Monday, September 10, 2007

   lithium-don't wanna forget how it feels without lithium, i wanna stay in love with my sorrow, oh but god i wanna let it go

mood-plastics alert song-lithium-evanescnce woah. i'd so love to know just what was going on with all the punctuation in my last post. sorry about that!!! rich called me a coonut...no he went `oi coconut` to me and i repsonded, spoke to him and hten went `you jsut called me coconut. why hte HELL did i respind to that?` that was at work lmao emmah: hahaha, do you want a laugh? that course i'm on..is divided in two. the first group are all snotty bitches and the other half are all misfits that don't associate with each other. oh how fun this year's going to be. if you can imagine him...it must mean my crap decriptions are goood.... you think? i cried at it when i woke up!! ben collier? i saw him today...i didn't know he was in evesham college. he stole my name label which i was supposed to be keeping on all day... thankfully know one notcied it's abcence... aaw *hugs* magnus lensherr: haha, roundabouts. what fun they are....i had to go round a really small one with my dad hte other day...i hate that roundabout!!! with my dreams...everything nd anything imaginable HAS happened with us...it's just that THAT one was so real it felt wierd waking up...but brian's life!!! i've had a dream we were married, forty and were due for grandchildren!!!! i'm sure you'll be able to get drviing though...it just takes time to click so go out with an instructor for severaL TIMES SO HE CAN GUIDE YOU THROUGH ON EVERYTHING and i did not mean that all to go into caps locks there sorry! i like how i'm too lazy to go back and delete something but i'll sit and happily type more...*raises eyebrows at self* angel zakuro: of course i can forgive you!!! we all go htrough it and i'm finding it really hard myself right now!!! so no worried there!! xx the actual post then... first day of college was bearable i guess... that is, the entirity of the group for both the hairdressing course AND hte beauty therapy course are all really pretty, there is only one other girl with short hair and her hair ACTUALY spikes (which mine just won't do) so she actualy looked cool...and all the girls are so so very pretty and then there's me. butch trampish girl who where's glasses. no one else wore glasses on the course! you really do have to be a pretty bitch to stand a chance on this course! what gets better still is the fact that everyone already knows each other on this course. i know no one so i havne't got a snowballs chance in hell of making freinds. i don't know why, but i seem to have lost my ability to open up to new people. especialy when they're snotty chavs. still lvoe alex. i'll say no more on that front. um...i really could rant aload about college. but i canane be assed. and i don't think you'd be bothered reading it. the major pitfall to college is.... I CAN'T USE MYO THERE!!! WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO USE THE INTERNET FOR ANYTHING OTHER THAN COURSEWORK!!!! so there is nothing to keep me insnae htis year...no myO, no emmah and laura with their embarasment...nothing. i can't even speak to steph who's in EC with me 'cause our breaks don't match up! urm..i may leave this here as i have a cracking headache and dad's mooning around ever. fear not my frein-unlimitted internet acces at home coming up tomorow night so i'll be able to comment you all again then!! woo hoo!!! ja ne oh...there is an interseting guy at college. he hs longish blonde hair and looks like an alex. but i don't know anymore than that as i have no idea woh he is, what course he's doing neither do i have a chance to speak to him. and he isn't enough distraction to my crisis in hte heart department either. modit: a dream. another dream. yes that's right. in short-imagine yourself kidnapped and handcuffed to the guy you love (in my case al) in the back of a lorry going lord knows where, no food and no toilet...and needing the loo and every other complication a night mare would arouse... and then having to walk all the way up italy to venice to get to hte british embassy...still handcuffed and wanting a bath... i had that joy... it was horrible. ok more enjoyable when we got free of kidnapers...but still, i don't think handcuffs will EVER make it onto my shopping list now.

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