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autumn's monologue
*steels kaisap¡¯s idea*
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I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't...
Autumn¡¯s Monologue-From Autumn to Ashes
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Angel Zakuro: aye, Alex of the ILF variety is Bi¡¦and it is a BF he has. I¡¯ve heard that saying before, it really is a sad truth!
Talim-omg, your avatar and my head spin is making me feel like a stoned person¡¦ow owie my head hurts *looks away from screen* I¡¯m sure you don¡¯t need to loose weight! You got a BMI calculator thingy? That¡¯ll tell you if you need to. I hate underweightness-so don¡¯t you go doing that on meh!
Kasiap: I want to put weight on desperately!! I HATE lOOSING WEIGHT AND THAT IS TRUE!!! I can¡¯t get rid of my razor either...having you know¡¦I¡¯d never cut myself with a razor though, so don¡¯t worry about that one!
Magnus: I¡¯d miss you! C¡¯mon, when you left myO for a time I missed you!! You shouldn¡¯t cut. I shouldn¡¯t either¡¦but stop!! Stop with me!! I¡¯m 8stn now and that is kinda nearly majorly anorexic for me. 6stn and I will be scared! I didn¡¯t mean to fall for Alex...it just kinda happened¡¦but I am back on Alex of the Clifton variety now -.-¡®
ILF: to be honest-I have NO idea why Emmah was on about dumplings either¡¦ I didn¡¯t particularly want to fall for you either. It¡¯s a strange story that one. But oh well. I¡¯m ok now. Even though you won¡¯t read this. Good to know I¡¯m still your bit on the side though ^^
Emmah: we discussed your comment on msn lmao. But still. WHY THE DUMPLINGS?
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Urm...I can't remember where I was going with this post now.
Thank you Emmah, for that raping my msn and facebook...um...*thinks*
Ok, apologies. Sorry I messed up with the whole commenting thing. I know I commented some people, but I can't remember much form yesterday. Everything was just such a mess in my mind. So I will try and get to you all tonight. If the timelines ever sort out before I got to work...
Urm¡¦ I forgot what comes next again haha
So¡¦yes¡¦now I remember and I am talking rubbish again. In my defence, I have a hughish head spin!! Lol
I know yesterday¡¦wasn¡¯t a good day. I feel a bit better.
Haha, my nearly over alexness didn¡¯t last. I still love him. Lots. And I mean the one of the Clifton variety. Not the ILF variety.
But yes. I am ok on that front.
Ok bout the cutting...urm¡¦*shifty looks to the side* my arm hurts T.T
And it¡¯s not good with the uniform for college. Oh dear. *cries* I kin did flip out and loose it.
*sighs* it was gonna happen sooner or later I guess¡¦but I spoke to my gay mate...and he agrees with me. I need to speak to a councillor.
Fuck. I have never spoken to someone like this before. And I¡¯m scared¡¦
But that is the plan now¡¦
I duno why I still like Alex though...I mean, he is still with Gina and I¡¯m never gonna see him again¡¦maybe at folk night if he does go¡¦
Dude, I never knew so many people would actually miss me! But thanks anyway ^^ I¡¯ll try to keep myself non depressed thinking if I can.
Hell, I forgot to the do the questions yesterday! That¡¯s how bad a mind state I must have been! Sorry¡¦
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Roseeyes: I don¡¯t know who either of those two are sorry *sad eyes*
Queen of Sheba: yellow or purple I guess¡¦
Angel Zakuro: there are too many!! Um¡¦*thinks*
Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. - Unknown Author I just went on a mooch for it lol! It changes all the time though haha.
So¡¦I can¡¯t really think of anything to say¡¦but I shall leave with a nice AMV for you all ^^
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