mood-GENERAL HORN!!!
song-i'm not in love-enriquen inglesias
hahahaha*laughing fit* i'm not in love. what a song. not.
ok, yes, i only have my testing and evluation to do. and two gant charts and manufacturing spec which should take five mins. so technicaly, i only have 46 minutes left of textiles. change this into self distraction and boredom-2 hous and 37.6 minutes left...haha
well, i shan't stay long...as i have coursework to do, and i really am getting on to sheer desperados to finito this now!!
so, owing to my ambling posts (here we go with the self distraction...) i will re-explain my gibbershi from thursday (yes, i did mean gibbershi just now) i went to see a play at no.8 which is in the town i live and that was awesome as some of my mates were performing. and, before i had got into the venue, there were two blokes walking towards us. matt, and this guy (jake) who looks like alex and i just kept staring and thinking `that's never alex..it can't be..he looks different...` then we got nearer..and it kinda wasn't alex..but "alex aka jake" had seen me staring the whole time *oops* and then, when me and fleur had sat down, a couple of mins later, the two seats behind us were filled, and who should it be?? jake and matt and i looked, and he looked, and i looked back some more, and he looked back some more (jake, not matt) then i looked at matt to prevent a laughing fit!
and every interval this happened. however, my observation is goods (so's his *blushes*) as every time we took our seats again, him and matt swapped seats to annoy fleur (uh, we do all know each other btw, we wern't just randomly being twits together..ok i was..since that was my first time seeing jake) and i saw them doing their chair dancing, laughed at feur and always ended up looking back at jake looknig back at me..hmm...yes well, on the third (and last) interval, he sat down and i unintentionlintentioanlyaccidientlyonpurposetypeofthing looked at his crotch..and he kinda noticed me looking at his crotch, so i looked at him, then gave him my flirty smile i didn't even know i had..then i didn't see him agian cause it was le end of the night. *sighs* and i'm not gonna see him agian!! TT.TT
and now moving onto friday.
le party.
oh the embarasment!
jake wasn't there sadly. cause i had a plan to "get pissed" and have a full license to come onto him and possably kiss him and still have my morning after dignity there if he..you know...you get it....cause..yeah.
but, it was just hilarious! me and laura got a bit battered...i din't intentionaly do it as i was never planning on, but i got bored being indoors and had to down a double Jack Daniels cause we couldn't take drinks out i don't think. it went straight to my head. as did another thinng..haha
then there was the pole danicng...what a hoot! i can actualy do it, just, not when i run and launch my self at a pole after downing JD...and i don't actaly do it as a habit..jsut, htere was none around (for the most part) and SOO MANY POLES THERE!! i kinda have a really bruised and painfull knee now!! but it was amusing cause at that point, alex, who i have the horn for, came walking past just as i was swinging round the pole...in a not normal swingroundthepole kinda way..and his face. bloody hell it was pricelss!! it was an `OMG WHAT IS THAT MAD WOMAN DOING NOW?!` face..which i'm sure you can all imagine...
then emmah was acting more pissed than me and laura put together cause she was LITERALY rolling around the floor with laughter!!! and i'm not kidding there! ok, i wa sjsut as bad, i kept lying down for one reason or another..andfaling voer. htnak god NO ONE had a camera on me that night!! (oo-er...)
hmm..so saturday came-and i was hungover accroding to my brother which is apparently why i didn't notcie my phone go off five times...oops. but i was stuck in a dream!! and it was horrible cause i woke up, turned my music on (i was wake here) and then i went back to bed, and must have fallen asleep, but i could here my music still, and then, laura rang me (this is where i was dreaming) and i answered the phone, but i couldn't speak to her! i couldn't say anything at all, so i just held the phone to my mouth and just screamed and screamed and nohting came out, so i hung up and was about to text her saying that i couldn't speak when she rang again, and i answered, and said `i was about to text you..` but still no words came out, just scilence, and she was saying `why did you answer and not speak?` and i still coudn't speak, i just sat there crying.` then that was it-my mum came i and shouted at me for being asleep!
that's it really...i mean today. i've been doing courswerok all the time. yay. not.
on a plus side..i might finaly be getting over alex. i really hope i am. however-would it be better to fancy someone wih a GF and who i'm never gonna see again after 2 weeks?
or fancy someone i don't know and won't ever see agian?
*sighs* ok, that distracted me for more thna an hour. bollocks. see ya all!! *hugs* |
