Friday, March 2, 2007

this light i see is never an absolution

mood-confused in love song-Rose, from Titanic....dosn't improve the mood hree *shakes fist* i might put that song in this spost actualy...or i mihgt just have it in my profile...that's an idea....and i need to stop talking to myself majorly, so do you laura... (Betteh.) ok, that was a crappy subject line....my msn name...great thinking there jane, really GREAT thinking...*smacks head on desk and hits keyboard* ok...i was going to put me cosplaying up last nhgt, but the pictures are TOO big *shakes fist* which is iritating because i uberly suck at the shrinkage of pictures and the keeping of proportions... TT.TT maybe photobucket could work...hmm.... and i managed to do another Hitsugaya....omg, i need to draw someone OTHER than him really....but e drawing Byakuya...*laughs* man that was like me trying to draw a cat and a dog differantly....lmao *cracks ribs* really, nothing bad HAS happened to day, i mean, i've seen person A way too many times, that's about it...and it sucks, cause, either i'm looking at him (usualy the case) and he catches me, or he's looking at me (i think that's happened five times this year...) and me catching him... grr!! and i wish he'd be so blatant with his GF it was blinding cause he never even STANDS with her TT.TT but it must seem like i was stalking him today, i seriously wasn't, i don't stalk, i've been stalked and it's horrible...and, i ...*bloonde moment of the year coming up* had got to school with jess today, and i realised i'd forgotten my folder. yes, he sacred folder that i'm NEVER without, so, i got to the common room, dumped my bag and power walked home and grabbed my folder (that should take me 20 mins there and back, but i anaged it in 6...*thinks* i really defy the rule of time..at times...*confuses self* so yes, back to what i was aying, i got up to the common room just as A was walking through the door i had to go through, and he looked at me but didn't hold the door for me (no gloating either of you emmah, laura, you got that??) yeah, he holds it for them but not me *shakes fist* and i was thinking, this sucks, i'm gonna pick my things up and he's gonna be wakling the same way as me isn't he?? suprise suprise, he was right infront of me all he way down the stairs and i couldn't jumop down hem like i normaly do cause he decided hje was gonna do that *shakes fist* so i had to run down them adn jump the botoms..and twisted my ankle *ow* and this was because i was late, i wasn't even enjotying the fact that he was jumping down the stairs infront of me. and he caught me looking so many times today it's unbeleivable, and i caught him looking at me once *does a jig* even thouhg he has a GF *stops jigging* and he saw my crappy artwork wich i shall be putting up later...oh gos, we go to the toilet (me, emmah and laura and chrissie that is, not me and A) and come back and he's sat with his trousers revealing his undercrackers *suffers laughing fit and gets laughed at by laura* back to track, he didn't move so i went and sat down whilst glaring at my drawing of hitsugaya for embarrasing me in such a way, then emmah hit me with her bag as she clambered past me to sit down...so agian, more embarsment...i mnight just become a loner and sit in the nerds corner...i might have some dignity left when i leave that way..that said, it would be an uncalcuable amount of bordnosity for a year and half..nah, i'll have the embarasment and fun i think.... that's actualy all i have to sasy for today i think.. it's been univentful, and i manged to not have a rant..well i did, but not the one that would be so censored it would be unreadable...um...ueah, boring post of randomosity but free of two mooses who stole my bad and made me have a right schitzoid moment and hurt my wrists whilst slamming doors opena dn punching walls.... so... *puts on jamaican accent* mastication for the nation! i'll see ya all later! *walks off stage and out the backdoor* oi laurah!! go commment yesturday's post biatch!!!! modit: ooh, the hair...it took five mins to get all that junk out of it...i put shampopo on it, scrubbed like mad, shoved my head under water *has a very deep bath* and scrubbed under water, then repeated it agian....and it's all silky today ^.^ and no, i don't mess with tarot cards..it's kinda like messing with ouija boards..oh..i've done that as well...man, never agian *shudders* maybe that's how we got a poltergeist around the house then *scratches chin in a thoughtful fashion* magnus-tarot cards work by... you get the deck of 72 cards and yuo sit shuffling them...best to have classical or no music...and yuo think purely on what you want to know about...say boys, the person you fancy, life in general...that type of thing, and you also kinda have to shuffle thme on the floor oherwise it dosn't work propley...it's best to do it for a minute minmum, longer if you can, adn hten you split the deck into four piles (you don't look at anycards yes) and you pull the top one off the first pile and put it at the top of a matt..or something, or just as `what's at hand` and then you go to the second pile and take the top card off and that's `past influences`...you do the same for the next to which are `ponder thid` then `what to do` and if any cards ARE reversed, you leave them revered....then you just get a tarot reading book and that tells you what he cards mean... they're are other lays and stuff, but that's the basic one that works for pretty much anything. any help or jsut boring crap? O.o anyway, yes, i'll leave modit one at that i think XD ja ne! modit take 2 yup, here i am busy modyfiying again...and a video to spite laura as it's singular not plural *evil grin* um yes..well, we had a right spaz off going the with the, moi, digi cam..again, man that things ace...run out of batteries AGAIN though *shakes fist* yeah, somehow, i look like some wierd lemon tangoed demon in one of htem, laura (Betteh.) has sprouted a new ear (moi fingers) which somewhow, she DIDN'T notice, and other such randomosity more boringosity about person A...i just give up getting over hm, it's just notgonna happen is it?? grr and he cuaght me enjoying the view more than once in one lesson *shakes fist* right, i'm officialy finished no i'm not. kiki tink!!!! ok, you've alredy been....me, emmah and laura are gonna do the race for life for you!!! *hugs* it's the most we can do really, so kinda sorry, and good luck and *hugs* ^.^ right, NOW i'm finished with the modificationosity and i shall spamify everyone elses sights *evil laugh*

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