Tuesday, May 2, 2006

I love hellsing... well more like ..... alucard he is so awsome... (drool)
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

   kio
you want to hear something fucked up my boyfriend just get out of placement and now he wants to move to vermont and leave me again I feel so alone he keeps on rubbing it in my face " I dont care anymore I am movin to vermont" I hung up on him once he said that he just doesn't understand I do cry when he says that it hurts when he says that But i still love him now and until I die
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this is writen to hear the crys that comes from ppl like me I
Stars and moons show the path leading its own death
Child of light is the darkness to our end
Hear there silent cries
Breath there lies
Sing there songs
And cry tonight
I lied to your face
Like you lied to mine
Tonight is our last time
Let me feel your love that you give
Let me hear your soft gentle voice
You bring me calmness when fear has over taken
I want to sleep here
Here in your arms
I cry my silent tears
I cut my gentle skin
Just for the pain to go away
You never listen to me no matter what has happen
I feel like I am your personal blow up doll
Stuck in your closet
Waiting to be let out again
Hoping for more love
I want you so bad
To be taken in your arms
Like what you do to your friends
I waited for months for your return
And now that your back you want to leave me again
All I do is cry I now all I want to do is die
I want you to hear me say good bye when the tears have fallen

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Monday, April 10, 2006

kio kio
Can you cut your self with out feeling dread
Can there be hope when death is at your knees
Do hear the angel
Shouting
Screaming
Throwing the objects that has descended to destroy you
Do your heart burn to see the truth
Can you hear me when I
Scream
Shout
For the help that never comes
Hearts are broken tears are streaming
Don’t you under stand
Children weeping
Starvation is over whelming
Can you hear the souls screaming?
HELP ME
HELP ME
HELP…… ME…….. PLEASE…..
You live your life in this careless freedom
Can you hear the angels calling your name?
When nothing is left will you take yourself?
Would you stand to it?
The blood streams down these wrists scream the pain
The tears that had not been shed forms
I can hear it
The screams
The shouts
The crying of the children
Do you feel its hurt?
My wrist bleed from the hatred in side
To see me bleed
He smiles
Hear me please
I cry during the nights of the pain you caused me
You left there with no heart
I want to be free
I want to see
You carry me when life is gone
Can you hear me now when I scream your name
I never died but I’m not alive
Kill me
Please

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I hate this thing grrrrrr each time i log on darkzero account pops up I dont want his account I want mine mine mine mine mine mine it confuses me....... I love eric I love eric i love eric kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio kio
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Friday, April 7, 2006

can u hear me when i cry
can u see it when the knife slices
do u understand wat is not there
where das the world go when death is so near
can u hear me now when I scream
can u save me from something that is not there
am i this freak to be shown
Can u hear me when I cry at night
All i ever do is look for u
do u kno my reason
can u help me
u left me when there is nuttin left
U said that u loved me
then u stabbed me
u never knew
The pain in me very heart that [ains me
I want to leave
I want to leave
I want to leave
U never knew
Can u hear me
everything that u said
is running threw my head
its drivin me insane
I cant stand it
Leave Me Alone
U never left me
The scar stays no matter wat
My heart stops
only when u walk by
do u hear me
Please help from this insanity
I hate U
I'm goin out of my damn mind
Leave me alone
u nevered listen
u never under stood
I cant leave
the walls stop me
let me cry
please just let me die




I kno I am screwed up but if u hate it tell me

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this is a poem that is tru to me its called.. Please Return To Me
I see truth behind these scenes
Blurred by these tears that start to fall
Seeing you leave
You held me tight and kissed me good bye
You knew that my heart was gone
You left me here staring at you picture
Hoping for you to walk through those doors
Saying your here for good
Just to hold me tight and never let go
Waiting
1 week
1 month
3 month gone
Still hear wait for your return
Waiting to hear your okay
But no words stream my way
My friends say just to forget
I try but I cant
Every passing day I see you smile in my mind
5 month gone
Sitting on my bed
Tears streaming down my face
Onto your picture
Hoping that you'll come back soon
Walking down my stairs just to see why I breathe
Stop in place looking at your face
Feeling more tears fall
But your gone like an illusion
I put my hands through the mirror
Saying you will never return
But I fall once again crying in my bath tub
Closed my eyes yelling...
Please return to me !!
Please return to me !!
Day’s gone bye
A knock at my door saying some one there
I answer
But I couldn't speak
I only seen your face with that smile that always makes me feel safe
I touch it to see if it was real
Feeling your soft skin on my hand
I fall to pieces
But you cradled me
Loving me still
Deep inside you knew
You kissed me on my lips
Saying you love me and your here to stay
I closed my eyes thinking it was a dream
I open them to see
Its was just a dream and all
I've be waiting for only five month's
But I know you'll soon be here so I'll never give up my hopes
But....
Please return to me
Please return to me

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Friday, February 24, 2006

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE WROTE BACK i'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS GUY TO WRITE BACK TO ME AND HE FINALLY DID i FEEL SO HAPPY.... ON TOP OF THAT MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING BACK....... LIFE SUCKS BAMN THOSE SLUTS IN MY SCHOOL I SWEAR I'M GOING TO BROKE THE OTHER GIRLS LEG IF SHE DOESN'T LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE I SWEAR......... GRRRR DAMN THESE TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!


YEAH THE FAKE IS PLAYING i CAN HEAR IT
SMALL SIMPLE SAFE PRICE
RISE THE WAKE AND CARRY ME WITH ALL MY REGRETS
THIS IS NOT A SMALL CUT THAT SCABS AND DRIES AND FLAKES AND HEAL..... i LOVE THAT SONG BY THE USED
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Friday, February 17, 2006

kio
Why are boys always thinking that Girls are stolkin them. I heard about thirteen stories about girls stocking them like "I'm so manly I must have them stolking me" (in a manly voice) I'm sorry if there is guys out there that don't say that but .................. Its some times true.. .U got to admit it
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

@_@
I'm so confused, HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! Please(in a soft voice)
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