mood-hacked off...VERY hacked off *glowers in general direction of common room...
song-cold heritage-lacuna coil
*gets rant out of system first*
ok..i am really anonyed now-i've jsut left pershore 6ht now...that's not why i am annoyed...i had one lesson left cause..i'm not in textiles now, and emmah and laura had a lesson..htat's fine...but i decided to go into the common room..as you know, i should be allowed there. well, it started off fine, got a really comfy sofa to lie on, ellie (ellouise) was there and it was all FINE. then she left and i was left with the three, stuck-up, twatish knobs (paul, head boy wannabe, verity) and they jsut wouldn't shut up. evry second-
`why are you here? didn't you leave?`
`why are you here? couldn't you walk home?` `don't you live in pershore?`
`didn't you leave yesturday?`
`are you gonna get a job?`
`they won't employ you`
`why don't you just go home rather than stay here?`
i mean IS THERE ANY NEED FOR THAT?
so i then decided `fuck this, i'm going home` well...i dind't think it...i just said it...and then, i didn't go home as (a) i'm hree in hte library typing this.... and (b) i'm still meeting emmah and laura at the end of the day...
so, i sat undre the common room..cause like, there's an overhang type thing..and i was at htere PEACEFULLY and then katy (one of the tw*ts' freinds) came out and walked past and she must have texted hem or somehting cause two minutes later i hear headboy wannabe's voice saying `i thought you were going home? why are you still here?` and hten he htrew smarties down at me...*rolls eyes* oh scared THAT made me feel *nods sarcasticaly* and hten paul said `shall we go down here?` so i moved under the stairs and sat htere for a few mins like a little emo wondering what to do with the next boring half an hour of my life and i decided to come here...
ok, now the rants over...i completley forgot everythnig else i was gonna say that was none rantish...
oh...the subject line...*puts lyrics in*
Don't tell me why
I'm so near to commit a crime
When I stay alone here in front of you
(I'm here)
Illusion falls when you're not honest about the way I feel
I know I need only your voice
Saving all my words only for you
Forgive me
Saving all my words only for you
I don't know why
There's a limit to defy
With the vision of the future at my feet
(I'm here)
The night embrace me while
This picture simply blows me away
I feel I'll need only your voice
And I'm lonely here inside of me
Deep inside of me
Believe in the light in me
And I'm lonely here inside of me
Deep inside of me
Reveal the light in me
Saving all my words only for you
Forgive me
And I'm lonely here inside of me
Deep inside of me
Believe in the light in me
And I'm lonely here inside of me
Deep inside of me
I've never
Never felt myself this way before
I don't want to leave you with my fears
If you'll disappear
Believe in the light in me
Saving all my words only for you
Forgive me
Falling on knees only for you
Forgive me
hmm...well...i completey forgot about htis song..all year practically, and i was in he mood for writting more on my story and i was like `i need lacuna coil` as that was what initialy started that story off...SOO, i put Unleashed Memories in (haha, bet you can guess what's coming up just by the name of the album?) and, i wa slisening and thne i got to this song and i remebered associating this song with alex WAY BACK IN SEPTEMBER becuase of the lyrics...especially the bit in the subject line..and even laura sees that and she normaly gets confused...*laughs at her*
so instead of getting ANY sotry done, i ended up going on a reminiscant trip...all night...and all of today...eh..story grooves coming back on though =D
so, hopefully my stingey dad allows me more than an hour on the net and i can get to everyone's sights proprely tonight!!
kaisap112:
you may join us in hte man beeting ^^
and really sorry about not commenting you properly last night, my computer was being spazzy!! *hugs*
ani mae:
haha, well i'm a bit skimpy at hte mo so i can't apyy too much!! but you may join in ^^
and i'm sure you beautiful!! hugs*
angel zakuro:
yes, he is indeedy a jerk...and he has a picture of an ape kissing a human...not that changes much..but still *glowers at metaphorical him*
emmah:
i'm gonna tag you now, just to be annoying... *evil laugh*
toodles for now!! *hugs everyone* ja matte ne!! xxx |
