Thursday, September 4, 2008

i am here t o o
I'm really tired. Worn out. Old.

Hah.

I was sitting in algebra today and there's this girl, Ariel, who is in my group and she's pretty rad. Really hyper in the morning but, hey, it's a nice balance to my sluggish, tired-faise, yeah? So, our teacher sends her on an errand and as soon as she leaves the room, he turns to me and goes, "She's a little weird isn't she?"
So, I stare then ask, "Huh?"
"Yanno... weird...?"
"I... don't...know...?"
"Well, is she weirder then you?"
"I'm weird?"
"Is that a bad thing?"
"No, it's better than conforming. At least I'm unique."

What an asshole. It made me smile.

And then I was sitting in speech and drama, and my friend, 'Stasia, set her hand down on my desk and I was looking at her nails and was getting ready to comment on them when I saw an engagement ring... On her left hand. I was like...
"You got ENGAGED?!?!"
She got all flustered but told me what happened. The sad part is, her and her boyfriend have only been dating for four months. And, yanno... she's... I dunno. It's kinda sickening that way girls get into guys.
I mean, she writes him notes.
And he's in college.
And it's like... "wtf? He's not gonna write you back."

Any ways...

I didn't go to school again yesterday. Eh. When I asked my mom to call in for me, she yelled at me that I was going to be a high school drop out and I just snapped back, "You aren't in charge of my future, I am. I fucking love your confidence in me, you college drop out."
Oh, but, she didn't even go to college.
She just likes to lie and says she did.

Heh. I have to redraw a project for art because my teacher already lost it. I'm so thrilled. Booo.

I don't feel like replying to any comments. But, haha, thanks you guys. :B You're making me feel loved and not "weird". xD


Feeling: Tired.
Tunes: No Excuses - Alice in Chains
Drinking: Water.
Eating: Crackers.
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