mood-dark, tierd, HUNGRY as hell and a bit pissed....
song-Perdido Sin Ti
(quickly explains title) it's a song on emmah's iPod...a rahter awesome tune
well..today's been..reasonably ok...
i mean, i woke up feeling half as bad as yesturday and improved through today SO i now feel hugry (always a good sign wih me) though i have one head splitting head ache going on now...probably the amouth of hair clips holding stray bits of hair down...*sighs*
ok yeah, i bohtered wiht my appearance today...i woke up at 6 am...with no chance of getting any more sleep so i got up..did the usualy flouder around and freeze to death before putting something more suitable than my pyJs on..hten i stil had two hoiurs before even considering leaving for school so i read harry potter some more...hten i ate a yoghurt...hten i read more harry potter..then i ran out of time passing ideas and did make up and hair...and then read even more harry potter....*raises eyebrows* that's the most i'v ever read in one morning!!
gods emnma jsut had a rihgt bitch at me and now my head hurts even more....*shkes fist at emmah*
and now another two of my mates are down here having spazes but they're talking REALLY LOUDLY anbd my head is gonna explode...deep voce + headaches = severe head pain....
ok, enough of that i completely lost my train of though to which i had a whole lot of typnig to type for..now it's gone and vanished in apuff of pearly black smoke *cries*
so, i'll no doubt modify this post later wit it a ll exploding and causing my ears to smkoe wiht frustration...
*back twinges* grr my back is killing me on top of my head now..oww the pain is absolute TT.TT
ooh, thankyou to Hoaryu for suggesting soup to me last night!! it stayed down in my system quite peacfully last night and i feel better this morning!!!
so yeah, thankyou for that!! *hugs Hoaryu*
another good thing, i havn't seen person A all day...but i feel depressed about that now. gees does this world have any logic???
i would htink up uestions to put here..but i really can't...so i won't.
hmm...really, i think that's all i have to say atm...
plus i need to ind food SOMEWHERE in this absolute sh*t hoel..yeah, i'll modify this space later when my head's not gonna rocket away.
modit 1
well...something to cheer me up-i was walking out of school with emmah...we were both feeling shit...it had been a long day and we ended up deprived of choclate TT.TT
well, i was walking and just as we went passed these chavs (more on them later, and if you're a chav, i don't intend this insult at you...it's only englsih chavs i have a problem with...) and they were giving me evils as they usualy do, and i ignored them as i usaly doo and i was just looking a long the road and i could see at first (sun was in my eye) an old classic car coming down the road towards us, hen it pulled over to park and i wa slike `emmah, i stha tmy dad coming to pick me up in the rolls royce?` (Rolls Royce Silver Shaodw Mk1 if anyone's interested) and she was `yeah i think it is *squint squint*`
so i asked dad if he could give emmah a lift back to her nan's and he said yes and i couldn't help but smile again...i love that car, she's so beautiful and happyfying!! xD
and another thnig to cheerify me was going into the coop with my mum a bit later. said chavs were sat here...an i had to control my self not to laugh...does anyone else hate models theses days ith pouts, skin coloured lips and no smile?? well, this one chav who spent a lot of time tryna bush me only for me to spin round uber wuick one time, grab her wrist and shove her in instead (muahahahaha, they never tried after that) was doing the whole model look..a part from the fact she's fat and ugley..and...yewah, i wlaked into coop and grabbed a magazine to distract myself and save me from a duffing up from mum lmao.
oh yeah, and driving home, there's this even fatter chav (this is why they arn't popular..well, one of the rasons anyway) and i said to my mum `that's AN there` and she replied `you mean the big fat one??` lol that just made my day cause she never insults someone!!
and i got my ring back *does a jig* lol...it was stressing me slightlty cause i wear the wring all the time and i havn't worn it for a week now cause hte pearl ahd come off so it's been at the jewlers for awhile, but it's back on my finger now so all's good!!
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Quedate cada noche
Y suename en la luna
Amame por las calles
Perdidas de mi vida
Besame poco a poco
No sea que me muera
Vive con esto loco
Perdido que te quire
Si me hace falta tu presencia
Yo me pierdo buscandote
Cierro mi vida, cierro para mi
El libro blanco de mi vida
El libro blanco de mi vida
Perdido sin ti
No me dejes solo Sin ti
Quedate en mi casa I love you
Sin ti me falta todo I need you
Sin ti no queda nada
Estoi perdido No me dejes solo
Sin ti Quedate en mi casa
No te vayas Sin ti me falta todo
Esperate Sin ti no queda nada
Amor Quedate Amor
Quedate Toda la vida
Quedate Perdido sin ti
Guardate en mi memoria
Y escondete en mis brazos
Metete por los poros
Abiertos de mi herida
Mirame desde cerca
Y matame si quieres
Pero no me abandones
Al viento de mi vida
Si me falta tu presencia
Yo me pierdo buscandote
Cierro mi vida, cierro para mi
El libro blanco de mi vida
El libro blanco de mi vida
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and the videos:
well i'll love you and leave you for now XD ja ne!! xx
