa with red hair. xDD It was fun none the less.
Yesterday morning Zach and AC came and got me around 8:50. It was a surprise. AND THEY DROVE! We were gonna walk to get breakfast but instead we walked down the railroad tracks to Dayna's and I wished I had my camera because I had a lot of ideas. Especially when we went through this pipe. I told AC i wanted her to take me back to the railroads that we walked on when me, her, and Zach were going to the park so I could get some pics. I dunno when she's gonna though. So! After we get back from Dayna's, we get into Zach's car and head to the waffle house. I had to lay down 'cause Zach is only allowed to have one person in his car because of his license or something.. It was fun. I couldn't help but wonder if that's what it was gonna be like when I get older.. I had so much fun. It was great being free of my mom.
Then after we ate AC came back and my grandma came and took us to GW. Okay. So. We drop AC off and I go home with my Grandma and me and my grandpa watched all the Star Wars movies. The Anakin Skywalker Chronicles.. xD It was fun. Hayden Christensen is so HOT. -dies.- and then I drew my character Zero in this cute Chinese-lolita outfit! Well, it's kinda lolita. There's barely any black. And her make-up is inspired by Queen Amidala. I drew it in my cartoon-anime crossover style 'cause it's easier to color.

And.. that was my day.. =3
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Friday, March 16, 2007

NEW GOAL
Lol, that's right. I HAVE A NEW GOAL! It's to comment on all of my friends that have updated their journals and get new ones. I think that was my goal along time ago but I wasn't really motivated to do eet. =33 ! BUT NOW I AM! So, I'm actually gonna try to befriend people who don't have very many friends and of course, some popular people too. Because not all popular people ignore youse! Like EE2 =D ! xD The one time I tried to talk to him he kinda just blew me off. w/e!!

I'm still working on my site. I want to make it beautiful. I think I might change my song to Walkie Talkie Man. Any votes? (for the two that actually read this thing). x33

Birt spent the night last night and she said that I whispered in my sleep! =o OMG I TALK IN MY SLEEP, THAT IS SO CRAZY. xDD I dun even remember what I dreamed about but I believe it! I woke myself up talking about my grandma. She's crazy. xD And I yelled in my dream and out lod. I was like 'SAY THAT YOUR CRAZY!! LOUDER!!!' but I didn't wake my mom up.. strange.. I was told that I giggled in my sleep and that I sleep walk (only once was I told that I sleep walk). I'm scared. O_O !!

well.. that was my day. I may post later. =33

love,
tori

p.s. IT'S CAPSLOCK FRIDAY! LET THE CAPSLOCK MADNESS BEGIN! >D
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

BACK

Who missed me? x33 I s'pose I came back because I was bored and I kinda figured if I at least went around and got to know people more that I could become popular.

;D Fat chance.

Ignore my picture up there (yeah, thas me). I know I'm ugly, I dun need any of youse telling me that I am.

hm.. still working out the kinks. (I wanna hide my icon but I dunno how!) So, it may take me a while.

LOVE Y'ALL! And DON'T FORGET TO LISTEN TO MAH NEW MUSIC. YOU'LL LOVE IT.

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I've been working on my background for the journal part and it won't show up. x.X I've done everything I possibly could. Can any one help? D; yes, nu? PLEASE?! I want to pretty up my site so my reign of myo can begin. xDD

OMG! And I started a new story. It's going pretty nicely. =33 Maybe I'll post it one day..maybe..
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Monday, January 29, 2007

CLOSED

Closed until I decided to come back. Feel free to PM me.

Reasons

Do I have to have a reason as to why I quit? I don't really come on here any more, it just doesn't peek my interest. I remember at one time that I wanted to have one hundred friends, that I wanted to be really popular on myO. I never reached that goal. And sure, I have friends, but do they ever visit? No. Of course not. My art--Goes unnoticed on here. On DeviantArt, I'm finding people I don't even know looks at it and sometimes even favorites them. Do people do that to me? No! Why? I'm not popular. Of course, really popular people are noticed on dA but even the unpopular dA artists are noticed as well.

So. I bid you ado. And if you ever really wanted to see me or veiw my art, most of it's on dA. Even though most of the art is old along with the stories and poetry. I usually updated it with good art..xD Which is never..

Farewell friends. <3
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

DAAAAAAAANG!

I think I might be quitting. =o But not before I spice up me myo.

Wanna find me? Great, e-mail me if you ever wanna read some of my poetry or veiw some of my art. You can still PM me, 'cause that's basically the only reason I come on here if for PM's soz..
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Hm..

It's been a while. I'm reading this book called Crank...

Have you ever felt betrayed and abondened? I don't have any friends any more. I'm always complaining about this but when you have people who write shit about you and it's readable, it kinda pisses you off. THANKS FRIENDS! YOU REALLY ARE WONDERFUL! AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! :'D

I'm crash dieting again. I've decided that I can die slowly. Being skinny is in any ways.

Why am I shaking?

My 'friends' pissed me off.. I'm to much of a 'good girl' to ignore them. And I don't wany any new ones..

:'D Guess I gotta deal. Where's a razor when you need it?
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Monday, December 18, 2006

I am struggling to keep this stupid site alive. x__x It doesn't matter, no one looks here any ways..

I feel like all my friends have left me.. Like, all my best friends. I'm all alone. I hate that feeling. I hate myself. And I keep trying to get them back and I keep failing miserably. Sometimes, I think that maybe if I'm dead then no one would really care and that they would just move on easily. I just.. gave up on trying to get them all back. They have all their best friends and I'm not one of them. Fuck. D: I hate getting in these kinds of moods. I'mma just shut up.

I made some icons. But no one looks here, so why does it matter? So, I'll post them any ways. xD

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