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myOtaku.com: silver star rose


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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mood-annoyed in love
song-kiss-korn

ok, spoke to hte consultant yesturday...about the infirtility possabiltiy problem..i have benign apathetic condition. yes i know what that means... -.^ but anyhoo, my condition has got worse...that would be about the only thing i understood...and that i have to have keyhole surgery a) to see if i do have endometreosis and b) if it is there, they will vaporise it if it is small enough..or i get put on medication... oh and they're gonna do a scan to see if there is anything else...so, 14th november is the enxt big date for atm...

ok, one thing out the way..
results day tomorow...and it's stupid. i have stopped CARINg about my results..i'm jsut...scared now..because i may see alex..and it will be 1) 2 months since i last saw him and 2) it will be the last time i ever see him...and i don't know what i want to want...to see him again? to not see him again? to speka to him? i'm so confused. my hands are glittery. how did htat happen? oh well. i can't beleive i won't ever see him again and i have fallen so far in love with him. found a picture (or several) on a mates bebo..and my heart just flew out the window. aaaaaaargh

why have i fallen so in love with him? i can't belevie it. it's stupid. i've never even spoken to him and he has a girlfreind. I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW...ok..i'm not being emo...emmah you emo understander...explain my mood to me. now. oh damn you've jsut gone. bugger.
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