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Achievements • written two books, one of which is hopefully being published early next year ~ finished studying NVQ Level 3 Beauty Therapy ~ Run 3 Businesses Anime Fan Since • November 05 Favorite Anime • ~ PHD (phantasy Degree) ~ Bleach ~ .hack//SIGN ~ .hack//Legend of the Twilight Bracelet ~ Love Hina ~ Final FantasyVampire Knight Death Note
Goals • businesses =) Hobbies • travelling learning languages writing art and walking Talents • walking.... writting, fashion, art
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sushi rolls in vertical smiles...woot for white hair!
MOOD:-woot i'm so high and happy ^.^ song listening to:-poison-alice cooper
lmao...yup, that phrase can be worked out if you guys ever read the etiquette of sex...not that i'm reading the etiquet of sex or anything *looks away* lmao. it's an awesome book, as is `let the snog fest begin` which is by the lovely lady who's name i currently can't think up.
random link: www.beekee.net (it has some mandarin on it, emmah, go on it now :D)
back on track now..um...nope, i lst it...
oh yeah! i dressed up as the lovely hitsugaya today...man it's fun...though, the hair DIDN'T SPIKLE. i repeat, it didn't spike.
and for everuyone's amusmant, this is what is currently giving me a headache...:
*garnier fructus surf hair hairgel
*garnier gravity defying spiking gel (SPIKING GEL MY ARSE AND IT CEERTAINLY DOSN'T DEFY GRAVITY!!!) yeah...it flopped before it even lifted *shakes fist*
*wella shockwave hair clay
*superdrug hair serum wax
*redken hair spray
*boots silver hair spray (makes hair silver)
*boots white styling hair cream (makes hair white) (wqhich, it's kihnda, grey with one HELL of a lot of brown in it *shakes fist*
so..yeah, my hair feels like a wooden chair splinter and glued ont my head....i have pictures, at some point, these picures shall be going up!! lmao
ooh, and i managed to get an asian like tan (point-i have the whitest of white skin, it'slike lookng at a white lilly with slightly flushed pink petals..no wait, that makes me sound beautiful. scratch that, it's like looking at an ill person with chalk all over their face...) yup, so that was ok..except it started going blotchy and crappy towards the end of the day..
lol, and i robbed my bros shirt, which he informs me when i'm wearing it that it cost £40 (more than i've ever had at all) and if it gets damaged, i'm gonna be 6ft under. oh how i'm laughing. not.
emmah and laura (Betteh.) didn't come in fancy dres *shakes fist* no sense of piss-take fun there then..*rolls eyes*
and i managed to an awesome picture of topless hitsugaya...but then you look at the face and..MY GOD it's terrible..i'll try and rectify it later..but no, i have bleedin paretns evening 0.0 not good, oh the badness of reportnes...man this could be BAD..then i have to watch bleach, but i probably won't get on the net...that's just depressing..though it might save me watching tradegy..that might be next week..or the week after though anyway....
and the washing of hairness..oh god that's gonna be hell..owing to the amount of CRAP i have in my haIR, IT'S GONNA TAKE AGES TO MAKE MY HAIR FULLY BROWN AND CLEAN AND...normal AGAIN.... *PANICKS* i don't know when caps locls came on, but i only just noticed...wow, i really need to learn to look at the screen more than the keyboard...i havn't looked at the screen at all whilst typing this bit since the caps locks *looks up* not too bad on the spelling mistake front...
oh yeah, on the subject of tarot cards to people who commented, no, i don't live my life by tarot readings. i knew i had to get over person A anywhay, cause like, him and his GF are really sp perfect..even if they arn't each other's other halves on bebo..that seriously makes no sensce, and he hasn't even commented her picture of them at the christmas ball..and MY GOD i'm off on a tangetn
*gets back on track*
and the bit about the eating habits, cause of the stress i had over the english and all the essays i had, i kinda stopped eating...anctauly, in one week, i had two meals....that's it..and then, well that was halfterm, and when i got back to college, i didn't eat anything at all, i felt terrible...then jsut after dropping english, my tarot set that i have, i was like...i want to do this now. and it said about eating habits and i was thinking `yeah, i know...`
so mainly, it's things i know..either conciously or subconciously, it just highlights them in my mind and points them cleareer, or with other things, it suggests things to think about.
i saw a manga deck in waterstones when i was in worcester, they look so awesome, i'm gonna buy one when i have £12!!
no, i never do tarot for fun...sometimes in a lighthearted situationsd, but for me, rune reading and tarot cards (yupies, i can read rune stones as well ^.^) is a serious matter for me...you';re not supposed to test those things, but i was like, hmmm...*thinks* and i did, and i got the same results twice...
lol, it works for emmah as well, though, HAVE you done any readings recently??
on the person A front...
i saw him..enough today to keep me happy without depressing me..lol, he saw me one time, i was going (well obviously he saw me *rolls eyes at self*) to the libray with vicky,m adn, he sought of, walked through the dorr, then suddenly leant backaround it..i really don't know WHY he did that, but i think i disturbed him with my gender confusion...lol...and the facy mny face has some colour in it for once..man i wish i could tan like the fit girl sat next to me *rofl*
which leads me t another poinht. emmah, you KNOW i'm not a lesbian..and i didn't get off with the girl sat next to me either, even though chrissie said so *lmao* nah, that was because i was TNing with her and we were holding hands and one of my mates asked why we were holding hands so i said she was my girlfriend (since i'm a guy today *rofl*) and then, one of the girls said `get off with her then` so i turned to the girl i was with and putn my arms really tightly around her and looked into her neck...coulda looked dodgy *rofl* but so worth it to hear her reation *cracks ribs*
so, i can't think of anything else to say right now...just thati'll be putting bleach up a bit later..if i get back on the net at home -.^
so,
*puts on jamaican accent* mastification fo r thenation!*runs off a stage and out through backdoor*
i'll see ya all later!
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Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venemous poision. You're poision running
Through my veins, I don't wanna break these chains.
Your mouth so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat
I hear you calling and its needles and pins (and pins)
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin (breathe in)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venemous poision. You're poision running
Through my veins, I don't wanna break these chains. Poision....poision ......
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venemous poision. You're poision running
Through my veins, I don't wanna break these chains.
mood-um...*thinks* not bad..tierd....pissed off.... song-forest-system of a down
omg...this could possably be wierd and all...i did a Tarot card reading last night..which i havn't done in fooking ages..cause, i lost one of the cards and couldn't find it anywhere..so here i am, on my THIRD friggin set of crards....and it was creepy..cause i did the topic of Person A (yes, i know, sad and all..it really dosn't help me much...well it does, it was really true, but...yeah...it's confusing as usuall.....
tarot resuts...
what's at hand: the lovers (major arcana...see what i mean here??!!)
which is basically exageration abounds, emotions run high-especialy jealousy (yup...) beware of self indulgance (dosn't apply to me i don't think) slow down (??) don't let anyone rush you or push you into things (emmah, what are you gonna do?? ^.^)
past influences: queen of cups reversed
those around you are acting stuffier than usual (??) pay no attention. take time to reethink matters, especially your eating habbits(yeah, that's where i sat staring at the cards for a while thinking sh*T...)
ponder this: VII of cups (that's 7 ^.^)
truth is soon revealed, act kindly and calmly. this is no time to loose your cool. reevaluate matters and set some long laid plans into motion. call an old lover just to say you're a better person for having known him (adam, if you ever read this, i still think you are the most imbesilic bastard i ever knew besides clarke and chris, but, yeah, you have made me a better person, cuase i now know who not to waste my breathe on.)
what to do-VIII of wands (that's 8 ^.^)
all your plans have a green lihgt (what plans?? do they??) your understanding of people and their problems delivres opertunities to get what you want. freinds and nature bring remedies from what ails you (too damned true again)
so i gues by that, it means that i have to get over person A and that, emmah and laura (Betteh.), you';re gonna help me?? lol...it won't happen...i mean, nothing's helped so far!
allright, another note, i really sorry i havn't had a chance to get to all your sights, adn thanks for coming and reading my absolute bordnoasity, it means a lot to me, so thanks *hugs everyone*
and i promice that tomorw, i will make it to everyone's sights and comment you ^.^
it's sucky that i never made it to your sights for about half a week TT.TT
nothing of importance has yet to happen (ie..the chines lesson) so i'll modify it later and let ya all know how crazy TOday was....
ja ne!! xx
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Walk with me my little child,
To the forest of denial,
Speak with me my only mind,
Walk with me until the time,
And make the forest turn to wine,
You take the legend for a fall,
You saw the product,
Why can't you see that you are my child,
Why don't you know that you are my mind,
Tell everyone in the world, that I'm you,
Take this promise to the end of you.
Walk with me my little friend,
Take this promise to the end,
Speak with me my only mind,
Walk with me until the end,
And make the forest turn to sand,
You take the legend for a fall,
You saw the product,
Why can't you see that you are my child,
Why don't you know that you are my mind,
Tell everyone in the world, that I'm you,
Take this promise to the end of you.
Take this promise for a ride,
You saw the forest, now come inside,
You took the legend for its fall,
You saw the product of it all,
No televisions in the air,
No circumcisions on the chair,
You made the weapons for us all,
Just look at us now,
Why can't you see that you are my child,
Why don't you know that you are my mind,
Tell everyone in the world, that I'm you,
Take this promise to the end of you.
mood:crappy ill bored and depressed song:too little too late-JoJo TT.TT
i've decided...easy way of getting subject lines is to just put some thing a long hte lines of what just happened.
yes, so i'll explain the subject.
there was a girl in our year last year (she left school rather htan come back to college, which isn't bothering me AT all) and her sister, who is equaly bitchy, lazy AND fat is in the year below us.
wel, i just heard hre say to my art teacher `it was a ox chasing us and the gang.` like hell it was, foxes are friggin scared of us since we generaly kill them. and that gang are the biggest scum of chavs this town has ever seen. doing drugs, driving recklesly and being free with themselves. it's horrible....oh the joy i have to deliver magazines down there later...hangon, i might get chased by a fox TT.TT
lol
well, enough of that.
lets mona about bloody Mr Blair has solde our country. well, i don't nkow fo sure, it's what emmah's told me cause she read `news of the world` on sunday but mum hasn';t managed to find anything so i'm vair vair confused.
and i'll also reply to comments yesturday:
ani mae: chav basicaly neas a person who wear nothniug but tracksuits. that's like, they're trade mark fashion. further more, they also all smoke and generally do drugs. htey're right cowards that try intimidating people which dosn't work if the intimidatee turns around and stands up(i did and they've never said anything to me *woot woot* ^.^) oh, if you want a better descrition on three appearnces and all, emmah has a better decription on her post today ^.^ hope it helps you understand our brittish insanity
laura (Betteh.): no, i wasn't originaly gonna make up wiht ellie, but to be honest, i'm the type of person that hates hating peolpe so we;ve made up and are on talking terms again which IS as far as it goes, i won't ever get so closed to hre again. i didn't apologise eihter. and thanks for hte hug *hugs back*
emmah: do i REALLY have to reply to your essay when i could just tell you anyway?
angel zakuro: no worries, i really need to get on your sight but friggin school and magazine deliveries are getting i th way atm TT.TT but i will go on your sight next free moment i have ^.^ *hugs*
dark wolf demon: yeah, i've noticed how my posts are gradualy getting longer 0.o so no worries ^.^
ruckles:yes, i do love tot ype, i love peole getting to read hte crazines of me, emmah and laura (Betteh.) ^.^
hitsaka-chan: i really need to get to your sight more TT.TT lol, have a hug though *hugs*
yeah, i really need to get to peoples sights more right now, but i havn't had time rihgt now cause of illness, lessons, more feeling ill and my magazin delivery which came in. so hopefully by htursday, no friday, it'll all be sorted ^.^
more randomness, this thursday, we have to dress up, well ew don't, but i'm an idiot and have there for decided i will, dress up as a character from a book. mangas are book right? cause, i wanna go as hitsugaya (yeah, i guy) but it hsa to be done..only problem is, i havn't got a deaht god uniform handy...wha tt ype of clohes does his gigai where?? i have seen bleach, but i've only really seen him in school uniform atm.
or if anyone has any ohter ideas as what i could go as, please tell me ^.^
some randomness. wel, i stil feel ill and crave fresh air. i was hungry so i walked to scummers (somerfield) wiht emmah, who came out of sheer bordnosity, an di noly bought mints in the end. we thne walked to the ford. i walked, she followed....cause i was doing a Jas (oh yeah, ani mae? me and emmah decided i was more aa Jas from the Georgia Nicoleson books ^.^) and we got soaking wet trouser leg bottoms..emmah hsa the usual mude creeping up to her knees *rofl* apart from that..nohting much has hapened yet.
al lthugh, me and emmah did have a confusing convo going about our hearites..ok, that wasn';t hte word i wanted. me-person A, her-Bubbles....that was amusing cause she had a me last night, where she was practicaly over Bubbles and then she had a dreama bout him. which is what happened to me a while back about person A *sobs*
so ew were talking about how best to get over hese two, and realised that whatever we htink up can actualy be ralated back to htem. man we're hopless fools in love.,
but it uberly sucks on my behalf, because preson A is the bloody life like version of friggin Hitsugaya, only with blondish brown hair as supposed to be silver (did i already say this??!!) oh yeah, and 18 as supposed to 13...
so, i'll stop thinking about A, watch bleach and be back on an A trip...grr to fuck*ng hell with this!!! *punches desk* ow...
emmah suggested i tell him i fancy him. yes, it would let me get over him, but i am WAY to proud to screw dignity and tell him i fancy hmi. i would tell hmi over msn, but i don't have his adress....i also came up with the suggestion of first, asking him wether he knew i fancied him...which would be sh*t and gggles *rofl* and hten asking fleur to ask his GF (they're really good mates) to sak A if he knew i fancied him or not..which would stil be an embarasment.
oh yeah, his GF, she's UBERly pretty, she actualy is beautiful and if i was a guy, i'd be fancying her isntead of A..which would still bre annyogin cause it'd just be the reverse order of things now....*shakes fst* and hse's really nice, it's impossable to hate her. the uberness of annoyingness going on here.
well, since it's only second lesson, something will probably happe so i'll probably modify my post..but then i might not be on later which is a sucky, depressing thoguh TT.TT
well, ja ne!!
the insantiy...only the britts would probably laugh our socks off at!!
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Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)
So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
You know it's just too little too late
You know it's just too little too late
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late
song listening to-this light i see mood-I WANT TO MURDER SOMETHING
my mum came back from her hoiday yesturday feeling a lot better (she was MAJORLY stressed before going) so hopefully she can keep the stress at bay *prays* but even better, she rang two days before she came back and i gave in and told hre how i'd been feeling (ill, pissed, depressed and stressed...and the weight loss issue-1 1/2 stone....REALLY bad) and she said she'd do what she could to get me out of english, even more so cause the exam entry forms had come through and it costs £80 if you miss an exam....so she rang the head of 6th (cotton bud) and she said she'd let me off hte course, so i had to do my speechy bit of `yes, well i want t go into fashion *couhg couhg* so the textiles and art would be fine, then she gambled on about university and i said hat i didn't want to go and even if i did i'd NEVER aford it, but that i was going to do an open university course when i was a bit oldre ad she was `fine fine, that's fine. i'll go let your teachers know...` *gets out of classroom and skips*
but...not sure what my healths up to...it was majorly bad last niht so i was nearly throwing up TT.TT and ended up sleeping in the lounge and waking up to two iceburgs (my feet) chilling me even more so....
if i wake up tomorow feeling fine and dandy, then i'm seriously gonna be glad i dropped english it had got that bad....
so, there's a good thing.
another good thing-the chinese new year celebration i went to yesturday.
it was awesome.
i made up with one of my freinds htat i'd had a AMJOR of all proportion fall out, so htat's cool now (yes emmah, laura (Betteh.), you may still hate her) and we had to speak a line of mandarin and i got the easy peasy line `xin nian kuai le` (happy new year) htat said, i had to lead everyone on stage and speak first..and man, two years of drama and i still felt like diving the ohter way and fleeing down the stairs, but my backbone got in the way *shakes fist* which is good, cause it was completely awesome hte whole time and got to speak to loads of new people...and some hot chinese men of our age *looks away all innocent* and then after the celebrations, we got invited to a private party (first ever party invite here) at a chines resteraunt and i ate with chop sticks which is more htan some of hte chinese men htere were doing..i say men, there were ladies, but to be fair, i wasn't realy looknig at them htat much for obviouse reasons such as th ebig one about me being straighht...emmah.
so, back on to today, and also the bad points about today..it's all gonna be boringly crappy so feel free to skip past this as i'm only doing it to get it off my chest.
preson A is all i need to say.
god i wish i nevre had to look at him again.
i was fine htis morning, al lskippy cause of the english thing and every hting was FINE. hten friggin A has to come to our tutor this morning didn't he? this morning when our tutor was doing her generaly usualy late act and i wa slike `crap crap *backs into wall*` and i was PRAYING that he'd just wait outside, but NO he had to come and friggni stand right bloody next to me didn't he?? i swear he does it to spite me. well, thinking that was as bad as it got, it got worse. miss me tryna avoid looking at him let alone touching him, happened to be by the door. well turns out htat was a big mistake. our tutor FINALY arrived and gave A hte keys, who then gave htem to me and our hands touched TT.TT that's so unbeleivably sucky cause now i'm htinking about him even more *shakes fist at tutor* so, me being sligtly ill and threefore shaking from cold, ended up having EVERYONE watch me unlock hte door...oh the joy. at least i turned the key the right way first time for once.
that was that. end of. bruised my wrist from punching the window frame repeatedly until he left the room, which was five minutes later with vicky asking whats wrong and me just looknig at her and saying `oh nohting, just a fly you know...*looks at tutor*` `oh..` `yes oh`
randomly went for a walk to he ford which is about a mile away..i htink..don't actualy know...(emmah's decided i make a brilliant Jaz (emmah, how d'ya spell her name??) from hte Georgie Nicoleson books) and came back...
had some random fun htat cmes from only me, emmah and laura....had a book thrown at us from some chav in the year below us, who also kicked emmah off her computer rudely.
back in the common room. wow. hte hting i thought would get me over person A finaly happened. he actualy kissed his GF several times right in plain view of me. does it work? hell no. gees. htis is anoying me now. what wILL get me over him short of never seeing him again which will happen in another....*thinks*....five monhts...fuck...
to add to insult, i find myself gazing at him (i'm a girl, we're allowed to do that) and he caught me. grr. why me..WHY?? emmah never had this trouble TT.TT
and i think, by now, as it is blatantly obvious, he knows i facny him. hence the spiting bit earlier. grrr....*shakes fist some more* and i keep seing him and i don't want to. someone make hm go away PLEASE *begs*
okies i'm done ranting about nothingnes now....i'll go spam laura and emmah instead...muhahahahaha.....
and no doubt modify this this evening...
cause i d that a lot i notcied..
*thinks*
ja ne!
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tsumetai yokaze ga me ni sasari
kudaranai kioku ga afure dasu
togatta serifu wo sora ni hanachi
chi no aji no nokoru tsuba wo haita
"minna shinjyae" tte kuchiguse wo
aitsu wa kokoro kara kanashinda
mamorou to shite kizutsukeru chikara de
nani wo te ni shite yuku?
I'm believing, this light I see
tashika na hikari yo
sakebidasu ore wo michibiite kure
tsuyosa dake wo shinjite kita hibi
munashisa wo katsu tabi ni shitta
chippoke na kokoro de warau kara
mou sukoshi tsuyogatte isasete kure
"hitori de ikiru" tte kuchiguse ni
aitsu wa sabishisou ni hohoenda
wakarou to shite tsuki hanasu chikara de
nani wo te ni shite yuku?
I'm believing, this light I see
kodoku na hikari yo
kuruidasu ore wo dakishimete kure
ore no naka no ichiban yowai kakera ga
ten no hate e ichiban tsuyoi inori wo hanatsu
ore no naka no ichiban yowai kakera ga
yami no saki e ichiban tsuyoi omoi wo hanatsu
kokoro wo hanatsu
hikari wo hanatsu
I'm believing...
WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!!
i just reached my fisrt target of 233 visits!!! lol
(ok, that numbers only significant cause it's hte squadron numberof hte ATC squad i'm currently with ^.^)
hmm...feel a bit better today, don't have to see person A at all so YES!!! thank the bloody lord
um...i hated english yesturday...but on a good note to that, i hadn't done the essay (yes, ANOTHER bloody essay, with more to come next week TT.TT) i have this weekend to do it cause half the class wern't there...but then i just wanted to cry cause of what the teacher said to me TT.TT
though i still feel kinda ill..it's wierdly annoying..i'm fine in the afternoon/evening, but man the mrning sucks..i spend the whole morning thinking `urgh` a lot and just wanting to die....and then...meh..i'm finish...go to bed, wakep and it starts all over *cries*
though i did eat a propper lunch today
um...yes, my brother took me to look at cars today, oh the fun *rolls eyes* there was NOTHING there at all..well yeah thre was, obvioulsy, but WAY out of my price range, the cheepest was £900 where as, my limit is like...£200 and as to where that's coming from...well, i'm gonna rob a bank next month *rolls eyes* i'm never gonna afford a damned car *jumped up country*
oh, and now i'm listening to another song called beautiful..man how many songs do i have by the same title??
but yeah, short blog from me...though i'll probably put hitsugaya amvs up in a bit as emmah keeps pointing out that i'm obsessed..hmm... >.> EMMAH!! MATT'S JOINED IN WITH THE KIDDY FIDDLIN INSULT YOU MEAN MEAN PERSON!! TT.TT why me?? he's not THAT young *sob*
and i got a dress for the chinese new year i'm going to tomorow..a dress..why didn't i just buy the top?/ TT.TT omg...me in a dress, it just....well.. >.> more on that tomorow...
HAHA!! emmah, neither you or laura (Betteh.) will be able to see me cause no-one's there to record me!!!
MUHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA...
Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful
Just one kiss and I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful
Just one touch and I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful
Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful
Oh and you're so beautiful
My darling
Oh you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful
Oh my baby
You're so beautiful
And you're so beautiful
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And you're so beautiful
i got bored...
[Basic]
Name:: jane
Nicknames: ?? rolf
Screenname:: if only you wern't of my imagination be sure that i'd love you forever (way too long...)
Birthplace:: worcester
Gender:: Female.
Age:: 16
Sexuality:: STRAIGHT
Location:: parent's room
Heritage::where to star...german/scandinavian are most prominent
Height:: 5'8
Hair color:: med. brown
Eye color:: grey
Glasses:: Yes unfortunaty
Contacts:: no
Tattoos:: Not yet
Piercings:: Ears
Zodiac sign:: leo
Martial status:: Single.
[Favorite]
Food:: anything Thai or Coconut based
Fast food:: eurgh i hate fast food!
Restaurant:: Thai Legend
Drink:: fentiman's curiosity cola
Drink(alcoholic)::sabai (thai red wine spritzer)/RUM!!!!
Candy:: aniseed balls
Ice cream:: mint choc chip
Colour:: Green/siler
Song: take my breath away-berlin
Lyric to relate to you::
Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful
`tis about a guy
Number:: 2
Movie:: titanic *blubs away*
TV show:: bleach, though it isn't on out TV
Book(s)::uh....*looks at some 200 books* not a clue...too many
Cartoon:: tom and jerry/looney toons
Flower:: rose/jasmine/lily
Holiday::sweethope loughs (northumberland)/may day
Quote:: many a good hangin prevented a bad marriage-shakespear
Animal:: wolf
Day of the week:: Thursday
[Friends]
Oldest:: laura
Youngest:: laura
Smartest:: um....nick/alex
Dumbest:: *keeps mouth shut*
Tallest:: matt
Shortest:: emmah
Nicest:: emmah/laura
Craziest:: emmah/laura
Loudest:: emmah/laura/chrissie
Shyest:: alex
Friendlyest:: they all are
Coolest parents:: dunno
Knows more about you:: matt
[Have u ever...]
Been arrested:: no
Broke the law:: no
Smoked:: Yes
Been drunk:: no (i have a bet to win mwahaha)
Done drugs:: no
Skipped school:: um.. >.>
Failed a class:: kind of not
Broke a bone:: never
Shoplifted:: no
Fell asleep in class:: Yes....oh the embarasment
Been in a fight:: no sadly TT.TT
Snuck out of your house:: no
Lied to your parents:: quite a bit about certain areas
Prank called:: no
Hurt someone for fun:: not intentionaly
Danced for no reason:: who hasn't/dosn't?
Smiled for no reason:: all thime *smiles at self*
Sang to someone:: Yes
Performed on stage:: Yes
Sang in the shower:: nope
Talked on the phone for more than 3 hours:: um..no
Cursed infront of your parents:: no
Laughed so hard you cried:: Yes many a time
kissed someone:: no
Had sex:: no
Been cheated on:: Yes
Been in love:: Yes
Had your heart broken:: Yes
Broke someones heart:: No
Cried over a girl/guy:: Yes
Cried in public:: Yes
[This/That]
Coke/pepsi: Coke
Love/money: Love
Pop/water: Water
Dog/cat: cat
Night/day: Night.
Sun/rain: Rain.
Summer/winter: winter
Fall/spring: Fall.
Nike/Adidas:: Neither.
Vanilla/strawberry:: Vanilla.
McDonalds/BurgerKing:: neither
Fruits/Veggies:: fruits
Black/white:: Black
[Last]
Movie seen(theaters):: POTC2
Song heard:: take my breath away
Thing ate:: chicken sandwich
Thing drank:: frijj choclate brownie
Time showered:: Don't have a shower
Time cried:: this morning
Time laughed:: yesturday
Wrote a note:: yesturday
Person talked to:: laura over msn
Hugged:: *deprived of hugs* ... ...zoe
Kissed:: no one
Person who told you i love u:: no one
Said hi:: emmah
Said bye:: laura
Person to touch u:: *don't remind me*
Thing said:: i need to eat more food don't i?
[Opposite Sex]
Height:: 5"9` / 5"10`
Body Type:: not too skiny/not too fat, some muscle (gees i become pickier)
Style:: pff....who cares so long as it's not camp/chav
Hair Color:: silver XD
Eye color:: whatever
Personality:: patiant, light hearted
Body part:: hmm...*thinks* good question..when i know, i'll answer
*steals Angel Slayers idea for music/moods
yes i know you do it as well emmah, i'm not copying you though
song-lithium-evanescene mood-kinda shitty
...
Lithium - don't wana lock me up inside
lithium - don't wana forget how it feels without
lithium - I wana stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go
come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium - don't wana lock me up inside
lithium - don't wana forget how it feels without
lithium - I wana stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium - don't wana lock me up inside
lithium - don't wana forget how it feels without
lithium - I wana stay in love with my sorrow
oh I'm gunna let it go
well this is totaly annoyingly..annyoing... >.>
owing to the illness i had yesturday...i came home fromschool, and after sleeping another two hours and eating, i thought i felt better..and thenthis morning, i woke up feeling worse TT.TT but i'm in school anyway..for some reason...i might walk home later if i don't feel any better
..like...lunchtime..
and..this post is now going to be boring and depresing..but i'm gonna type it in the hopes that it gets off my head..out of my head >.>
last night...before laura (Beef on legs) managed to cheer me up, i had a major low which has kinda continued into today...illness dosn't help the fact..
but basically, me and a really great mate had a fall out over msn because i said a really sarcky comment...and he normally gets them, but this time he didn't so he said he wasn't gonna speak to me and then signed out.
then i was talking to another mate who i confided everything in (she's leaving college at the end of the year TT.TT) and..i wasn't gonna say anything cause it's pathetic...and no one particulaly want'sto know my boring life story(she says whilst sat typing it all down...laura say's she does >.> ) and then, i told her...i felt like crying cause it's...patheticdisgustingandeverythingelses...then i got told saying that about myself was pathetic TT.TT so i just stopped speaking (that's when laura cheered me up ^.^)
yes that..she called my computer (wtf??) and then, my computer dosn't have a mic or (emmah likes cheese) webcam..so she couldn't hear me but i could here her, so it became amusingto send er nudges and sounds..wait a min, then hear them on her side ^.^
but i still feel low..had some really bad thoughts and don't want to be left on my own
i havn't seen person A today which is ultimatly good..but thephrase `absence makes the heart grow fonder` i sdeciding to play games with me so i currently think of anything of anything but him... but there's a person B n the scenece right now who has (aims this to laura) no information coming from me...that sucks, he's just as bad as person *just slammed into keyboard >..>* A TT.TT
that's all i currently have to say..but knowing me i'll modify this later ifsomething worthwhile happens...
TTYL xx
moditright...boring point...laura just poked me and pointed person A is sat right..practicaly nextto us..its not fair TT.TT and he's just sat there like his damned sexy self....if it helps with imaginary, he's like the lifelike version of hitsugaya but blonde not silver haired...
and he was right behind me for a couple of minutes and i turned around to try and work out who it was *sighs* yeah, sorry for the boring postthat comes out of my illness/sadness...i'll workfor a more cheerful one tomorow. fact, it will be cheerfull-no school=no person A *rolls eyes* right..any one have a spell for `stop thinking about people`???
laughng point-laura just noticed that i'm wearing my glasses *rolls eyes at her*
modit2
right, i suck at english, hence i want to drop it, and miss asked a question and had to swallow ALL my pride and say `i don't know miss` which is a total first for me, and then, she carried on and i looked at paul expecting him to belaughing, but he was mouthing `informal` at me *i cna't hate him right now TT.TT* and then miss was like ` i want terminology` and at the end she said `you really need to work this weekend` and i'm like, `i want to drop this, you know htat, so why can't you leavie it be?` but i didn't say that
ok, this picture isn't mine at all..owing t an upholding bet i am sharing with emmah..htis is as close i've come to the goal so far...it's off DeviantArt and the artist is ~ile-o i think..but yeah, in short, it's not mine.
Renji: I look so cool!
Hitsugaya: WTF? why I'm in there? and when did that picture was taken??
Ichigo: oi! Byakuya, why the hell are you touching your lips?
Byakuya: . . .
Ishida: >////< why am I naked?
Ichigo: Byakuya is a dork. . .
Byakuya: . . .
Renji: hey! don't talk like that to my taichou!
Hitsugaya: ASWERME!!! >__< when did that picture was taken!!??
Ishida: I'm naked @__@
Ichigo: get over it Ishida. . .
Byakuya:. . . I look . . . girly. . .
ALL: Byakuya is a dork -___-U
(sorry for the random subject line ^.^ laura's stood right behind me..as in....REALLY behind eme *gives a worried look towards vicky* O.o )
um, yes... i managed to do those two essays..that is, two out of four O.o ewll...i'm not doing the fourth and the third's in for tomorow.....oh god..and asa laura (Beef on legs) just pointed out to me in oh such a kind tone, i'll be having another one set next lesson TT.TT
that aside, right, i havn't seen person A today, so all's good *crazy jig* but...htat said, it's only first lesson and that means i have all day left to go TT.TT but hopefully i don't see him...i mean i want to see him, but at the same time i really don't and that makes sense at all cries*
we havn't been oned by `munk features yet..and agani, as it is only first period, we mihgt still...especialyly after the great escape incident on tuesday.
omg...i felt so upset last night...cause of those essays stressing me out (laura is doing something with my headscarf ^.-) over my english course i just wanted to cry but i didn't...i just rolled ovre and started at hte phone for ages cause it wsa friggn flashing like mad....if i faced the other wa, three's a bloody street lamp...why OH WHY do they insist on putting lamps infront of houses...we have five on our street, and to be quite frank, ew only need one..but this country is OTT and takes the piss...but i'll save that rant for another day, i think i'll leave it for another day, as it is, i think i've done enough moaning.
damnit emmah, college sucks without you!! *shakes fist* look what you've resigned me and laura too!!
*references to comments*
omg, 12 wihout me commenting back every ohre comment?? htat's a bleedin miracle ^.^thanks guys :D
um...yup, so keep visintg, i'm sure...my blog's won't be full of moanings every day ^.^
anyway, if anything spectacular happens, i'll modify the post and just delete this line.
i'm bored TT.TT
sushi rolls in vertical smiles...woot for white hair! 
woot woot double woot 
*shakes fist at youtube* 
ooh the joy of looking for cars -.^ 
yes more bleach.... 
*shakes fist* 
awesome picture 
laura bugger off i'm writting my post