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Achievements written two books, one of which is hopefully being published early next year ~ finished studying NVQ Level 3 Beauty Therapy ~ Run 3 Businesses Anime Fan Since November 05 Favorite Anime ~ PHD (phantasy Degree) ~ Bleach ~ .hack//SIGN ~ .hack//Legend of the Twilight Bracelet ~ Love Hina ~ Final FantasyVampire Knight Death Note
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in my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullabye
mood-FREEZING!!! imaginary-evanescence
yes yes, that song once more.
however, i have just now, literally, downlaoded the origin version of the song which is currently really being my favourite song!!
sabai sabai! ^.^ xx
omg...in the euphoria of getting that song, i have just now noticed how bloody black it is outside *looks* REALLY black, that's what is...and i also notcied the fact that the heaven's have opend and there are now puddles on the road...wow.
so, it is mother's day today!
i am not a mother...and i don't know any mothers on here! however, if you are a mother and you read this: happy mother's day to you!
bebo's begin gay. i was gonna put some pictures up but oh no it's being gay. grr.
anyway, back onto omther's day. we (the whole familly for once) toook my mum and my mum's mum out to dinner at the Thai down town as they're putting on a special buffet lunch for the occasion ( i lvoe thai food XD) and as usual, the food was so lovely...mm..and i ate with chop sticks once more!! haha, i even got a compliment as i left!
mm..homemade choclate honeycomb. yes yes, even the Thai puddings are nice!
the only annoying thing today is, when me and dad were taking my gran back home, i swa alex driving his car! it's not fair. i cna't even have sundays off from him. damn him and his sun glasses.
it's cold out. my hands are numb. still...and i've been back indoors for half an hour now!!
as it is sunny (and windy/snowy) i decided to do a Jas and go for a ramble around the mount (a big house and a load of field with several not used public footpaths and bloody hell it's windy!
the ford is also down (yes emmah, i walked to the ford thelong way via drakes broughton!! be gratefull i don't ask you to go that far with me!) and i walked through the ford..it wasn't actualy cold. at all...or maybe i've become wierd like my dad and just don't feel the cold...it'ss till up slightly and one idiot driver went through and so nearly flooded his engine. that ould have made me alugh simply cause he stopped, saw it was up, hten drove into the ford at not exactly slow speeds. haha, he did gt his cat though (catelect converter thingy)
and hen i walked home.
ok....replyment to commentness:
emmah: yes yes, please do melt my mars bar and what the HECK are you rambling on about with `GOT MONEY IS NOTH YOUR DREAM AND REAL LIFE` please explaine!
hmm...can;t say i'm fussed with meatloaf
and i can;'t say i've ever tried the food!
and `quoi? non!`
laura: i think we outa get you into a skirt!! and stockings...though no doubt emmah will say tights are better. pff. they're unhigenice! (says she whilst wearing tights*whistles*)
to the bit about the freaky bit, yes it is, though i have no idea what the heck emmah's on about! noth??
haha, have some videos!! (again i find myself trying to find the whole episdoe one of elfen lied *glowers at youtube*)
well, if that is episode one AND complete, i shall skip like a loon on loon tabls tomorw...and a music video, just the one:
ok two. but no lyrics!
ooh...as i fainal word form moi-i saw both the tomb raider films last night. i prefer alex to whatshisface she shoos at the end of the second one. oh crap it's friggin alex again. no i do not have an alex fettish. that's gareth.
and i dind't forget the questions for once!
1) what does zutalors mean?
2) what film makes you cry most?
3) what's your favourite flavour oup IF you like soup that is?
ja ne!! xx ^.^
oh oh emmah!! before i go, for now, our digniy is safe...i zoomed in on this picture, and LOOK where baldi's eyes ACTUALY look!!!!
never thought i'd turn around and say-it's too late to apologise
mood- lalilailalailai (i can't spell) song- listen to your heart-roxette
subject line-apologise-one republic.
it's not so true now as it was back at the start of the academic year.
well this morning was interesting actualy.
i woke up feeling ill agian. as i said yesturday, i just won't bother ranting about it now.
but i had a dream i was in bed (as ya do...) and alex came round (which he wouldn't do...) and then, he gave me £20 pounds to go shopping with (wtf?) then i wok up and thought `what the hell, i'll get up and do the housweork...` an then, dad asked if i was going to cribbs causeway with him (a shopping centre in Bristal) and i said yes, and as i was doing the dishwasher, he came and gave me £20. more wtf?ing going on the background...
and i went with him (i was gonna go anyway cause it gets me away from persh*te for a bit and i bought LEGGINGS (again, more wtf?ing) and tights....and i am now wearing a MINI SKIRT with the LEGGINGS. i don't wear skirts. or legggings. but i am now. why? god only knows.
lmao
i also found my french phrase book last night in my nicely tidied up room..however as of yet, th eonly innuendo i could find is the title `eating out` with no translation. so there goes that bunch of joy.
sooo....after all embarasment, hell and tears yesturday. i don;t think i'm looking forward to monday. at all. oh god. emmah, you better not abandon me again! (period 6 before you say anything) and you laura!
no bleach.
no elfen lied.
merde.
double merde.
now what am i gonna do??
well, i'll tell you that...i'm gonna steel hoaryu's idae for today. ask me a question as well as me asking you questions.
cause i'm bored and need a laugh.
1)what's the best sounding language?
2)what's your favourite time of year?
3)what's your favourtie food?
well...i shall now find somevideos and i think that'll be all...
i'm in a wierd mood...but then, i m wearing leggings aft all..
ja ne!! xx
mood-i'd rather say irate... song-all the things she said
the song-way too true TT.TT *shakes fist*
the subject line comes from the song `Scarborough Fair`..actualy, it's the first line of the song...hey ho pigs bum.
msn's not letting me in. OMG!
ok so now it is letting me in. wtf? oh well no one's online. again.
so today...mum's ill...so that means that, knowing my look, i'll just get well again, then because my immune system's fooked right now, i'll catch it...and what she has right now makes what i have seem tame...it's the same...only, mine's spread out over three weeks at a time, she has it all in one blast...that said, she'll probably vbe alright sunday and i'll still be not eating much *shakes fist*
hmmm...
it also terns out i was no wear near over alex. how gay?? grr...i ended up crying about this. CRYING FOR GOODNESS SAKE??!!! i would love to know what my subconcious was thinking. there was me trying to NOT cry about it and then to have fleur and jenny talk about relationships. oh i really wanted to know she's been ased out by four possably five different guys this month didn't i?? absolutely made my day. not. the n rick (the most annoying person on earth) pushed the table. and the tables vbroken so it went down his end and up my end. straight into my stomache. painfully. so i said ow and he laughed at me and kept doing it so i put my shoes on to go home and fluer grabbed me and asked me what was wrong so i said nothing. then she called my a liar so i said `fine, there's somethnig wrong. i just don't wanna talk about it anymore` so she didn't let me go and jsut said that i'd have to have a hug instead and not go home. then she asked again and said `boys?` so i nodded with the tears nearly there and then she said `alex?` and i just gave up with the not crying.
it's stupid. there's no point me lusting over him the way i do cause he has a girlfreind. let alone crying over him.
it is stupid right?
*sighs*
well afterwords was crazy. they were all determined to get me laughing so ellie and fleur lay on their backs on the floor, then vicky joined them and i just thought `what the hell` and lay wiht them. then we started doing a workout. on our backs. on the floor. in the common room. with my glories on show to baldi (WHY is he always in the common room?) but it was crazy...we got to presss ups, i did half and just lay on the floor fleur disapeared, vicly never started and ellie did two before flopping...then we all curled up on the floor....then my arm then ellie's back...she has a comfy back.
and thankfully, she saved me cause alex came in and she wanted to go for a walk so i went with her. bad habits. ollie was smoking so i ended up smoking. god my resolve must be weak if i'm smoking agian. grr. fuvked up health here i come again. yes it was just tobaco, no weed or cocaine. i checked that one.
i suppose now i've had a rant about everything else i can inject my embarasment once more.
textiles. pure inocent, embarasment free lessons. usualy.
i was in the other classroom as usual, but on my own this time as pip and hannah had an exam and i was there designing a dress, whihc actualy looks ok for once. and i heard a car, and as Sod has it in for me completely i just knew i was alex. i checked via closing the sindow..i guess shoving jsut an arm out the windo and closing it wasn't a case of `there's no one in that classroom` situation.
he got out the car and was walkingalong the path (as ya do) and he was holding his guitar (i seem to like guitar players, and as i njow know, he made the guitar he was carrying. grr.) and he started playing (damn him, one major weakness there!) so, technicaly, i shouldn't be able to hear it, but i could, so i was half looking at the windo half at the walll with a thinking squint (as i was thinking `quoi?`) and he walked passed REALLY close to the window..as in, nearly off the path more in the mobile, and he looked, and saw the squint...and the blush..well he might not have seen that as he was wearing sun glasses. grr some more. he looks sexy in those sun glasses..mind you he always does. grr. but WHY did he look in?? no one ever looks in!! TT.TT
oh well. i'm gonna kill Sod next time i see him.
i really will.
what does he look like?
oh and he heard me talking about him really loudly. according to laura (Betteh.) i was leaning over her to talk to emmah and i cna't remeber what i said, but laura said `ahem` and i looked at her and she said `when you said that, they both (he was hugging a girl, not his GF) looked around and went *laura's wierd huh/zomg eyes go here*` so i guess that means he heard. emmah what was i telling you?? i know i tried bluffing and saying about his `brother nick` really loudly. but he didn't hear that. and hecaught me looking a zillion times. i hate sod.
and i found out. low cut tight lacy tops do not go down well when sat infron of perverted teachers or baldis. i had to put my scarf on to sit most of the day. *sighs*
really, i'd say that's all the randomosity of today.
i think.
oh wiat, i;ve been told i'm cooking dinner. no i'm not.
i refuse to.
last time i undercooked it cause i felt ill and couldn't actualy tell a differnce.
what would be differnet now.
oh wiat, i'd pass out this time around.
thanks vati. really apreciated.
i got given great (not) news today-tyhree years and i;m still not over ***. great. three years and I might not be over alex. oh how i'm filled with joy. not.
and matt's not spekaing to me.
why??
i don't know.
OMFG!!! I FOUND ELFEN LIED LAST NIGHT AND THEY HAVE TAKEN IT DOWN AGAIN SO I STILL CANNOT WATCH IT.
this light i see,
is never an abolsution.
i must be dreaming,
theses thoughts i have-
cannot exist here and now.
let go of me and let me go,
to my own world-
where at last i could live and be free.
never to dream of us again-
or ever your smile at some other girl.
oh how you haunt me-
every night i dream of you;
everday i see you;
when all i want is freedom...
clarity in this endless tunnel.
rain falls on an uptunred palm
shaking and creaking;
the floor moves beneath me-
could i ever find what i want...
if ever you wern't there?
woah..that was random.
oh well, it's rather a while since i expressed myself in poetry..but..i dunno...is it ok? just to read that is.
i think i've ranted about enough now.
i'll leave you with videos...
ja ne!! xx
meh. there's a thousand things i could say but i won't.
however, the questions:
1) where do you get inspiration for decent questions from??
2)how do you know wether it's love you feel for someone or not?
3)what's the stupidiest/sillyest thing you've ever done?
well, that really is all and intend to not modify tonight. grr bleach isn't out. why? and how depressin *shakes fist*
so no bleach OR elfen lied. youtube is failing me.
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
mooddouble merde and ow the pain TT.TT songiris-Goo Goo Dolls
grr..i feel ill again today. you know what? i'm just not gonna go into it today. the amount of times i have now said `i feel ill again today` in my posts takes the biscuit. and i hate being like this!
so moving on. arekkusu managed to break my resolve of getting ver him *glowers AND shakes fist* it's a bleedin impossability! he two days were the wrong way around...i need the `see him with his GF (day 1) and not see him at all day 2)` as supposed to `not see him day 1) and seeing him with his GF day2)` it's so annoynig. well. i shan't see him today unless he's in the common room at break. please say he isn't.
well, we have a half day today *double woot wiht knobs* all though i have double textiles...and i really can't be assed with it today...i'm just in hte mood to do nothing...my stomache hurts TT.TT
emmah's writing a commnetarty (comentary) on me and larua being like loons on loon tablets XD oh well.
so i shall have to read her post later *rofl*
um..yes..my room..
well, it's..i can sleep in my bed once more now so that's good, but i have a really big pile of stuff to go through later to sort out...clohtes, rubish...things that were under my bed that for some reason no longer FIT under my bed wtf??
i don't beleive it...
what's that line from??
well, as i was saying, i was jsut gonna sign up for hte race for life (fund raising for breast cancer reserarch for those who havn't heard of it before now) but our cruddy school computers (yes, we're sat in lower school currently) and we can get onto hte race for life sight but we can't sign up TT.TT
someone tell me in a comment to do that so i don't forget later!! please i need to do this before he places go!!!!!
onto baldi...
(how can i right this much in first preiod?? is it normal?? and i think emmah's going for a lnog post. turns out we're on a mind wave as she jsut put that about moi! eh, what are freinds for *glomps them both)
...yes, onto baldi ooer) not literally. well, i havn't mentioned him befor,e that was emmah, but there's this bald guy in 6th upper 6th that constantly stares at the htree of us. i found out this morning (as i nearly walked into him) that he's in the tuotor right NEXT door to me..as in, double mobile block wiht a tiny thin MDF (is that right??!) wall between us...erlack and pongoes!
well, the speculations:
1) he has the general horn for the three of us general horngeorgia nicolson lingo for fancying people..ni general, get it? hter's also cosmic and particular horn)
2) he just stares at us
3) we're mad (yes we are) and he finds it amusing to watch us
4) he knows i facny alex and is therefor watching us to see what we do (as he is good mates with said person alex)
oh yeah, as of recent, all his mates have taken to glancing at us.
wtf?
why?
we're just a bunch of loon being oppresed by college!!!
my final word on things besides the weather
i forgot it!!
oh right.
yes, i'm drawing hitsugaya.
is it safe to ut it up here? cause, he's smoknig in it, and i REALLY do want to be allowed back on here!
hmm...
the weathercloudy..maybe it's gonna rain? i want it to be a constant lihgt shower...just pleasant to be in..you know how it feels? when it's soft rain and a nice scent in the breeze...or maybe i should shut up!
so...ja ne!! xx
i can't beleive it, i forgot hte questions AGAIN AGAIN!
1) do you beleive in magic/occult/supernatural et cetera?
2)what's your wierd guilty sexual fantasy?? (i'll tell tomorow if other people tell!!)
3) you ever sucked a lemon (yes a lemon, not an innuendo, like egg scking was not an innuendo!)
4)what song are you listening to?
5) what if emmah you moose this isn't a question
well, ja ne again!! xx
yes this time for reall
*evil grin*
__
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
please say this is it
please say this works.
if it does, it's elfen lied, episode one, meaing it's back up...is it even englsih? that's the next question!
remember-always wear a bra (not intended for guys)
mood-double WOOT! with knobs song-before the dawn-evanescence
right, i'll start with the subject line-
this was urm...due to a comment said by emmah, which for her dignity i shan't repeat here (major laughnig fit all over* but, basicaly, the outcome was that girls shouldalways where a bra to avoid embarrasing feminintiy of the top half embarasment..XD
secondly, said emmah, has told me i should say who the declarations are too..
so...
1)emmah
2)laura
3)god
4)hitsugaya (i think lobe means love, ask libby..)
5)alex (not ilf, not any OTHER alexes in existance...person A alex...WHY ARE THERE SO MANY FRIGGIN ALEXES???
6)fluer
7)tony blair-biggest mistake to england
8)i can't remeber! *scratches head* oh, textiles! mrs poulton (teacher)
9)dad
10) ellie
yeah, half those people are in my school...
and i have a wierd mind et cetera et cetera...
and onto today
`you raise me up to stand on moutains,
you rasie me UP so to walk on stormy seas...
lmao, yes, that has been sung sOO many times by us three today...well, more a shouted ij a very tone death sing song way XD god it was hilarious waiting for the train..i think i can safley say goodbye to my dignit and ave hello to the men in white coats....oh well, it was worth it!!
urgh..i have to do my room...i don't have to, i just fucked itup last night at 7 o'clock...the words `ooh lets move my room around!` equals to really not good and i had to sleep in the lounge TT.TT and my brother gave me evils at midnight when he stumbled ni LATE and turned all the bloody lihts on *glowers* next time he's drunk i'm gonna yell at him to wake up...*shakes fist*
well, chinises...that was..okish..lmao
i had written `wo xihuan alex` (which means i lvoe alex in chinese) in her planner and laura had crossed it out and put gina (alex's GF) and i'd forgotten about but remeber that lesson and ended up laughing about it and emmah asked what so i showed her and she saw what it said (wo xihuan alexgina) and then glowerd at laura who completely forgot about it until we explainede several minutes later when i'd calmed down enough to say about it..it was only so funny cause i shouldn't have been laughing and shoud have been saying the timein chinese instead XD ^.^
and then i got bored and stole emmah's pen and quickly put it in my hair (like, behind my hairband that's tying it up) and she was looking around for ages and i was nearly at the piddly diddly department with hystreics and laura was still bemused cause at this point, she hadn't a clue what we were laughing at(for once, it was me having the loon fit and not her) and then, i looked to the window thinking, `well, she'll see the pen now...` wrong, she looked at the window as well causing me to choke on water (yes, water) and then, she continued lookng so, to calk myself down, i quickly pulled the pen out of my hair and held it in my hand and eventualy emmah looked back at me and saw it...some...ten minutes after i first stole the pen?? lmao...
i don't know how much longer we'l be allowed at the platform at evasham either cause, i was "being" semi normal and emmah was singing the `you raise meup...` agian with laura REALLY loudly so i tried byig a ticket again to escape the madnosity of it all onlyto have declarations of love from emmah (you sure you don't fancy gina??) and..she also said the comment that i refuse to mention ealier leading to the subject line, but this elderly lady walked passed just as emmah said it and we got the funniest look ever!!
i'm a water melon....
lmao
and i did some more art to show everyone...NO HITSUGAYA!!! i did mew and another random doodle which i'll put thumbs up tomorow..lmao, but i did draw hitsugaya again to day...and something tells me i'll be sluaghterd if someone else head over heals in love with him finds it O.O
well i have wings and can fly so i'm FINE i hope...
omg...apranelty *looks on youtube* there's a `not gonna get us` by evanescene!! how has she done a tATu song?
well, i really cna't think i have anytyhing else to say so i'll put the usualy videos/lyrics/et cetera up and i shall part!! *hugs everyone*
i couldn't think up a suitable subject and so quoted imaginary once more!
right..so me and emmah just had a random clicky war...by that i mean, i' m winning XD she dosn't know my plan...*evil grin* thouhg i currently have hre clicking away..
oh i need to actual explain it...lmao...right basicaly, wiht pm, you keep clicking and see how many you cna send...she is yet to know my plan cause i'm doing it tomorow...
well, i am getting over arekkusu...until i next right my story no doubt...oh well, now i know i can get over him and i can do it again!
that's really all i have to say atm...
nothing's happened as it is first period...
thouhg i still feel ill
*grr
this must be the shortest post i have ever done!
questions
1) who are you? yes i know, dumb question, shush
2)if i were to (metaphoricaly make you a garmetn, want woul d it be? it can be anything EXCETP trainn dance dresses cause the patterns for them are way too confusing!
3) how the heck do you get photoshop???
4) where's your favourite place to be?
that's all for now folks!
god i'm quoting loony toon s again T.T
modit
i randomly just got bred and decided to do this:
ten statmentsright ten stamtents, one to a person, anyone, don't say who they are, just ype them/write them..that ype of thing!
1) you know, you are by far the craziest person i ever knew...well, only jsut thinking about her
2) omg you just went to your lesson???
3) do you really exist?
4) i lobe you
5) white rose i'm gtting over you
6) thaNnks for always beingt here to pick me up, it means everything to me ^.^
7) you frigin moose! just cause you got to number 1 does not make you ntelignet so stop going to number 10
8) why do i bother
9) can i have some money for barcelon please?
10)fight me so i can beat you, knock you off your high stool and prove to you that you arn't perfect.
i'll draw something/someone or
whoever can get th all right! lmao
god i'm so bored.
no no
buddha i'm so bored!
modit lord knows what
does someone want to tell me what this means?? i fancy him, no i don't i'm over him, no no you're not-look at him, i like him, no shush i don't, stop ditracting me, he just looked, your seeing things
cause i succesfully confused myself!
okies, i'm happy now, mum sorted the computer out and I CAN NOW WACH VIDEOS AGAIN! yes that's right, thanks to my mum (or probably not for you) i shall continue putting videos up)
this is directly to emmah-grr
i shall put videos and lyrics up if i so wish to...thankyou very much!
abd some more ramblings from me, i feel like sharing my explicit dream now...
well, i was having a bath (i actualy was having a bath, as in, i fell asleep in the bath)
he (hitsugaya) came in and demanded i give his masculinity some attention cause i was having a bath at his house and i was like `um, no, this bath is warm and up there is cold` so he started doing it himslef and all the accompanying sound affects, then i said `arn't you both too prematurely young and short for that?` and he dragged me out the bath and dropped his robe and told me that if i did what he wanted he'd grow up and if i dind't i'd face demotion...so i did and he grew up ...lmao...how random?
since he was my captian in this dream i actualy had to follow orders from him or face demotion. do you know how bad being demoted from 3rd ranking seat to bleeding 21st ranking seat would be? it's be like starting all over again.
and talking abotu dreams, that reminds me, i did another wierd thing in my sleep: i woke up inder my quilt alone and ound that during my sleep, i had successfully folded both my underblanket (underbalnket not undercrackers) and the fleecey through on the floor..wtf DO i do in my sleep?
let me stay where the wind will whisper to me and the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
mood-ow, ow the pain! imaginary...that alternate version...
oh dear god eight emails, everyon'es post to read/comment and an hour on the computer? someone gimme a buncxh of time.
alright if i don't make it to people's sights today, i am so very sorry!!! man this sucks *glowers at dad*
so, explaining my subject line-
that phrase, quote...what ever it is, has been on my mind all day...yes, it is from imaginary so i guess it's no surprise i'm listening to that song whilst typing this up.
my hands are numb.
heatings off.
no wonder there then.
*rubs wrists adn hands*
well, i still havn't managed to find elfen lied nd i probably won't now tonight cuse emmah say's they've been taken off youtube..SOO...i get a nice long age to wait until i can see the end of episode one and then the next thirteen is it?
might start watching .hack//SIGN again thinking about it...hmmm
you know ILF, keep sweet talking like that and i might be forced to add you too..a.ctualy, if you quit talking about gas and NEVER mention it again, i might actualy like *raises eyebrows* where'd did the sentient come form TT.TT
i have more art to put up but since i have restricted time tonight and possably tomorow not sure when i'll be able to scan and upload it *glomps emmah* yes that includes your work as well dear.
well, on the brightside of life, i don't have t go to the university shizzle on wednesday. the whole years supposed to so i told mum thaty i didn't want to go and since i'm not intending to go to university there's no point me attending a higher university thing. it'd just bore and depress me TT.TT
that reminds me, i'm ill again! not fair in the slightest. why me? i hate being ill *dies* though i did go to the ford again, and as emmah and laura have pointed out, it's become my fifth home.
1)home
2)school
3)toilets at school
4)library
5)ford
6) i have no life.
7) damn you ILF!
ok so moving on from my listing of bordnosity...
i've done it agina and read a complete book in a day...though this time it was actualy hard to follow *laughs* insainly hard to follow. it's called `Vampire Heart` but i can't think who it's by right now as the book is upstairs..
but it's awesome...there's girls (suprisingly) called ella and it's this really confusing love story and it involves vampires.
oh the joys, there's a vampire called alex. why that's a joy? i fancy an alex. and there's an injoke about him being a vampire...and he had bight marks on his neck at one point which didn't help *laughs at memory*
well, in short, that story had me confused right until the end making it an aweosme stroy, also had me hooke >.> and...things didn't go the way i wanted yet at the same time, i liek the way it ended...and i think that's what the authot wanted *goes to look for author*
so now i go and read knocked out by my nuga nugas` which is yet more madness from lousie rennison (georgia nicolson books btw)
hmm...well i hope you all got a good look at the crazy pics of me emmah and luara (Betteh.) because i'm taking them down tomorow as an anonymous perosn has asked politely if i could *shifty eyes* and i'll probably put something else there *thinks* no not my CBOX....
school was...school? it really wasn't anything spectacular today. no crazyness happned.
yes crazy things didn't happen. agian envolving the digi cam XD
i needed pictures for art so predictably, laura and emmah were in the library so, after giving htem time to do coursework, emmah posed with chrissie (oo-er) and i took the pictures (even more oo-erness) but thery wern't dogy...it was fight poses so...sorry to dissapoint any random yuri fans that miht have strayed accross my sight!
oh, and i MIGHT possable be getting over alex. i say mgiht. that means no...well maybe? i dunno...i saw him today ad still think all the previous thoughts..but they seemed somehow distant..i dunno what..it just..feels diffent...isthat right? cause i dunno TT.TT
well, wiht a bit of look he'll keep out of my mind long enough for me to think indivivualy agina *thinks about him* scratch that last then *sighs*
it WILL happen, i'm determined.
all though i could thank a half chav half decenishishnotreallygoonasayotherwise person caue h said someithng to me in art..da,n him. no it's not phil emmah, you can't use noses against me..actualy...what does his nose look like??
lmao
so the questions as emmah pointed out i forgot them yesturday...
*thinks*
1)what does the lines `let me stay where the wind will whisper to me and the raindrops as they're falling tell a story` conjsure up for you? imagery, thouhts, whatever
2)if you could be an animal for a week, what would you be? and why?
3)would you ever want to be the opposite sex for the day (ie-female=guy for a day and vica versa) and what would you do? where would you go?
so that's all...maybe a bit random, but i managed to think them up by mself completely for once!
oh and emmah, i though nyuu and luvy were the same? cause of what i saw of episode one and all
the author of vampire heart is called J.B. Calchman
and this is our truth by lacuna coil with bleach
hehehe..kadaj..
yes, this is adevent children (final fantasy as i'm sure everyone knows) with imaginary-evanescence.
i'm so confused TT.TT
modit
mum the pop ups are still coming up
it's whatever you;re going on
how is it what i'm going on when
people your age have the same virus?
well i'll go on your sight and sort it out then
...
yes thankyou very much mum you have just ruined the point of me bothering with the internet now....i can't watch bleach! or elfen lied!
i can't even read my comments now cause it's a `pop-up`
oh the bloodyfantastichellish shit joy.
someone kill me please? i don't think this world hasanything left for me right now except emmah and laura.
right i'm off to slaughter my mum now cause i actualy cna't do anything with this stupid computer now she's done lord knows what to it and as she has now changed her password i won't go onto her acount.
well emma, i shall not be modyfying my post today i shall only be online once. and again, you arn't online *raises eyebrows* no one's online. how annoying. oh well.
last night was annoying and boring. i didn't have the crazyness of georgia nicolson to read as the library have lost books (how dare they?!) and i can't watch elfen lied as they've taken down the videos *glowers*
oh well-have an elfen lied amv with a ool different version of imagnary by evanescence:
i would lvoe to know where i could download that from tbh.
any one know??
aaw, lucy's so sweet!!
ooh and i now have to quote the kleenx tissue advert: `if a move moves you, let it out.`
you know wat htat means? i'm gonna be using kleenx tissues next time i watch titanic film. a whole box as both emmah and luara will also be there *lmaaso* (laugh my ass and socks off)
and talking about adverts, that new trident gum advert is so bad.
it discredits the jamaican guy.
i think we (that's you emmah and laura) should go on trident strike (somehow) until they have the jamaican guy back.
well, now i guess i should explain my subject line.
it means graceful as a lilly.
though, the dictionary says languid means spiritless, relaxed.
relaxed maybe, but would you ever consider a lily being spiritless?? the smell alone discredits that theory.
well, after putting that picture of arekkusu up yesturday. for goodness sake i'll type that instead of A now...
glad to know that it's not just me that thinks he's alright looking for once *laughs* it usualy is just me XD
oh well.
might see him tomorow.
oh well.
ILF BUGGER OFF YOU MOOSE!
ruckles: i read your comment from the other day and you said you hate alex?!
2)*can't think, bell just rang* if there wsa one person you could be with right now, but owing to a certain amount of difficulties, it's impoosable and you had to get over this person, what would you do? how would you go about it? or wouldn't you?
is this someone you know??
god i know too many alexs *glowers* *at my brother this is*
and who ever said it, yeah, i do have a lot of youtube videos! i wouldn't, but for some reason, youtube refuses to let me watch videos on there so ihave to put them up here to watch everythnig. so annoying. yes i have downlaoded the new flash player.
26 times.
literaly.
*glowerws and shakes fist at interent*
oh no it froze
*takes back glwoering and fist shaking*
please work please!! i'll becme a buddhist!!
*sighs* well all i have to say left now is for emmah:
i watched elfen lied,
now you need to watch bleach!
lmao, well ja ne peoples!! xx *hugs*
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Count backwards, 5 4 3 2 1, before you get too heated and turned on, (This guy),
You should have learned your lessons all them times before, youve been bruised youve been broken,
Then theres my mind sayin think before you go, through that door it could lead you nowhere, (This guy)
Has got you all romantic, crazy in your head,do you think id listen, no i dont care,
Cause I can't focus I can't stop,
You got me spinning round,
round, round, round (Like a record),
I can't focus it's too hot (Inside),
You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high,
Boy, boy, Let
me keep freakin around,
I wanna get down,
I'm a red blooded woman, what's
the point in hanging round,
Don't wanna keep turning it down, When this girl wants to rock with you.(x2)
My conscience saying, get down off this dream, it's
too dangerous and deadly, (This guy)
Has got you talking round in circles can't you
see, all for the sake of sexy (You're loving it),
Then there's my sense
saying stop before you fall, I don't wanna pick you up again, (This guy)
Has got you all romantic, crazier each day, Do you think I'd listen, There's no way.
Cause I can't focus I can't stop,
You got me spinning round,
round, round, round (Like a record),
I can't focus it's too hot (Inside),
You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high,
Let me keep freakin around,
Red blooded woman,
Its too hot inside,
You'll never get to Heaven if your scared of gettin high!
la la la la la la la la (freakin around)
la la la la la la la la (freakin around)
la la la la la la la la (freakin around)
la la la la la la la la (freakin around)
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and some videos before i depart:
i think i have this song twice now.
oh well...
why dosn't immem have `this light i see` on it TT.TT
modit
"Love, it's like something I have trouble describing. It can make you as strong as God and as weak as a kitten. When in love you can do things that you can normally cannot and you become happier and overall things get better. Love can make someone who hates everyone suddenly want to be friends with people; can make a realist an optimist; can make a person with no hope become a simmering beacon of hope for the future and life; to make someone that wouldn't trust anyone with a sack of air trust people with their life. Love is very powerful; I thought it was a weak human thing but it is very strong; and please know what about your break up because if you say something like that in contrast to this I will break your face in (punch your face and brake the facial bones). Anyways, you all should find love; it is hard to find but is well worth it.
yes yes emmah, iths is what i did wiht it! god i thought you were going all thinky on me.
thinking emmah, laura you next then...