Sunday, May 21, 2006

   My mom
My mom died yaesterday. I got back from boot camp in time to see her. She had a last hellacious week from what I was told. But she felt no pain. Friday she wasn't breathing. When she was resesitated she had gone an hour w/o oxygen. She was put on a respirator and transported to a better hospital. When I finally got there I got to see her and stood at her side for an hour. After that they pulled the plug and she slowlly slipped away. She was already 100% brain-dead so she was just a prisoner in that body till I got there then she was freed. I am still a slight wreck though.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

   Only 1 month left of K-Mart Hell!
I will be leaving K-mart on the 20th or so of December. Then I will leave to go to the Marine Corps. I leave for boot camp Jan. 2nd of 2006! Boo-yah! I am goin to Parris Island for 13 weeks of Hell. But it will all be worth it in the end. After boot i will have 10 days off to be at home then I go to my M.O.S. (Military Occupational Service) school. That will take about another 2 mnths out of my life. My job will be advanced electronics though. That job consist of laser guidance, G.P.S., and satellite uplink systems to repair or install and run. Well that's all for now.
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Monday, September 19, 2005

   I hate my job!!!
I have been working at K-Mart for over 2 months. I am still treated as a newb. We have 4 new recruits come in a month. So far we have had 6 newbs in after me!!! But oh what the hell. I will soon join the Navy and be rid of this hell hole. I hate some people in this world and this guy I work with is one of them. He is an ass from time to time. He acts conceeded 24/7. But I don't really care anymore. He dug his fucking hole he can live in it.
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Friday, August 12, 2005

   I am not off the deep end yet.
Things have been a little down. Now my secret out and all. To think of it, some people really are ignorant of the supernatural. But hey why am I to argue. I was too at first. Now it seems a more interesting part of my life. I have still so many unresolved questions and such about vampires. But, things will finally look up when my questions are finally answered.
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

   1/6th Vampire?
I have been a little off lately. I have a brother who was 1/3 vampire when I was 6 and he was 18. He was willingly bit. He then made a blood-pact transfusion with me.(Take half of a 3rd go figure) He finally waited to tell me until 5 wks. ago. Thats why I havent been on lately. He wanted to wait until I was 18 and old enough to understand.

At first I thought he was joking. But, I have unique ablities that others(mortals) do not have. I can see better at night. I can hear things that some might not pick up on right away. I can also absorb energy from living things when Im tired. This shit blows my mind. I am what you call an energy vampire. But, Im only 1/6th. I am thinking of having my brother who is now 1/2 (he was re-bit) to have a full vampire bite me and make almost 3/4. I dont want to be full. A full vampire has to regulary feed (drain a little blood from virgins) and they can't be satisfied by the flesh. (sex) They can't live perfectly normal lives.

There is a lot of witchcraft blood that runs in my family background. It all started back in England. My mothers side is British, and Cherokee, with a dab of German. But back to the story. Her ancestors were some of the first to practice witchcraft during the 1200's or maybe later than that. Sometime after the whole anglo-saxan thing. Anyway the ablity to practice witchcraft never dies. It stays in the bloodline. There are several types of magic. Charms, dark, and barrier spells. Charms are like healing and good fortune spells. Dark is selfish charms done for only your benefeit and noone else. Lastly barriers which are basically invisible sheilds that are cast around areas for protection and they take alot of practice and concentration to do. So anyway my family mostly did charms. These helped invoke my abilities at only 1/6th vamp. My abilities would of showed up if I was 1/3. But the magic brought out my abilities sooner.

Werewolfs are the sworn enimies of vampires and witches. They can change from man to beast at will. NOT JUST ON A FULL MOON!!! That makes them very dangerous anytime. They envy witches for thier magic and vampires for thier somewhat immortality and possible magic (usually if the vamp has magic in thier family roots.)

There a lot of misconceptions about vampires, werewolfs, and witches. That is due to the media and most of it is through hollywood. (Van-Hellsing, etc.)

If anyone reading this wants to know anymore on this topic just pm me day or night and I will hopefully reply within the week.
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

   what ya think?
Me and my girlfriend have been going out almost 8 months! This has been the longest relationship I have ever had. The longest before that was 3 months. I love the girl Im with now. I want to propose before final plans are made for me and the U.S.NAVY. Im so confused. What do I do?
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   Graduation
I am graduating in just 9 days! I have only 3 and 1/2 days of school. This is so friggin awesome. I am so psyced! I can't wait to get on that stage and get my diploma and walk back to my seat and never have to go back to this f***in school ever again. Sweet!
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   Awesome

Your Hidden Power Is Fire

You have a strong and courageou soul. You show
no fear when it comes to protecting the ones
you love. You know when choosing between right
and wrong. You also are quite the rebel.

Gem Stone:Ruby, Eye
Color:Red,Hair Color:Red with Blonde
streaks that is just below your arm pits pulled
back into a pony tail.

Quote:If you're lost I'll keep you warm
and if your low just hold on..cause I will be
your safety.....don't leave home.....


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures + detailed answeres]
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   Lookie




What Forest Creature Are You?


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... you're the almighty blue eyes ultimate
dragon... like please.. nobody is capable of
defeating you unless you include the three god
cards and the master of the dragon soldier and
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which yu gi oh monster do you represent?
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Friday, May 6, 2005

   Ohhh Noooooo!
You know those rubber things that can hold change and your keys and such and it floats in the water and water can't get in? Well I kinda stuck it to my forehead and now I got a hickey on the middle of my forehead and I have PROM TOMORROW! Right now I am freakin out. I don't know what to do. My girlfriend is gonna kill me. Help!
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