well this is totaly annoyingly..annyoing... >.>
owing to the illness i had yesturday...i came home fromschool, and after sleeping another two hours and eating, i thought i felt better..and thenthis morning, i woke up feeling worse TT.TT but i'm in school anyway..for some reason...i might walk home later if i don't feel any better
..like...lunchtime..
and..this post is now going to be boring and depresing..but i'm gonna type it in the hopes that it gets off my head..out of my head >.>
last night...before laura (Beef on legs) managed to cheer me up, i had a major low which has kinda continued into today...illness dosn't help the fact..
but basically, me and a really great mate had a fall out over msn because i said a really sarcky comment...and he normally gets them, but this time he didn't so he said he wasn't gonna speak to me and then signed out.
then i was talking to another mate who i confided everything in (she's leaving college at the end of the year TT.TT) and..i wasn't gonna say anything cause it's pathetic...and no one particulaly want'sto know my boring life story(she says whilst sat typing it all down...laura say's she does >.> ) and then, i told her...i felt like crying cause it's...patheticdisgustingandeverythingelses...then i got told saying that about myself was pathetic TT.TT so i just stopped speaking (that's when laura cheered me up ^.^)
yes that..she called my computer (wtf??) and then, my computer dosn't have a mic or (emmah likes cheese) webcam..so she couldn't hear me but i could here her, so it became amusingto send er nudges and sounds..wait a min, then hear them on her side ^.^
but i still feel low..had some really bad thoughts and don't want to be left on my own
i havn't seen person A today which is ultimatly good..but thephrase `absence makes the heart grow fonder` i sdeciding to play games with me so i currently think of anything of anything but him... but there's a person B n the scenece right now who has (aims this to laura) no information coming from me...that sucks, he's just as bad as person *just slammed into keyboard >..>* A TT.TT
that's all i currently have to say..but knowing me i'll modify this later ifsomething worthwhile happens...
TTYL xx
moditright...boring point...laura just poked me and pointed person A is sat right..practicaly nextto us..its not fair TT.TT and he's just sat there like his damned sexy self....if it helps with imaginary, he's like the lifelike version of hitsugaya but blonde not silver haired...
and he was right behind me for a couple of minutes and i turned around to try and work out who it was *sighs* yeah, sorry for the boring postthat comes out of my illness/sadness...i'll workfor a more cheerful one tomorow. fact, it will be cheerfull-no school=no person A *rolls eyes* right..any one have a spell for `stop thinking about people`???
laughng point-laura just noticed that i'm wearing my glasses *rolls eyes at her*
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right, i suck at english, hence i want to drop it, and miss asked a question and had to swallow ALL my pride and say `i don't know miss` which is a total first for me, and then, she carried on and i looked at paul expecting him to belaughing, but he was mouthing `informal` at me *i cna't hate him right now TT.TT* and then miss was like ` i want terminology` and at the end she said `you really need to work this weekend` and i'm like, `i want to drop this, you know htat, so why can't you leavie it be?` but i didn't say that