Wednesday, April 25, 2007

sleeping for an hour in the rain ^^

mood-...bugger and double merde song-eternal-evanescence hahaha! this song has the rian in it!! well..at the end..so..you have to listen to soe wierd insturmental stuff...whihc is kinda growing on me the more i here it...ok so maybe cause it has the rain and thunder in it... omg...so many people love the rain!! lol, i went out in it last night..about 8ish..cause, it was this light drizzle and the temp. was 16 degrees...and i was just sat for an age..then i lay on my back...then it got heavier and we have a pond with constant water pouring into it and i was lying next to what smells like gardenia and also looks like it but according to mutti, is an orange blossom...and i just felt myself relaxing completley for the first time in lord knows how long..then i knida opened my eyes and realised i'd been asleep for an hour. in the rain. and i felt so awesome!! haha ok..so that's.. the chear of last night... chinise was as crazy as ever. and...in talking to emmah on msn (whence the computer finaly started working) i kinda remeber a bad point... ok, so by now, i think everyone knows what kibnda predicament i'm in wiht alex. he has a girlfreind. who he is definatly going out with....and then...everyone's like...you're not getting over him are you?? *me* no... and then saying, well, you'll get over him when he leaves. right. there's the problem. i remember a guy i facied majorly bad back in year 9 and, i knew him htrough cadets..then he left..completley, never saw him again...and it took me 3 years to get completley over him...uh...bascialy...wha ti feel for alex is like...le grown up version of what i had for the other dude. shit. that means..i'm gonna be out of enlgand and hopefully in the caribbean before i get over him TT.TT *sighs* thanks again for all your comments!! it really does mean alot to me *hugs* ok, the final deadline for textiles is friday. that meaning by friday, all of my textiles should be done. it f*ck*ng won't be. there's no way. i've bleedin left it too long and i'm gonna need a miracle to friggni do it. or jsut OD on caffeine thursday night and do an all nighter... so hopefully by saturday, i'll only be doing art..whiuhc isn't really hard..and i can go back to a normal routine!! my ogd i have some random song on iTunes now...ding ding dong? chicken dance? i'm too sexy for my shirt? WHY do i have all this insanity there??!!! haha oh well *sings* ooooooooh, you touched my tralelang, mmmmm, my ding ding dong.` uh yeah..that's how that song goes.... final thing: my wallpapers and e-cards STILL ar enot oing up. and adam has not got back to me eithr. so where the blooy hell do i complain??? emmah, i reminiscance would be good now.. ok sabai sabai ¢¨ú haha, i frogot to say. i hate this computer. i had to restart it so many times to get it working and i got stressed (would love to know where le anger is coming from) and i ended up screwing my art exam question paper up and sitting throwing it at the computer repeatedly. i feel so bad again...yet i'm all smiles. wtf is going on? and i bruised my hip turning hte computer off and punched the desk so now my wrist is smarting. *wah* a random video for me to watch tomorw. no idea what is. i got the link and now i ahve to go.

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