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Wednesday, October 3, 2007


october 3, 2oo7

current mood:

tired and with a damn headache

Myotaku always loses my interest and then sucks me back in. Why, I will never know. It never ceases to amaze me!! So, I'm terribly sorry for my long abscene but blame school. And lj.

Weeell.. despite that fact that I flipped out on my group during drama, everything else was okay. It felt like I was the only one working (oh hey.. I WAS THE ONLY ONE WORKING) and then Allie was talking to someone else while Tessa, Lee, and Birt were all laughing and making jokes when they should have been working. So, when I finished the drawing, I put my head down and ignored them. xD; And then Tessa was like "D: Are you mad at someone in this class?" and I went "Yeah! You guys!! You're just fucking sitting around while I'm the only one doing work and--" I went off on a rant on what they were supposed to be doing. Then I felt really bad.. xD; I hate yelling at people but I mean.. REALLY. Things have to get done.

Blaaaah..

So I might be going to a rave this Saturday. I'm really nervous because Syd is getting 'Stasia and I (possibly Tessa) fake id's because the rave is in a club and it's eighteen and over. I'm afraid of being left alone.. And what if we get caught? Or if Syd, our ONLY ride and legal driver, gets to fucked up to drive back? She said she wouldn't but she made this statement that kinda sound like she would. And I trust her and all but damn..!! I'm nervous!!!! 'Stasia and I are gonna talk to her about it Thursday.

And. That's it.

ciao

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Thursday, August 23, 2007


august 23rd, 2oo7

current mood:

tired, stressed

I kinda died, I see...

It's been stressful since I started school and the sheer fact that myo dropped from my interests once again didn't help any thing.

Blech. I'm so loaded up on homework! I'm lucky I even got to update today!! (Actually, I left my math homework at school because I was SICK of having nothing but algebra homework. fuck that shit..!!) I hate being a sophmore..

Nothing has really happened except I got stitches on the first day of school. Long story short, I was locked out, I have old windows, and I tried opening a window and the pane shattered. It didn't hurt at all, actually. And even though I was bleeding EVERYWHERE I was just worried about the damn window!! I ended up getting five stitches in my pinky, which is like.. almost the whole entire width of it. x.x Sheesh! I'm lucky!

My mom decided that she might let me dye my hair any color I want. WOO. I want it black with hot pink streaks. I think she's tired of hearing me bitch about it but.. xDD

I need to learn how to sew clothes. I need to make my Link cosplay and then as a side project I wanna cosplay as Shika and handmake the outfit. Either by sewing by hand or using a machine, I don't really care. (I'm sure I'll regret those words later on)

My boyfriend is on his way back home as we speak. He bunked up at his sisters for a few weeks. His mom did a surprise room clean and I can only hope that she didn't find my letters to him. Blech.

D: Guys.

I like Naruto now.

Help?!

I watched the whole entire marathon on Cartoon Network. Did anyone else? I've decided that Shikamaru is srsly my favorite character. HEY GAIZ. Draw me a Shika picture as a get well soon card? xD j/k.

Might post new arts, keep an eye out. I also have a cosplay up. Go look at it, ja? 8D

Questions of the day:
o1. Who is your favorite Naruto character?
o2. Have you started school yet?
o3. Are you bored?
o4. What color should I dye my hair? xD
05. Have you ever had stitches?

ciao

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Thursday, August 9, 2007


august 9th, 2oo7

current mood:

tired

Heeeey, guys... Nothing is really happening, thus why I haven't been posting. x.x I have been freaked out lately but only like.. two people would understand why. xD Only because they were there!!

Meh.

Gone 'til Sunday!

Say you'll miss meh? D:

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Sunday, August 5, 2007


august 5th, 2oo7

current mood:

happy [and a little hungry]

That emoticonzzz pic is so adorable, isn't?! Aaaw..!!

Any ways, I just got back from my little family gathering. It was boring, as expected, but my grandpa kept making me giggle. And then my mother told my grandparents about how Slade came. Like, wtf? Can't she just keep her mouth shut. My grandma gossips so hardcore! So, my grandma was all, "How was your weekend?" and me, being oblivious, was all "Em.. fine?" And then she goes off on how my boyfriend visited and how I never tell her any thing.

Sigh.

I miss him so much though. Last night I had to snuggle my dog because he wasn't here. Lol. I think she liked that. She was all stretched out with her head on my chest and her paws in my hands. What a geek. But an adorable geek. Lol. I love my dog.. xDD

So, last night I had to get out of the house and be around people. =] AC came and picked me up and went to go fetch Birt but found out she was at Wally World. xDD So, we went to Wal-mart and decided to find her and voila! we found her! After driving around, going to the park, we came back to my house and hung out. And then at nine they left me. -sob.- Stupid curfews.

Then I jumped online and talked with my boyfriend and my friend Leslie. I found out that not only can Sophmores drive.. but we have to have gym uniforms and if we miss more the eight days this year we fail all of our classes. What fuckery is this?! My highschool has become a damn concentration camp!! At least I have gym class with Leslie. Lol. We'll make it fun. I hate my legs though. As childish as it sounds, I almost started crying when I found out. I have scars from cutting on my legs and they're super visible.. But, now I just don't care. =] I will wear my dude shorts for this :'D!

Questions of the Day
1. Does your school have any sort of uniform?
2. Do you hate school?
3. What one thing do you like about school?

Comment Replies
AngelBest Dream: Omg, when did you become an Otaku Legend?! Holy CRAP!! Lol. Well. I'm glad you like my layout. :'D You kept telling me I need to change it so I did! n.n
Silver Arrow: Thanks so much. :'D I'm glad you like my layout. It took for freaking EVER to get up and running. =o And yes, I really do like him. ;D
MagikSalem: Thank you very much. n.n I could watch Transformers over and over again, lol. And be proud of being a nerd! Lol.
OrdinaryGirl: Aaw, not as awesome as yours. Your layout did inspire me to make one of my own. Thanks so much!! n.n And, yeah. It really is less stress!! She said he could come and visit again, so! ¢¾
Ichi-kun: I texted you my response. xD

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Saturday, August 4, 2007


august 4th, 2oo7

current mood:

ecstatic

Weeeell... my layout looks a bit better but now the comment links are hidden. x.x You can see the C though (on the far left). xD; ...Aah, myo is so difficult when it comes to layouts.

x3 Well, my boyfriend left this morning. D: I'm sad that he left but I'm so freaking happy that we finally met face to face and got to hang out. Yesterday we attempted to go to Six Flags but um.. after I passed out and he got sick, we had to go home. I'm really embarassed that I passed out but.. ha ha... It's nothing I couldn't control, right? And! He keeps telling me not to be but I can't heeeeeelp it... -whines.- And then we went and hung out at the house and decided that me, him, my mom, AC, and Casey(Slade's brother in law) were gonna go see Transformers. Again. Lol. We're such geeks. x3 Me and Slade kept kissing and snuggling during the movie. It was so cute!! But, we weren't like.. full on making out. Because people who do that shizz in public piss me off. xD

I didn't get a lot of pictures though.. Maybe I should have but I was just to caught up in the moment with just being with him, yanno what I mean? It was really, really exciting! I can't wait until he comes and visits again. If he caaaan...

My mom likes him too. Which is a plus. Yaaaaay!!

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007


Okay..

I'm redoing my site as you can see. So far, it's coming out good.. =/ But! I need to extend the border down. -spazzes.- like, all the way! AND I DUNNO HOW!!

ADVICE, PLEASE, SOMEONE?!

And, should I add a background? =o And is my song playing all the way? xD

aaaaah. x.x I hope I can get this figured out soon!!

Even my pissy little emo friend can't get my high spirits down. :'D

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Monday, July 30, 2007


How exciting!
I wish my computer worked so I could post some new art. One of them is my manga character. =] And, speaking of my manga, I finally gave the main character, her twin, and her split personality names.. xD Exciiiittttiiiiing. x33
So! There's Atsuki, the main! Mariko, the test tube twin! And Hikari, the split personality. It amuses me that I named Hikari the way I did. Hikari means light in Japanese but.. xDD She's pure evil. Mwahahahaha..

And! I keep coming up with characters. They're so pretty.. -drools.- 'Specially one of the evil experiments the scientist sends after Atsuki. The experiment is named Kaori. :'D He's pretty. And an elf boy. xD And I can't help but imagine my twin neko boys, Soba and Rye, in the manga. =]! I'm contemplating on adding them but I'd rather not since I have them in other stories.

So.. nooow.. I just need two other chara's to be with Atsuki. I'm not sure if I want to make them both boys or one a boy or one a girl.. I'd rather have them be both boys, twins possibly(which is why my neko twins keep popping up in my head) but I know that I hate it when the girl is surrounded by boys and is in love with both of them. xD Not like Atsuki WOULD fall in love either with them, considering what's happening.

Dillemas.. x___x

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Saturday, July 28, 2007


Hmm

Well, I finished the HP book two days after I got it. Mainly because I can't sit still for that long and do.. nothing but read. x__x I'm a fangirl of Sirius. And you know how I'm a fangirl?! Because I started crying when Harry went into his room.. xD; Blaaah.. I couldn't help it though. =/

I'm finally getting over my stomach flu. That was disgusting. x.x So, since I was over it, I went to see the Simpsons movie with AC and others. xD She drove me home. =] She is an amusing driver!! =o Yessss. And tommorow she's coming to pick me up and me and her are going to Dave and Busters. And a lake.. xD How exciting!!

My boyfriend is at his sisters now(Texas) and he should be calling me soon.. He told me he'd be online but I was like, "no. xD; go visit with your sister". I'm excited. The butterflies (anxiety) hasn't hit me yet. I'm waiting for them but all I can think about is how excited I'mma be when I meet him. I.. xD have a feeling I'mma glomp him but I gotta keep cool. x.x Might knock him over since I'm so huuuuuuge. I'm kinda worried though.. he hasn't called or e-mailed me yet. =/ I hope he's okay. xD I worry to much.

Okay, so.. I was talking with my cousin earlier about how I wanted to make a manga. And due to her persistance, I'mma start one. x__x That will probably suck beyond any sort of suckiness that you know but i'mma start one. Right now, I'm getting the basic plot together then I'll make the characters.

The plot is fairly complicated.. =/ I'm trying to make it simpler but.. huh. There's this girl without a name.. and she's a science experiment gone wrong. Her soul had been split in thrice and the third soul is now a living human being that looks exactly like her. But, when the scientists take out the girls heart and put it into the twins body, little do they know that the dark side starts taking over, little by little, making her more dangerous each day. And they thought the twin was bad enough..

xD It sounds better in my head. lol. Mainly, the main girl and the other characters are trying to find the twin before the dark part of the main girls soul takes over completely. =o Scandal.. I have a cover page done but.. I dunno if I'mma add more or not.. hmm...

And to rant a little:

Ugh. x.x I knew it. Bridgette did DITCH ME. As I read in her post. And Bridgette, if you're reading this, IDK how you didn't get a hold of us. No one was online at all and you coulda called my cell or texted me. ='D And yanno, this always happens. When I want Bridgette to come over, she goes to Birt's. And when Birt invites me over, she never calls back and instead invites Bridgette over! It's happened to me like.. four times this summer!! -___- I'm really starting to get this vibe that I'm a school-only friend. Because they really want me over.

At least AC does shit with me.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007


I GOT IT
I finally got my HP book. After my dad's g/f threw a hissy fit over me getting it, I got iiiiiiit. I don't see why she had to bitch over it, I was the one paying for it. My dad just merely dropped me off. Even after he said he'd pay for it but went back on his promise!

It's pretty good so far.. I've been reading it for two hours, so I HAD to take a break. x__x I have this thing set up in my room where I have a stock of sodas and food because, all ready, I got sucked into it and skipped dinner. -just came out to get some.- xD lawlapalooza

Nothing much has happened except I found out that I won't be seeing my boyfriend as soon as I expected. Which does not make me happy. Whatsoever. -sighs wearily.-

Any ways.. cracky videos I found at my dads for your enjoyment.. ¢¾








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Saturday, July 21, 2007


Sad, sad
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows is officially out. Has been for two minutes now. I cried because my dad wouldn't take me to get it.. =/ Tell me that's not sad? But, I did point out, that if it were Donna or her kids that he would GLADLY take them to get it. He refuses to admit it but he knows I'm right.

Any ways.. x__x I just cried for two hours/ two(or is it three?) chapters as I read and finished the sixth book for the third time. I'm sure everyone is aware of this, but, of course, Snape killed Dumbledor. And even though I was aware that it was coming.. I couldn't stop myself from crying. Crying as if someone apart of my family had died. I don't even remember crying so hard when Sirius died (my favorite character).. xP I feel so horrible, it's as if I've actually lost some one. x.x Does anyone know what I'm talking about? If not, I'll feel like a geek.. Or even more like one. xD

Well, since I'm at my dads, I can't work on my layout. Oh well.

=] My boyfriend is coming to visit soon. I'm super, uber excited. Like. Bouncing in my seat excited. I'm also a little nervous. x.x I hope my mom doesn't say anything I would regret when she's on the phone with his sister, Megan, or when he finally arives. She's embarassing sometimes. Ugh. She nevers knows when to shut up either. Just because she's older she thinks she can say anything! Well.. any hoo. I'mma go. And sulk. xD Because I don't have the seventh book.

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