mood-
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
song-
forgotten-avril lavigne
to be honest, i forgot how much i like avril's music...though that song's really not my mood, it's a just a song i like listenineing to...
um, i'll explain my laughter: watch this: it's (a) insain and (b) BLOODY AWESOME!
i found that video so unintentional on an unintentioanly found bebo page..well actualy it was a case of commenting a mate, seeing a picture of kurosaki isshin and attacking the poor guy who's sight it was...oh well...
OMG!! out fo curiosuity, i checked to see if i had a wallaper up..as you know, nohtnig's been uploading for fuck knows how long.. (ok i need to hill the languege...) and...IT'S UP!! (oo-er!) I HAVE ANOTHER WALLAPER UP!!! *dances around like a loon*
go give it love and commetns plEEEEEEEEEEASE?!!
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um..that asie..i need to put a comment about what's going on...and..
my moods not really much better..ok i am not wanting to KILL anyone write now..so i suppose..more relaxed...
i talked to my bro about soem stuff...well, not really..bu i talked to him...and it was jsut cool as it's the first time i've actualy seen him this week...
thanks for all your comments the other day, i really appreciate that!!
am i seriously so harsh on myself?? i've never relaly notcied..it's just...i've always been like that!
omg it's so hard to hold two myspace convos, two bebo convos, write a post, have mum faffing about ANd try and find someone ovr he internet called sam....*sighs* and i have writtne one paragarah an now have to faff again. shut up. shut up emmah! shut up andy! please for five minutes!! *whines to self*
ok, tell them i'll be right back..that always work...uh..forgot where i was up to now. bollocks.
okok, me and emmah are alright...that's the main.
and i'm talking to matt.
gods that was bad, i had an email from him. bsically, he was apologising tome for all hte insults he's said and hte hurt he's done, and how we should jsut not be matec cause he dosn't wanna keep hurting me and how he regrettetd not dancing with me at the prom. i wanted to cry. i really hate crying, but i sat there wishing my mum would go faf somewhere else so i could cry.
ok..i also cracked the other day and nearly yelled at mum.
1) she is ALWAYS down here when i'm on the internet. so i cna't do anything cause she disaproves of it all. great, i'm a crap daughter cause i use theses sights.
2) she always wnats t know what i'm talking about so i cna't rite posts or talk to mates about personal stuff cause i'll end up in more trouble.
3) i am not kdding when i say all hte time. am i emmah?
ok...so apart from that and hte throwing things around the room in sheer pissed offness...
friday wasn't bad. i got to hang iht some older mates who i havn't spoken to in lord knows how long. it was awesome, but i do feel guilty cause i ended up spendig to lessons (frees) with them and abandoning emmah and laura *sighs* it really wasn't intentional, none of us realsied the time until AFTER hte end of school bell had gone. but it really was awesome...haha, so much nostalgia and craziness!
hmm....so really, not much has happened..oh and i finished my designing for textiles..jsut the testing, evalutaing, two gant charts, costings, care labelling, working diagram and everyhing else to do..though, it's not really that much..i hope...
well, i shall love you nad leave you now ^^ *hugs* and thanks again for all the comments, it really does mean a lot to me!!! ¢¡§ú
oh and i ama ctualy getting a tan. my skin is not deathly white. for once. somehow. wonder how long it'l last...
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i'll sush talking like a goldfish on marscepone pills
why did i say friggin sweet cheese tablets??
