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Wednesday, January 16, 2008


janurary 16 2oo8

current mood:

Stressed to the point of puking

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!

Stop trying to fucking rule my life! Stop! I know what I'm doing and I certainly know that I did, at one time, WANT THIS! But now that you got fucking thrown into the mix, this shit has gone down hill to fucking fast. I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted and I'm sorry YOU are such a two-faced lying bitch. Three things:
a) I do know what I want. What I want is for you to be more open-minded and open up to the fact that I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND
b) Life experience, excuse me? Since when didn't I have any of that? Babe, I have more life experience then you could ever hope to have when you were my age. And, sorry, I'm not gonna go out and fuck a guy to gain more "life experience." Fuck you!
c) Since when was being bi-sexual/gay unhealthy?!I'M NOT DYING. INFACT, YOU ARE THE ONE MAKING ME SO UNHEALTHY!!
Are you smiling victoriously? Are you happy that I'm so unhappy? Haha. I bet you are. Don't you lie to me, I know that you're happy.. Deep down inside you're drowning in it.

PARDON THAT SUDDEN OUTBURST!

I am so stressed out right now that I keep feeling bile rise in the back of my throat. Haha! YEAH! Delicious, innit?

My girlfriend told her parents about us and basically, our whole relationship was riding on her parents and if they agreed or disagreed with my mom. My mom's rules are "no type of communication whatsoever outside of school. no seeing each other at other peoples house, none of it." aaaand Birt's parents seemed okay with us dating until last night. And her mom pulled the SAME EXACT BULLSHIT my mom did. I am so livid. I am so sick. I don't know what do.

I love her, I want to date her, I don't want to hurt her but at the same time I don't think NOW is the best time to be dating. Not in the least...

Parents suck.

Good news? Got my permit. Yipee skipee.

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