Tuesday, February 26, 2008

february 26 2oo8

current mood:
holy shit..


Sorry for the lack of interest updating. Eh. Stuff has happened but nothing too terribly big. My life is boring, you know. Except when god aborts his second son from me because then I become very moody and I'm like bi-polar and shizz..

Yeah.

So.

Done with the ex bullshit because I am so over that bitch and have promptly moved on. Haha. Chyeah.

I really have no idea what the hell to talk about.. Hm..

OKAY SO. On Saturday my mom left and it started freezing rain and my mood dropped because I am perioding. Ew, I know, but. D: I was all depressed and walking around in a pair of pajama pants and a beater outside in the freezing rain around midnight. And I had this sudden nicotine craving. Don't ask why. I smoked for a year and a half, by the way. Back during fifth and sixth grade.. xD!! So. :/ I go and get a butt, smoke it, get very light headed and sick. I go back inside and IM my friends and get bitched the fuck out to NOOOO end. Or so it seemed to be.

Because apparently cigarettes are drugs and I am a stoner. :'D They get you high. No. -__- That is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard.. EVER! I mean.. D: Cigarettes aren't drugs!! And it's not like I'm gonna do it again because.. dude.. I felt so sick afterwards it wasn't even funny.

Any ways. You kids on livejournal? Add me, yo!

Memememe

Questions of the Day
o1. Do you think cigarettes are drugs? (It's okay if you do. xD Just don't bitch me out!)
o2. Have you ever heard of the band CAKE? If so, aren't they rad?
o3. Did you miss me?
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Saturday, February 9, 2008

february o9 2oo8

current mood:
bored

Nothing much has really happened.

Found out my ex girlfriend is going to extreme, extreme lengths to avoid me.
She switched out of our seventh hour.
Has a new boyfriend.
It hurts but she's a pyscho and I'm in love with someone else.

Unfortunately, I was inlove with this someone else while I started dating her. I've known this someone else for five years and only came to realize that I liked him back in like.. October.

Ohyes.
It's love.
It's magical.
We're not dating, though. For that I'm thankful.

New pic of me. Like, brain spanking new.

And if you guys like the Twilight series, would you mind checking out my fic? I promise you'll like it. It's very angsty. I didn't notice how much of my heart I threw into it until I wrote it.

I based a lot of Edward's feelings on my own.

Give Me A Chance To Hold On

Haven't posted any of my stories online in a while. Personally, I think I fail at writing.

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Monday, February 4, 2008

february o4 2oo8

current mood:
lalala

HAPPY NATIONAL PANCAKE DAY!

Lol.

Not much to really talk about. I finally defeated a boss on this DS game called Drawn to Life. He took me forever! Finished my Sweeney Todd scratch art.. And I should be finishing my English project but.. -coughs.- No such luck. I'll type it out all tonight, though, then get it printed off. I believe in myself. xDD

It's ten more days until Valentines day. =/ I can't believe it's approaching so quickly. Dx I was in a shock-induced coma for half of third hour when it suddenly dawned on me that V-Day is so close.

What the french toast?

My mom got me something.. I wonder what it is.. -wonders.-

Any ways. I drew A LOT over this weekend. Expect a few sketches up by Wednesday. :B Love ya guys!

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Saturday, February 2, 2008

february o2 2oo8

current mood:
happy

First Day of My Life - Bright Eyes

Please, please watch that video. This song is so beautiful and the video just made me tear up. It makes me happy.. It's so sweet.

I've been listening to a lot of love songs lately. Haha.

Hope you guys are having a good weekend. Much love to you all!

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

janurary 31 2oo8

current mood:
COLD

It's so cold. My house cannot get warm and thus I FREEEEEZE!! It's snowing outside. Dx We're supposed to get 6-10 inches. We got out of school early today and I don't understand why they just didn't call off the whole day. Luckily we don't have to go tomorrow, which is a shocker considering the super intendent(attendant?) is a douche and never calls us off. I was half convinced that we would be going to school and he would make us trudge through the snow. It wouldn't have surprised me. xDD

I have a lot of peoples parents calling me and asking for their children. xD; What am I, their keeper? They're pretty much NOT here. D: Sorry. I feel bad because AC's mommy called me and I just got woken up from three other people so I was all grumpy and like "Hello?! Dx" Then Bridgette called. xDD

Hm... I predict that I'm going to be bored for the next couple of days. Oh god. x.x

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

janurary 27 2oo8

current mood:
Anxious


D: I'm waiting.. and waiting... for a friend to get on so I can talk to them. xD

Nothing really happened today except I got the Sweeney Todd and Hairspray soundtracks. AND I GOT KRISPY KREME DONUTS! SCORE!

And I finally decided to move up to standard on DDR instead of being lazy and pwning light mode. xDD -shot.-

I'm bored.

And waiting.

Grr.

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

janurary 26 2oo8

current mood:
Content

Oh god. I'm obsessed with the song "Pyscho" by Puddle of Nirvana Mudd. (Inside joke) I really want to get it but Limewire is a failure and will riddle my laptop with aids and I don't want that. o-o I also want Here In Your Arms by HelloGoodbye. Pyscho reminds me of my ex though. xDD She's so.. ugh...

A song that would sum up our relationship perfectly right now would be "Head On Collision" by New Found Glory. Really.

But I've let everything go. I don't have any more feelings for her except a little bit of annoyance every now and then because she's just that. Annoying. And very dramatic. And it's nice because I finally cried over break up. For three hours. Haha. I could finally sleep and eat afterwards, so it was a good thing. And yesterday she actually talked to me for the first time. I was like ":o SHOCK!" hahaha. Yesterday, after school, was the first time I felt awesome in a long time.

Apparently people think we dated for attention. Ch'yeah. That's exactly what we did.

Any ways. I'm at home.. I was supposed to go to my dads but he bailed on me. He called me during school..! SCHOOL!! And told me that he wasn't coming to get me and didn't even bother to call my mom. Hoo, buddy, she was HOT. And when she called him, he was telling his g/f to tell my mom that he was in the shower and my mom heard him. Yeah. xDD And now we have to wait another week to get the check so we can eat and what not.

Paradise Kiss came in. Now it's just a matter of picking it up at the post office.

I keep looking in my cell phone in hopes that someone will call me. I won't name names but.. D: I wish they would call me. It'd make me feel awesome. Or maybe they can just say they missed me whenever they get back. I doubt that'll actually happen but.. xD Whatever. It's nice to dream.

I've had the urge to draw really lovey dovey scenes lately. o-o Yeah.. I'm resisting.

Thanks to everyone who commented and voted on my art! It was much appreciated! ^___^

Edit
You know what's ridiculous? D: There's this artist on here, Cherryshock. She's very ridiculous.. xD Like, you don't even know. I was reading some of her posts and she does not seem appreciative of her myo fame at all and accuses the people who sign her g/b about how great her art is and what not then friend her is going to ask her to draw some pretty arts for them.

I'm aware that some people are like that but damn, little girl, you don't have to be such a BITCH! about it. "YOU SHOULD HAVE FRIENDED ME BACK IN 2005 WHEN I WAS LOOKING FOR FRIENDS!" Oh, get over yourself.

-rolls eyes.- People like that really piss me off.

(And her art is good but NOT that good.)

And I'm not one to talk, however, because my art is craptastic but... She's very arrogant. =///

Done.

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Monday, January 21, 2008

janurary 21 2oo8

current mood:
Tired, bored, anxious, and accomplished.

NA-NA-NEW ARTS UP!

Take a peek with yer peepers and tell me whatcha think. I'm not a whore for votes but I could become one..

That's code for: Please vote!

Haha. Happy MLK day, gaiz. :B

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

janurary 2o 2oo8

current mood:
Relaxed.


I suppose that's my current mood. I don't really know, haha. It's been weird being single. I remember why I hate breaking up with people so much. It affects me more then it affects them. xDD; My emotions get all out of whack and then I'm riding high one day and skimming low the next. Buuut, right now I guess I'm relaxed... if not thinking to much..

My laptop is fucking up which has been worrying me. I've been scanning it for aids and what not but so far, nothing has been picked up. I will don't want to like.. go back to my moms computer. It's so god awful slow that I absolutely hate it. And besides, I love my laptop. I'm finally getting used to the keyboard. And I'm like.. "subconsciously" watching my fingers type and I've noticed I use mainly my left middle and index finger and my right index finger. But I type pretty fast.. So I've been told..

I like the sound of typing too. Is that weird?

Okay, enough rambling.

I just finished watching Fight Club all the way through and it was pretty awesome. Fucked up but awesome. Brad Pitt was so freaking hot in that movie, I was like "it's a shame he's getting old.." Not that he's still handsome now, but he's looking haggard. 'Cause of Ms. Jolie. She's hot too..HAHA!

I went driving yesterday. It was nerve wrecking since it was my first time driving a long distance and not to mention there were so many fuck damn curves and shit. I was like "Yeah.. shit..." and I was in a huge truck, too. My grandpa hates me. x.x Actually, not really..

And then I came home and watched this movie called Karas: The Prophecy. It's an anime movie, it's pretty cool but like.. really confusing. There's a sequel to it too. I should check out the sequel soon to see if it'll help make any sense of the first movie.. Or perhaps they should make a prequel to the first movie.. It's that confusing. xDD But so AWESOME!

Nyuh. And this morning my cousin invited me to a Bullet For My Valentine concert (is that their name? Idk, I don't listen to them) and I politely declined. Since when the fuck did he listen to them? Since when did I ever say I listened to them?? Ftwftwftwftw?! He's such a little tourist. Yeah, I got that term from Fight Club. Sue me. xD

And now I'm waiting for my friend to sign on so I can check if it's still cool with her if I call. She better have gotten her cell phone or else I'll have to kill something.. xDD Not really, but. ;P Nyeh.

I might be posting some fanart soon so be on the look out, kay?

So.. questions fer yew:
.What's your favorite movie?
.Do you think I should dye my hair platinum blonde?
.Are you hungry?
.What's your favorite shoe brand?
.What's your best friends name(s)?

To answer my own questions:
.I have to many to name, really. But a lot of them include really weird movies.
.Why yes, self, I do think you should dye your hair platinum blonde.
.No, I'm stuffed from the Chinese food.
.Converse(CHUCKS) and Vans
.Bridgette, AC, Birt, Ree, Luna, Leslie, Blau... xD

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Friday, January 18, 2008

janurary 18 2oo8

current mood:
Numb..? To many emotions going on right now.

Nuh. I haven't been to school in two days because I've been so sick. I dunno what it's from but it's absolutely horrible. I am, however, getting better. 8D Good news, yes? haha.

Bad news? I'm single. I broke up with Birt yesterday after thinking it over. I did it because I wanted to protect her. I'm sure some of you are like "how the fuck is that protecting her?" and others are like "omg, you're such a chicken (for not staying with her)" but hey.. What the fuck do you know? :'D Lol. Anyways. It's really long and complicated (my reasons for leaving her) but.. nuh. I would like to date her again, but when the time is right. And I'll still always love her.

Any hoo.

My illness is going away. Thank goodness. And I'm getting my hair cut and going driving tomorrow. 8D I can't waaaait.

I'm bored out of my mind. I can't wait for ParaKiss to come in. I bought the Japanese version of the season because it was eight bucks.. And the cheapest English season I could find was um... fourty... Haha! xD; Hey.. someone find me the Samurai Champloo season FO CHEAP! 8DD -wants to watch it.-

Love you kids =D

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