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Saturday, September 22, 2007

oh the joy of



mood-gutted
song-autumn's monolugue-from autumn to ashes

ok that songs gonna go as my profile song in a minute...

hmm...so as to why i am a gutted person...
the whole me like alex thing...
he has a bf.
FOR F*CK SAKE WHY DO I ALWAYS gO FOR FRIGGIN GUYS WITH BFs/GFs OR ARE TOO F*CKINg GOOD LOOKING FOR ME?

Autumn's Monologue


Oh why cant I be what you need
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
No I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down fold me in
Deep deep deep in the heart of your sins


I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't...


Here I'm in between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn
By you, visions of you then youre gone
The shock lifts the red from my face
When i hear someone's taking my place
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
When all, all that i did was for you


I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me you don't..


I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me you don't...


I break in two over you
I break in two over you, over you
I break in two
I would break in two for you
Now you see me
Now you don't
Now you need me
Now you don't


so anyway...
yeah i kind already guessed he had a BF...or a GF depending on prefercens..it's kinda obvious...there's always a pattern with guys and me.
ie they're eihter bastards
or taken

or both.

but there you go..now i am vrying like a blibbering idiot for no reason as i never even saw him OR harldy talked to him. grr. why is htere now way of deleting CBOX messages?

*goes and cries in emo corner*

oh well...just as if life couldn't GET any worse.
it did.

i lost more weight and i'm now 8stn. it's really ppeing me off cause i don't WANT to loose wait.

but then i'm not eating soi guess it would happen...

i really think i should see a councellor...
i want to cut myself again and it's not good.
oh well.
doubt many peopel would miss me
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