Saturday, August 20, 2005

I GIVE THEE!!
Here's an untitled poem that took me three minutes to write. I don't like it because I used to many of the same words to often.

Untitled

Screaming and grieving over you,
Some how it just ends the same,
No matter what I do,
It all relates to you,
My mind is flooding,
I'm starting to break down,
I can't stand it,
I want to kill it all away,
But I'm just not sure what to do..
Nor am I sure of what to say,

This scream I cannot hear,
Every thing isn't so clear,
My eyes are betraying me,
As they sting with regret,
My heart is heavy with betrayal,
And I just want this to fade to black,
I'm sick of it all,
I wanna forget,
But I'm afraid to lose it all,

These chaotic emotions,
They make me confused,
I hide behind this false smile,
It's the only thing I can do,
I don't want to hurt you,
But I just can't go on pretending,

It's killing me,
Deep down inside,
I'm hiding,
You won't find me here,
Let me tell you it's okay one more time,
And watch as you turn away, thinking it's all true,
Why can't you hear my cry?!
Is it to loud for you?!
Or are you pretending,
Like you did back then,
Screaming at me when you learned,
What I really did...

This pain, it's so surreal,
Why can't I feel?
My hearts as hard as a stone when I'm near,
But when I'm alone, you can't see these tears,
They are mine to keep,
Mine to share,
I like to hide,
Why can't you understand?

I'm not sure how to act,
I'm not sure what to do,
These scars I hide,
And I go on day by day,
Acting as if nothing happened,

I'm breaking down,
Deep inside,
This is killing me,
I'm hiding,

And it's my little white lie...
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