Monday, September 24, 2007

fucking bus services

mood-*screeches* song-sakura biyori-bleach avatar: quote: Love is everything it's cracked up to be¡¦It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. -Erica Jong, O Magazine, February 2004 comment replies: magnus: woah, that really IS a long comment!! haha. upper arms really...i have to be careful where i do cut if i do it cause of it being seen like...i don't want parent's/lecturers seeing it...and also, it hurts more there cause i get the muscle. it is QUITE deep...but not so deep as i used to...now i do it to sober me up...if you get that?? like...on Saturday i couldn't stop crying so i hurt myself and got my control back! it's a dangerous habit for me though...if i get it back i may literally be dead meat... i have a scar on my wrist form fiver years ago when i did it on the topside and i cut straight down to my vein and very nearly got it... you do NOT pass underneath the radars! haha, I¡¯m sure if you read the res of this post, you'll see where my `getting over Alex` lead to...not very far...*laughs* i do have scars ('m not reading that comment in a logical way am i? didn't think so!) but apart from the HUGE one on my wrist, they're just silvery lines...ok, the one I just did may be quite noticeable *goes and buys foundation* i cut¡¦everywhere. stomach, thighs, under the eye, fingers, lower arm, upper arm, neck, lower legs, back, shoulders, chest...any where it'll hurt but not be seen on a daily basis (so not really much on lower arm, just so it can be passed off as a scratch from something else. it's ok, i don't mind you being interested, it's cool to be able to talk to you about it cause you do it too and i know you won¡¯t be kinda like `omg, you shouldn't do that...` or `i dislike you for doing that` etc... Emmah: you do that quite often really. actually, your comments general DO have little to do with my post. like the dumplings. and that kid that's about 14. and avocadoes. OMG DO YOU WANT A FACIAL?? I CAN USE AVACODO OIL ON YOU!! (it's in a mask...i won¡¯t go into details...i'm sure emulsifier will jsut make you think of paint really¡¦or something stupid nothing to do with creams...oo-er)(SEE NOW YOU ARE MAKING ME GO ON A TANGENT! right, and i want you to give me a DECENT (ie long) COMMENT HTAT HAS NO TANGENTS IN IT!! SEE IF YOU CAN DO THAT!!! *challenge* roseeyes: omg. HARD QUESTION!! urm. urahara is cute, renji is hot. tehe kaisao: that...image code...still isn't working...i'm sure you can see. argh help!! lol post: i lie. the song just changed to hanataro desu. which is still bleach. sort of. it's hanataro singing. as i'm sure you can imagine... wolf spiders urm. why am i screeching? well. the wolf spider i talked about AGEs ago. it has had BABIES. why? oh to annoy me. i am never going up the top of the garden when it's dark again. i nearly had that b*st*rd on ME. and it's SMALLER than the one i had. to think that other one could be bigger¡¦TO TIHNK IT COULD HAVE GIVEN BIRTH IN MY ROOM? WHAT IF IT HAS?? OMG I COULD HAVE A WHOLE FMAILLY OF FLESH EATING SPIDERS IN MY ROOM!!! oh nooooooo!! *is never sleeping in own room again* so... Arekkusu I SAW ALEX AGAIN TODAY WOOOOOO not for long. as he was driving passed me. but i saw him. and he didn¡¯t see me cause he was itching his eye ^^ i am so happy ^^ internet i am seriously gonna kill something in a minute. i don't reply. people keep bugging me on msn (Emmah, that is NOT you) so i have Blackpool illuminations down here. and msn is crashing everything. hence why i am ignoring most people. but oh no. you give them and answer like `today` and the have to ask everything don't they? urgh. so annoying. but yes, my internet connection is shit. *copies this into word so it can¡¯t be lost* oh no i can¡¯t do that, WORD crashes my computer! *copies it into spare tab* first buses of England never EVER use them. if you come to this country. steer away from first bus travel. it is a cr*p service. AND. the bus drivers are abusive! i seriously could have hit the one today. you know? my mate has a kid in a pram. and you know, there was no sign saying `you must collapse your pram before coming on here` i didn¡¯t know that. she didn't know that. and the bus driver was SO rude! she was all snotty, didn¡¯t help, and jem just threw her bus ticket at the lady cause you know, she had a pram in one hand, kid in another, she couldn't exactly HAND it over. well then the lady got all arsy and called jem a `stupid idiot` there was NO FUCKING REASON FOR THAT AT ALL. i seriously could have hit her for that. oh, and this morning, there was a problem with the bus in broad street. fair enough. they sent another one. this other one, DIDN'T FUCKING STOP AFTER BORAD STREET FOR ME AND ANOTHER MATE FROM COLLEGE. so thankfully, we could both get lifts in, but ya know, someone in uniform with a kit. oh could they possibly going to college? would it be considerate to stop and give them a lift since they waited an hour in the freezing cold? NO. go STRAIGHT PASSED THEM. and with jem, the said `oh, you've only just got here, you can wait a bit longer before getting on the bus as these people have been waiting an hour` then they said she couldn't get on the bus cause she had too much stuff even though there were plenty of empty seats! so she had to catch the 550 which dropped her off MILES away from the college. in one day, is there really any need for that? *files complaint* on a more cheery note... college had my first practical lesson today¡¦waxed Liz¡¯s legs...haha, it really isn¡¯t easy, but i can do it now! and...i think her legs are ok. all i know is she is going to get me back on my tur. oh dear. house and, owing to a discussion at tesocs with one of the peopel i served, i am going to arrange getting me a house in two years time ^^ yay! work and also, i managed to sort out my shift. thanks to the lovely Owen ^^ haha, i worried him though cause i said `oooowen, don't diaper, there's something i need to ask you` `and it's important too` `and i think i know the answer you're gonna gve me too...` and all he said was `that sounds ominous` lmso. probably sounded like i was gonna propose or something! but anyhoo, i asked him if he minded swapping my late on a Sunday for his shift which is 3-9. and he agreed, so i am on a normal time and STILL have my Sundays wooo hm. i notice how the style of my post has changed again...actually, I did this a while back and liked it. is it ok like hits? broken down into subjects? questions: 1) what songs¡¯ playing now? 2) Do you like cream (of the milk type, not the sexual type-Emmah) 3) When you¡¯re down, what do you do? 4) What animes do you watch? 5) What country do you most want to go to (please don¡¯t say England-England sucks!) 6) Ask me a question lol Ok, that was more questions than planned¡¦sorry¡¦I got on a roll there! OMG I HAVE A SCRATCH CARD TO SCRATCH!! *goes and gets it* Yay I won a pound! ^^ *will buy another one tomorrow* *from the same guy as today as he gave me a winning one since I asked ^^ It sounds strange, but I liketh it lol. But then, I am turning into a DJ Tiesto whore. I love his music so much!

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