Monday, April 16, 2007

Yanno... I'm morbid
I feel so good. I feel relieved. I feel so awesome. This is the best I've felt all year!! It's morbid because.. after I went to Jon's funeral, after I cried hardcore, after I hugged people and bonded with people I didn't know, after I gave Jon two roses, after I kissed my hand and touched his forehead(woo..it was hard!), after seeing him and after hearing little excerpts of his suicide letter, I felt amazing. I felt as if I could move on. And I know he would want that for me.

Because of Jon, I've decided to take a vow. I am going to be nice to everyone and I am not going to judge anyone. I am no longer holding any grudges. I'm even going to write a letter to my enemy, Kim! And appologize!! Jon is amazing.. he's an inspiration. The pastor that read said that Jon, whenever he was anywhere and saw someone alone, he would excuse himself and go talk to them..

How amazing is that? I'm going to start doing that.. Even though it could be dangerous since I'm a girl. -laughs.-

I went to Shogun's, a Japanese resteraunt and they made me get up and dance since it was my birthday. =33 They gave this little headband and a crown-like thing of chopsticks. -laughs.- I'm cool!

I'M FINALLY FIFTEEN!

I started a story too. There's two versions. (Like, one version is in a 'you' type. Example of a 'you' type: You sat and waited patiently for your friends.../end example. The other type is the first person sort of a veiw. I'm posting the 'you' type on quizilla. Will give linkage when done!)
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