Birthday • 1990-08-19 Gender •
Female Location • Member Since • 2007-01-13 Occupation • Real Name •
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Achievements • written two books, one of which is hopefully being published early next year ~ finished studying NVQ Level 3 Beauty Therapy ~ Run 3 Businesses Anime Fan Since • November 05 Favorite Anime • ~ PHD (phantasy Degree) ~ Bleach ~ .hack//SIGN ~ .hack//Legend of the Twilight Bracelet ~ Love Hina ~ Final FantasyVampire Knight Death Note
Goals • businesses =) Hobbies • travelling learning languages writing art and walking Talents • walking.... writting, fashion, art
myOtaku.com: silver star rose
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being beared down upon by a loon on bill pills....
mood-so impossably tierd song-the good the bad and the ugly-some cowboy film main theme tune
ok so i'm actualy doing this post listening to october by evansecen now..oh well
yeah, i know i said tuesady, but emmah's saying i hanv't done a post..so to annoy her i am..
it'll be impossably short...
with my courswerok, i have nearly fnished it..all i need to do is finish attatching ht elineing the attatch the sash adn the drap adn then hem the bottom of the dress...then the theory..*sighs* that's all with tw days left...but i'm having some me-time
i also did somemore wallapers..of bleach no less *sighs* and i didn't cry at hitsugaya's near fatality...i just aused it a scant second before it happened and sat staring at the screen for about five years with tears in my eyes thinking `oh no oh no oh no` then mutti came ad asked if i was alright....but i didn't actualy cry..he does things too quick...you realise he's just died befor eyou can cry...*sighs* he better not die for real though TT.TT
hmm..maybe i'll win the thunderball tonight??
wish me look with that, mum needs it desperatly *sighs some more*
how can someone fall compleltely in love with a character that isn't real?? and then get stuck in a vicious circle cause they found someone who looks like the said character in real life??
1) you ever fancied an anime character?
2) who and fromw aht anime/manga?
3) gimme smone from an anime to draw and please give me the anime it's form as well.
ok, owing to the amout of courseowkr i have, i'm not gonna be online for possably a week (however long it is till next tusday) sooooo....hopefully i shall have more wallapers and fan arts to annyo you all woith..it's gonna be sucky...but i';ve decided i REALLY need to get on with that dress and the confusing pattern..*sighs*
so thanks for visiting me, i shall be back with a vengeance!! *evil grin* and hopefully i cna commetn people on a more regualr basis *hugs everyone*
ja ne!!
i shall leave you with my newest walpaers ^.^
i'll start again, and whatever pain may come, today this ends, i'm forgiving what i've done.
mood-bum..my last wallpaper didn't uplaod TT.TT song-give it to me- nelly furtardo, justin timberlake, timberlan
yeah, asi have jsut noticed b ychecking, last night's wallpaer (ie. hte one i was most proud of) hasn't uploaded TT.TT and i deleted it off...off...tis on the disk al is not lsot *sighs* ok no need to finito the sentance now ^.^
so today, me and my mutti went to birmingham abotu my art courseowrk (i had to go look at artsits to "help" in my research for my exam..only, the art galery sucekd..the room i wanted had about ten images and they were dredful! so we went to waterstones and mum bought me towo books on monet and realised how protective of books i amw hen she said `you cna cut it up and stcik it in your art then..` and i was like `OMG!!! *scream* you cna't do that to a book!`
thinking abut it, i'd be a great madame pince (the librarain in the harry potter books)
then gain, i don't fancy an old bag obbsessed with his cat and torturing students and i aslo have some sort of life that dosn't envolve books...
and i saw the cover for the harry potter book..it's shit...i really hope that's not the real cover, but it was on the advertisment for it in WHsmiths....bollocks. maybe i can get the adult cover version...hmmm...
uh...i aslo managed to have a hialrious flygin fall!! *only one old man saw it...htough i'm not sure he did or not* i was walking one of mutti'sfreinds dog as she's i'll atm and, the dog's only three and thefore full of damned energy i jsut don't have, but since i han't walked him for a while, i deciede to run with him for a bit...well first off i lost my footing in a stupidly deep pothole that i idn't see (grass) and twisted my ankle but managed to keep on running wothout falling so i thought i was ok, but then i was in the air wondering what the heck i'd tripped/stumbled on, then i was crashing into the ground on my side, rolled over really quickly into he road and got up as quick to run after the dog before i realsied i'd fallena nd hurt myself...
gods that hurt my stomache and hip TT.TT but since i was just n hte road and it's an area where most the poepl would like to kill me, i didn't intend to hang around investigating the damega so i jsut walked off...
i hate blood. uergh.
ok that's really all i have to say...no crazy reams to talk about...
could rant about the stupidity of a city not having ANY material shops or shops hat sell material (there goes any decent grade in textiles then *sob*)
hm...so, one day till fatality (hitsugaya's dying act in bleach) so until then, i shall ove ya and leave ya!!
sabai sabai ¢¨ú
oh, emmah, i am doin gwha tyo tld me to ages ango and signing my death wish by looking at chpamns pictures.
you're dead when i next see you mind.
but curiousity of sickness over ran my already ill body. Grr.
ok i feel like making forg noises into the toilet now. thnaks emmah *gloers* now lemme see that picture somehow!!
sprry for thw overdosing of hitsugaya amvs...i need pictures for art..wallpapers..personal viewing..you know...
*changes topic*
urgh seriously what is going on with them two *is being diliberalty impassive*
mood-ARGH ATTACK OF EVERYTHING!! song-perfect exeeder-mason Vs superstar
wan't i listening to that song yesturday as well?
no wait..twp days ago??
grr...ok people, i am so sorry i'm in an ability to comment you all again!! *cries* everything's gone tits up and my computers crashed again....................
*ten hous later nd things are jsut abotu working again...*
ok i'm gonna be majorly uplaoding if i ever gt ten minutes of scilence to myself...
um..really that's all i have to say....
except SPAM!!!
lmao
ok sabai sabai ¢¨ú
*replies to comments*
vespoman-i do mow the lawn, and that's not the problem..it's that dam rape seed plant!
ichi haze-yeah, emmah uses paint as well cause we don;t have photoshop (if thats it) which does better wallapers TT.TT
roseeyes-urh...if you can translate the 1this light i see` lyrics, i will love you for an eternity!
emmah-you're jsut a moose
and everyone else, thanks for hte happy easters!! sorry i wasn't onlone to say it to eeryone else TT.TT happy late easter to everyone!! *hugs*
oh yeah, i jut rmebere! i had another dream..which i can't say much about as it was extremly x-rated..only, the funny thing was, emmah, the cream faced loon we all know got with kuchiki byakuya in it..and we were next door to each ohter and the partitioning walls were thin..need i say more?
i would really like to know what the translation for `this light i see` is...anyone good at japanese???
mood-i HATE HAYFEVER!! song-this light i see-romi paku (aka, hitsugaya) :D
i'm gonna start off with a rant. damn i hate hayfever. i've never even had it before. but this year. grr....i was walking home, and i walked passed someone mowing the lawn adn my eyes started itching and stremaing and my nose started streaming like the proverbial river and itching like hel..so yeah, i;ve decided i have hayfever. my dad and grana gree. why oh why me?? means i cna't go enar grass for a while TT.TT
hmm...i forgot to say yesturday, yeah, alex is person A (ani mae) sorry, that bit slipped my mind!
ok, for ani mae and angel zakuro: lol, yeah, tis one of my most recent pomes...right, on paint (ani mae) there's something called airbrush..i think...and i used that...i wish i could sue photoshop..thingy though tis my reply to your comments on my wallaper ^.^
lol, yeah, i'm in a wallpaper making mood...hmm....i need inspiration now though..i only really have pictures of hitsgaya...so...maybe i should get some different bleach pictures...omg a nostalgic song came on!!
and i'm gonna start with fruits basket so this is the fisrt episdoe i beleive...
hmm..what else to rant about....
lol...still not seen alex...hmmm....i went to the Thai today....that was an awesome emal as usualy...gosh i love sabai....lol (wine spritzer so everyone knows...)
why oh why is bleach 121 not out yet??? for goodness akes! this is really drawing out hitsugaya' near death too mcuh!! i will cry at this rate!! and knowing me, my brother will come in, seem e vrying like the proverbial rain storm and say `why are you crying over a cartoon charactyer?` cause he's really unsympathetic like that! not to mention i;ll have emmah `he dead yet?` `he dead yet?` every five mins on msn.....lmao
tsumetai yokaze ga me ni sasari
kudaranai kioku ga afure dasu
togatta serifu wo sora ni hanachi
chi no aji no nokoru tsuba wo haita
"minna shinjyae" tte kuchiguse wo
aitsu wa kokoro kara kanashinda
mamorou to shite kizutsukeru chikara de
nani wo te ni shite yuku?
I'm believing, this light I see
tashika na hikari yo
sakebidasu ore wo michibiite kure
tsuyosa dake wo shinjite kita hibi
munashisa wo katsu tabi ni shitta
chippoke na kokoro de warau kara
mou sukoshi tsuyogatte isasete kure
"hitori de ikiru" tte kuchiguse ni
aitsu wa sabishisou ni hohoenda
wakarou to shite tsuki hanasu chikara de
nani wo te ni shite yuku?
I'm believing, this light I see
kodoku na hikari yo
kuruidasu ore wo dakishimete kure
ore no naka no ichiban yowai kakera ga
ten no hate e ichiban tsuyoi inori wo hanatsu
ore no naka no ichiban yowai kakera ga
yami no saki e ichiban tsuyoi omoi wo hanatsu
kokoro wo hanatsu
hikari wo hanatsu
I'm believing...
yes...trust it to be hitsugaya *rolls eyes at sefl*
i also have a manga chapter to ut up..when i've finihsed the chapter..and done a front page...et cetera...
lmao.
i didn't win anything on the thunderball!! i got two numbers, but i didn't gt the thunderball so...oh well...there's always next weeek....
really...that's all i have to say..
oh yeah, angel zakuro-it was from fly by hilary duff!!! lol, yup, the songs awesome!!!
well, i don't have much to say...actualy, i could tlak abotu the craziness of today...but i don't have e oguht time..so that's tomorw indstead *evil grin*
in a moment everything can cahnge, feel the wind on your shoulders, for a minute, all the world can wait
mood-*misses alex* song-say it right-nelly furtardo
aah...'tis great begin back here on the myO...
grr to my dad though, i really need to catch up commenting poepl TT.TT please bare with me on this!! everytime i get to come on the computer dad either comes home or "wants to do something" on hte computer and i hav emy time cut short TT.TT *sighs* well, i shall try my best to get to everyone today!! *hugs*
omg...for once, no crazy dreams!! hahahaha, omg emmah,i should have recorded the hip thrusts...lmao
and i found out, tere is another pier at weston super mare that just isn't used...hmm...
well...i don't have muchos to say...except i still lobe alex too much *sighs* and i bought my first thunderball tciket..lmao. i won't win anything!!
i'm just intruiged by what the heck this is *glowers at youtube for not working*
oh FFS! my mutti is back down here...again...(always when I'M online..almost like she dosn't trust me and she actualy can cause i harldy donwload!! TT.TT) and she is now RUSTLING crap...it is a most annoying noise ever!!
haha, emmah's benefit...laugh at the shortness of hium all you like emmah! i donnot care *crosses arms*
ok..i just mentioned how annoying the noise of rustling paper and bags was and mum shouted at me and said to go argue with dad if i didn't like it. she's charming isn't she?? *tries drowning her out with...emmah bunton...that just won't work.
*lobes this song*
1) does hte rustling of carrier bags/paper/crsip packets annoy you??
2) do you like `what took you so long` by emmah bnuton??
3) if there is an annoying noise...how do you not hear it?? (bit of a random question xp)
yup, so i shall...not right any more on thi spost...hahaha
sabai ¢¾
when there's no time for joking, there's a hole in your plan.
mood-crazy in love song-october-evanescence
well well...it's been abtou a million years since i annoyed everyone with a long post...i have no idea how long this post will be...as long as my tierd body can keep itselfawake i guess...
ok first off-it's the easter hokidays.
that is-2 weeks of NO school
and again-2 weeks of not seeing alex
therfor i cannae embarass myself...that said, the last time i saw him was at the party..and it's been so long ago i cannae even remeber f i mentioned the party. oh well. *checks own sight*
ooooooooooooooookaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay...so the entirety of my last post WAS about the party...*looks away blushing furiously* man i need more hours in a day TT.TT
hmm...well well, the three of us (that is, me, emmah and laura) had a sleepover at my house...in the tent. BEARING IN MIND IT WAS FREEZING LAST NIGHT AND THERE WAS A FROST ON THE GROUND....
but it was fun *makes this post as long as possable to annoy vespoman* so...i had a quilt, and two fleecy blankets as well as our sleeping bags out there in the tent, and i was fine, i held onto the corners but laura, who was ni the middle and KEPT wriggling around like a demented catapilar...therefor pulling the quilt off the poor emmah....hahaha, and then when the un came up it was like a sauna inthere! x3
hmm...
omg...
more crazy dreams!!
hahahahahahahaha*manic laughing like the proverbial drain...LMFAO!*
ok, fisrt one, was the night before last...and, i was at weston super mare (aka. costa del mood) and i was ith emmah and vicky (emmah wasjust randomly in my tutor and out school was just randomly on the pier....up some steps which don't even exist) and, the bell went sow e picked our bags up, an then alex was coming u the stairs IN HIS CAR (an impossability for the dim witted people) abnd he tooted and there was two of his mates also in the car wih him..and he wasn't driving either..but anyhoo, all of a sudden, his car disapeared and he was sliding on the floor on his knees and did hip thrusts at me whilst smiling at me...(someone explain to me what my sub-conciousness is telling me?!) so anyway, by this point, i was slightly disturbed and we all (including alex and his freinds) went up four flights of steps (these steps are also non existant) and we came out on top of the pier..an everyone just started smoking like the proverbial chimney...yes emmah, EVEN you....
and then all f a s udden i was on the other side of the bay (!- there is no bay, 2- there is no second pier there either) and i was with one of the guys i met on an overseas camp and then a helicopter took off from my "tutor" and went in an arc straight into the sea...and by the time it hit the sea, it was the butt end of titanic....then there was a tsunami which i randomly decided i was jsut gonna swim out five miles and swim through the wave...what a loon???
alrighty...i really cannae be ssed to go into great details about this mornings crazy dream..simply cause it'd be something like `then he ****** **** *** ******* **** me ***** and ****` so, to cut a shorty story long, i will give the punch line.....bouncing sleeping bags. that is in no way sexual. otherwise it'd also be censored. it simply means boucning around in a sleeping bag..cause, as already proven, my sill subconciousness really is mad!
hmm...yeah i'll...leave you? nah i don't wanna do that...*rofl*
sabai sabai ¢¾
i rather need to do some more fan arts methinks...and a wallpaper...hmmm
i can't say that i don't love the light and the dark, i can't say that i'm not lost...
mood-tierd as hell.... song-fly-hillary duffgirlfreind-avril lavigne
why does itunes do that to me everime i start a post?? *glowers at itunes*
and can someone tell me what my subject linemenas? i know it's like, double necative and therofre a positive snetance, but i just cna't make it int sense!
hmm..so yesturday.
was awesome.
hell yeah!!
well, in school, me, emmah and laura decided we wern't going to GS again and, i don't have there problems wth skiving for some reason, but tryin to get out of school, we kept seeing the teachers we most wanted to avoid so it was like the great escape (oh so now itunes has changed the sing AGIAN?) oh well....um, yeah, so we were runnig like loons but we got out alright!!
then, it was a half day so fleur came up to myhouse for a bit and we played clothes...haha..twas fun. orignaly we were jst working out what to wear for the aprty, then i asked fleur if she had any ideea how to work this one top of mine (wrap around, and has a bout three meters of material to play with...) and we spent about a hour at that!! so, fifty different styles o tops later, we decided to have a right laugh and jsut try on all hte silly clothes i have from when i was younger, which we STILL both fit into *scared moment* even the `age 10 dress` i have!! haha, and then i casualy mentioned my leotartds and how funny that would be so i `dissapeared under the bed` for aboutt en minutes to try and fnd them...hey weren't there and fleur said `are they in the wardrobe?` *turns to give her the look of mortal dooom* nd said `possably` so i opened the wardrobe (you know how in cartoons, the contents of the wardrobe fall out in a heap over hte poor soul opening it? that is the case with my wardrobe, only, to stop that, i have a rather long stick balanacing everythnig up...) and there was a `furry thing` which moved....really, my best way to describe this is, think up a cartoon, the sod's ;aw intervenes scenario...that was what it was like!!
mm...so, then emmah and laura cameover...that was 5ish...really, wewern't as crazy as we could be..though i did get them watching episode one of bleach..then showed them hitsugaya in it...aha, o that was an amusing moment
laura:laughs like the proverbial loon`
emmah: omg!! look how short he is!! h really doe ssound like a girl...
me: *glowers* shut up about his voice actress...
then i got ready for the party....oh after food...and then the party...yes yes, the crazyness of the party...
first off, the three of us and nick with matt were the first ones htere, so we had dogy cocks drawn on our hands (that was he stamp basicaly, and people ariving later got propper ones dranw...as supposed to my "feminine bloke", emmah's stuby cock and laura's angualr cock) and then, we went outside with ellie and debbie when they arived...debbie threw up..like, 10 mins into the night...and we were smoking cause we're all unhealthy loons like that and hte bouncer kept shaking his head at us...oh well!
...then the party kicked in...WOOT FOR PENDULUM!!!!!!!!! yup, we all danced!! even emmah and laura who said they wern't gonna dance!! we were bouncing around like loons..though the freaking rappr killed the songds with `wahahaawwajadjsdeefuckwwaaaaahhwahawasfucl` or somethnig along those lines....
*more smoking* *more making the bouncers laugh as this was by now the fiftieth time going out...*
then more dancing... xp ...omg, fisrt time EVER dancing with a guy!! haha, i was a right minx last ngiht though, thre i am, dancing with a guy who;s name i don't know the name of, we just got put together by fleur, alex is dancing about a meter away fomr me, he looks at me, i look back and smile...what was that all about??? then i ignored him....or jsut didn';t even notcie him..how did i manage that? i went to get something out my bag and leant across him without actualy realinsing it was him i was leaning over *cracks ribs with stifled laughter* i just know i'd have gone flying if i'd known he was there though...
hmmm....more danicng around like loons running out of steam...danced close to alex but he didn't dance with me *sighs* oh well.
but, i realy do want to know what';s going on wiht him and his GF right now...they wertn't together AT ALL last ngiht, en i saw his GF holding hands with another guy for several minutes...haha, then i went to get my bag at the end and got hailed by her, for some bizzare reason! *thinks she was vair vair pissed*
hhaa, and i think my bro nearly ran alex off...lmao *laughs at the naming* ok, i'm not laughing at him nearly being run over, just at his idiocity of walking out infront of a car..though i'm not sure if it was him or not
didn't get any sleep till gone 6 this moring,...i just wasn't tierd..well i was...you know when you're body is compleltey knackerd, but your mind isn't? and hen it switches the ohter way s you just can't fall asleep? i ad that for a bit, hen the result of being the proverbial chimney all night left my throat so dry and saw i couldn;t swallow so it felt like i was gonna throw up whenever i tried TT.TT
and then this morning (as in later), my borther politely woke me up by opening the door and shouting `oi! wake up you piss head!` nice isn't he? i didn't even drink that much last night! (two rums...that's it..unless you count a swig of JD and then some beer and vodka...which still counts to the amount of one rum...'ll just shush before i get into trouble) and then he siad `are you hungover?` so i sat up, glared at him, said `no, i'm just tierd` and lay back down and fell asleep...i think i won that argument to be honest...
oh, and when i did get out of bed, my sides and elgs are KILLING ME!!! *takes pain killers* i hardly ever dance, and suddenly i'm danincg for like, four hours...not to mention the running...
omgomgomgomg that reminded me, i can still sprint like a loon!! haha, i'm so proud of myself!!
anyhoo, i think i've ranted long enough, i sahll leave you with sum drum and bass and...go...
yes, that was one of the songs they killed...
sabai sabai ¢¨ú
ps: sorry if my spelling is atrocious (starts singing supercallifragalisticexpialadocious for some reason...is htat how you spell it eve?* i'm tierd....i think that's th eonly excuse i cn really have for it!!
