Friday, December 9, 2005

Okay, now that I have my site up and running, i'm gonna put up my fandom icons. BEWARE! oh, and how do ya like the new look?

Silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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Brace yourselves people, I'm changing my site...again..xDD PH34R MEH!! It's gonna be a raver/techno theme....Mmmmm....technooooo...

silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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Sunday, December 4, 2005

I'm going to redo this site again. It just doesn't suit me well..Meh. My fandom icons will be up soon, I'm working on 'em. Trying to get the site linked up for ya and all that good stuff..=D
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

All right, all right, aaaall riiiiiiiiight.
I'mma be making this page pretty and adding a few lovely 'fandom icons'. But, since I like so much god damn anime and charries, your just gonna see what my favorite bands are or my favorite singer and of course boyxboy, girlxgirl, and boyxgirl icons. Don't freak, I'm bi. I've been bi for two years..xD SO! Don't fear folks, it'll be beautiful.

Silent Screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I'm bored, honestly..I miss mah nee-chan and I'm very depressed...
That's about it really, still never had that talk with Adrien...maybe I will...

Silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Parental Adivsory. A song about God from Marilyn Manson ahead. Skip this if you want to. Do not bitch to me, I warned you!
Dear God, do you wanna tear the knuckles down and hold yourself?
Dear God, can you climb off that tree and meet in the shape of a "T"?
Dear God, the paper says you were the king in the black limosine.
Dear John and all the king's men can put your head together again?

Before the bullets,
Before the flies,
Before authorities take out my eyes.

The only smiling are your dolls that I've made.
But you are plastic, and so are your brains.

Dear God, the skies are blue as a gun shot wound.
Dear God, if you were alive, you know we would kill you.

Before the bullets,
Before the flies,
Before authorities take out my eyes.

The only smiling are your dolls that I've made.
But you are plastic, and so are your brains.
- Marilyn Manson, GodEatGod
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I'm not be a slave to a god who doesn't exsist.
So, I think everyone basically thinks I'm a Satan worshipper since I put that song on here. This is not so. People, I'm athiest. I do not believe in a God, but I do believe in spirits and a devil. So, since I believe in a devil it does not mean I am a Satan worshipper..I have come to find that really, I'm a mystic (people who believe in spirits) and so..judge me if you want to, I could care less. This just tells me that you are a narrow minded ass hole who cannot accept people for who they are.

I'm not a slave to a world who doesn't give a shit.

Last night I went to see my counsler for the first time. She was nice..At the end of the session she says, 'Tori I am concerned. You are showing many pyshical signs of depression and I want you to go to a pyshcyatrist(sp?) and get a diagnosis to see if you need to be put on pills.' Grrrreeeeaaaaaat. She asked me a lot of questions...Like 'Are you suicidal? Do you hurt yourself? Do you hear voices?' Yeah..Boy, does she have a lot to get out of me.

Lets cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today.
Well, I believe I'm going to break up with my boy friend..I'm tired of hearing his excuses and he's showing signs of cheating. Like, I got this e-mail and every sn on there belonged to a chick. He always complains of being tired in the IM then stops talking to me for hours on end. He hasn't called in weeks, though he promised to. So..Ladies..and gentlemen, should I or shouldn't I?

I'm a black rainbow!
Last night Izume was talking to me on his microphone. It was fun. He sounds so cuuuuuuuute! >0< Oh my gosh! And he was supposed to call today, but he never did. Just like Adrien (b/f). I don't get mad at Izume, because his life is hectic and it's hard to get to a phone some times. Adrien has no excuse what so ever. This one time he told me that some one got shot, so he didn't call. And monkeys are flying out of my ass. I get so sick of him some times. Can some one tell me if i should break up with him or not?

Silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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Sunday, November 20, 2005

Okay! SO!! Don't ask why I'm posting this, I just am. This is the icon I made in paint. Yes, paint!! Admire it..Stupid photobucket messed it up. ><
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Friday, November 18, 2005

So, I went and saw the HP movie right after I got out of my eighth hour. xD I had fun during my eighth hour, man, me and Birt were there together and we had to right out of the health book and Birt wrote her page in dragon script (or parsel tongue for all you HP geeks) and omfg, it was hillarious. She turned it in and Mr. Wagner (detention teacher) was like 'Um..I can't read this.' And Birt read out the first line. She said, 'Don't smoke, children, for the monster under the bed will come out and eat you.' so, I said, 'Don't smoke, children, the monster in the closet will come out and eat your soul! And then he will rape you, over, and over, AND OVER!!! And then you'll have lil' monster babies!!' And Mr. Wagner stared then me and Birt laughed while we walked down the hall. Then the cheerleaders were practicing near my locker and I went 'I'm a cheerleader, love me because you can see up my skirt!!' Right when I passed them. HA!! And then I was opening my locker and was all 'Feeeeaaar me, I'm a cheeerleeaaadeeeer!!' Yep.
Then I went off with my mom and we went to see HP. I cried..o-o Oh, yes, I cried. And I was pissed because I didn't see Sirius or Draco that much! Wait..I never saw Sirius at all. WTF?! Well, I did get to see the twins and they were pretty hot. So was the Partavil twins..aw yeah...n_n And Harry wasn't bad either.
So, I'll be going now! Luff ya'll!
Silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Aw, look, it's Draco and my HP charrie Aliiiiiiice! Sorry for not updating in a while, I've been working on a lot of other sites. (Now that I have my xanga site and my myspace done I can finally work on my flipping lj!) Not a lot has really been happening. I know I'm gonna teach old people how to use the computer next Monday then afterwards I'm going to the counslers. I wonder what that'll be like..
Any hoo, the first lesson I'm mentoring (I'm a mentor! A SEMPAI!!! >D) is how to start up the comp and double click on the i-net icon. Mrs. Kelm said that we'll be working with really old people and some can't double click because they have artheritis. So..why not make it one click? That's what I have...but w/e. I can't wait, I'm excited. And sense we don't have enough kids, my moms coming in to help to. n.n Mah good ole mama-san.
I bought the first and second Card Captor Sakura at Walmart. Yes, walmart and they were mangas. They had Fruits Basket there to but on the third and fourth one. I guess Wallie world is trying to buy into the manga propaganda to. I bet it won't last for long because they don't have a good selection. But they are cheap..
Well, that's about it really. I'm off to go work on my LJ. (oh joy)
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Here I am, once again. Sorry for not posting in a while..Not a lot has been happening really. The counsler I called has called back but every time I call he never seems to be around.
I got an eighth hour 'cause I'm naaaaaaughty. ^.~ Not really..xD Ha! Any hoo..I got in a fight today and whipped ass! Oh yes! WHO'S THE MAN?! -Flexes.-
Well..that's all..xD

THE WORD OF THE DAY CHILDREN IS STATUTORY! CAN YOU SAY STATUTORY?!

-Snickers.-

Silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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