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• 1992-04-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the Vatican.
Member Since
• 2005-03-03
Occupation
• Being the Pope.
Real Name
• Tori

myOtaku.com: SilentLucidity

Sunday, October 2, 2005

I guess I'm giving up on the DN Angel thingeh for my blog. For now, just for now. I talked to Nathan earlier, he was upset and I felt bad, just 'cause nee-chan made a promise she couldn't keep and he told me he cried.
I told him internet relation-ships can't last for ever. He said it was going to be a real one in time.
I know how that goes!
I have this eighteen year old dude who's in love with me and he's moving down in like..eight months..
I'm freaking out and some times I wonder what the hell am I getting myself into? I mean, dear bob, I'm only thirteen and I haven't even had a real boy friend yet! The others in the past don't count, 'cept for Dustin, 'cause they all cheated on me..
I wonder when I'm actually gonna get a real boy friend and if I can tell teh dude who's moving down that I don't want him to just yet..
But, it's okay, I don't exactly expect to live past eighteen, even if I have to kill myself to reach that goal. Sad, but true. Depression over whelms me like death over whelms an infant in a greiving mothers arms.
How poetic..
Lucid dreams and silent screams--
Tori
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