mood-cold and crushed
song-unwilling to leave, unable to stay
ok...first off-the subject line is from whisper by evanescence.
secondly, i'm crushed because i'm wearing tights nd they are pushing in against my tummy and it hurts.
thirdly-I DON'T FEEL ILL!!
oh and fourthly, me and emmah were in the toilets (we spend one heck of a lot of time there!) and i was commetning about my skirt riding up partialy on the way to school this morning and how a lorry was eyeing me up..only i meant the driver, cause lorries don't have eyes!! but we came out with it exactly the same time XD
then again, by thirdly, it is the third week soo....lets see what happens next week then.....haha
ok.
i had a really WIERD dream last night!! basicaly, i was at school and then me pip and some other random person who i never knew went to cornwall and we were all sleeping in a kingsize bed for whatever reason and then it was raining outside so we all went out (WTF?) and a load of guys who i never knew either came and slep in the bed so we all slept outside. in the rain.
then i was back at school and dad came and picked me up with my mum and brother and said wewere going to cornwall on the train and it would take four hours, just long enough to have a picnic (cornwall is 220 miles away from where i live/school btw!) so we went and we went to the seee and a place called Durgen (there's a garden called Glen Durgan, so it is an actual place) and we had a picnic, then he (dad) said `we're going to spain tomorw so you'll have to go to school for your first two lessons (monday-no lessons for one and two)(and it's monday today) and we went back and i went to school the next day and it was like the airpot lounges with all the shops and stuff, only with everyone from 6th form there!
so iwalked along and all the shops were closing and gareth (crazy pink haired guy) said i'd have to be really quick if i wanted to shop as school was about to start and then i got to the end and there was a casino there, yes a casino even though only the upper 6th are old enough to gamble and it was closing so another two of my freinds ducked under the closing door and then i woke up...and realised that i wasn't going to spain today TT.TT
so yes, random start to the morning and i ended up being late to school because of it.
thankfully i'm not a loner today thouhg cause originaly, emmah wasn't gonna come in today and laura's not here BUT i saw emmah so i know she's here. that and also the fact that she's sat typing uberly quickly next to moi!
questions:
1) what lessons/courses do you do in school/college/whatever your'e in...or if you're in a job, what job do you do..or both?
2)do you have frogs legs?
if you do, hop away..ok that was a cruddy question, my imagination is failing me...
3) do you drive? if you do, what car do you have? if you don't, what car do you want?
haha, well thayt's all for now and yes, knowing me something will happen with person A of the embarasing kind and i'll modify my post about it. but it's only first period so nothing has happned today.
also, why the hell isn't bleach up yet??
always running,
never stopping,
just like the wind,
never caring.
hehe, obviously i'm in a lack of caring mood!
like i said yesturday-
I DO NOT HAVE AN ALEX FETISH YOU MOOSE!!! (aka, emmah)
this light i see,
is never an abolsution.
i must be dreaming,
theses thoughts i have-
cannot exist here and now.
let go of me and let me go,
to my own world-
where at last i could live and be free.
never to dream of us again-
or ever your smile at some other girl.
oh how you haunt me-
every night i dream of you;
everday i see you;
when all i want is freedom...
clarity in this endless tunnel.
rain falls on an uptunred palm
shaking and creaking;
the floor moves beneath me-
could i ever find what i want...
if ever you wern't there?
well i'm happy!! i just changed the music on emmah's ipod and stole and ear phone so now i have titanic music. i lobe that film!!
haha, i just remeber a dream i had.
ear snogging!!!
yes it was with alex.
and it felt good.
haha, if by some wierd reason we end up going out, i shall have to suggest it!!
anyone read the georgia nicolson books? what number's nip libbling (lip nibbling for most peoples) on the snog scale??
haha, well, i shall go daydream now..mmm....sabai!
oh oh, that word is said sa~bye if anyone wants to learn Thai.
also, Krap is hello in the masculine ways. there you go, there's a way to swear at teachers but not get told off!!!
ko kun krap!! i thinks that's cheers..but i can't remeber...haha
and i did chinese work last night. my god that is a first all year!!
ooh ooh, now i'm listening to Rose. the peice from titanic. not the flower. or a person called rose...haha i make myself laugh. lord knows why i'm laughing...
ja ne!
still no bleach episode. gayish. TT.TT
