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Birthday
• 1992-04-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the Vatican.
Member Since
• 2005-03-03
Occupation
• Being the Pope.
Real Name
• Tori

myOtaku.com: SilentLucidity

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Lemonade and cookies
How good is that? Not very..
The lemonade tastes bitter as it slides down my throat and the cookies are to chocolatey and to burnt.

Random..

My knuckles are swollen because last night I was in a self destructive mood. I was punching every thing in site, that includes my bath tub, where I first started the punching. I was curled up in a ball, crying, and I just started punching the wall because I felt like a retard for crying over some thing I'll never have.
Ooooooooh well..
I broke my four month streak of not cutting. It sucks. My damn pocket knife did shit to my wrists and hardly any blood came out. I'm glad for that...a bit...I think people noticed, though, 'cause my wrists were only covered with my braceletts and every time I'd raise my hand, they'd fall and expose the attempted cuts.
The good news out of all this depression is that I made a poem!!Go and read it on my other site, bishes. I haven't be working on that lately, I've just been depressed.

Last night just worsened the depression into a bitter, angry, self-destructive mood that carried over the next day.

Tommorow night is the NIN concert AND I GOT TICKETS! >D I'm going wiff AC and we have glow sticks and you doooon't. Nyah ha!

That didn't help..

Silent screams and lucid dreams--
Tori
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