Sunday, July 1, 2007

all of my hate cannot be found,
i will not be bound

mood-anoyed with imeem song-thoughtless-evanescence riiiiiiiiiight, if imeem EVER works, i will put thoughtless up as it is a vair vair beautiful song! lmao....yeah, originaly i just had the imeem acount and put music up...thought i'd jazz it up since i had nothnig better to do. DEAR LORD I WISH I NEVER BOHTERED!! it's taken me ALL morning to work the damned sight out...and then on top of that i've been atempting to work the veoh player so i can downlaod bleach and watch it. pah! like that work!! had to resart my computer 3 times for the sake of it. and it still dons't work. *grumps* ok..imeem really IS taking it's time...grrr... so...um...yesturday...was ok i guess..i mean how ok can a day be when it is absolutley raining like there's no tomorow? like it has been for he last month i swear...it dosn't bother me too much though..cause i love the rain..there's just not a lot you can do!! haha, well..met up with tom..the other half lol and i ended up getting sokaing wet in the tube (a green tube donw on the kids park) and i was in it because i dind't want to get tickled...lmao and it was rather wet inside -.- anyhoo, it started raining on us after lunch so we moved to the skatepark and sat under the ramp lmao and i can say that the long standing injoke of me being a vampire is now confirmed ^^ rofl urh...ooooooooooooh, my brother was being sociable ith me last night and gave me half (he's a stingy like that) a shot of vodka sour apple...hmm...wasn't really listenig to what is in it, cuase normaly, i'm not fussed with vodka. but GEES THAT STUFF WAS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!! lmao i might get some more later..if i'm lucky tehe moving on....i am COLD!! lmao and i have no idea what numbers came up on the thunderball...grr and google's being a spazzy and not hepling!! oh i havn'tone anything...didn't get any numbers up!! haha oh well..next week then lmso oh...one song uploaded and half left to go on the other and i cna give you all music!! and i really am tryna think up what tp write lmao...without laughing too much!! haha...um... fooooood!! lol, i'm finaly getting my apetite back!! i'm back on three meals a day (which han't happened since first school) so it's all good!! i think i'm finaly on amedication that works..more to the point, i havn't NEEDED it today yet!! wooo!! hope it stays like it!!! oh and i have noticed it is july. thnakgod. so sick and tierd of saying `it's still june` never know 30 days take so long to pass!!! haha..so it is now...45 days till i find out what the hell IS wrong with me. urgh imeem going slow still...i cannae think of anythin gto say soooooo i shall...leave this post stanind until it finishes..and...i am dsad and going to time it form now....14:03 ok it must just be my impatianess..it's all uploaded in the time it took me to do he post..lord knows WHEN i started..but that and then an extra seven minutes!! lmao haha, well ja ne!! xx modit ok...duno what's happend, but i feel really down right now..i dunno...tlaking to one of my mates on msn and i just feel so...degraded now. all i was ever good at was strenght and stff..and he's done nothing but insult it recently..and i jsut fell...shit now can't wash it all away, can't hope it all away, can't scream it all away, it just won't fade away

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