mood-anxious
song-aerith's theme (piano version)~ Uematsu Nobuo
well, i'm missing yet another day of college *sigh* it is the medication that's messing me up. i did a simple test-didn't take it yesturday, and i had some resemblance to life going on, though that could have been me recovering from the uber overdose of andrenaline i had, but no, i took two tablets today and bl**dy nora did i feel sh*t again. so it wasn't the tattoo.
it is a bit tender yes, but it's bearable. actualy, the tattoo hurt me a lot less than me period *sigh*
i'm having it completely inked in in two weeks and a day, so, i'll put a pic of it up then when it's complete. apparently it'll take 25 mins max?? that's fine with me ^^my first one was about 15 mins, and in all honesty, i did have a good buzz off that one, so the rest of my tat' should be cool.
i'm gonna end up like renji from bleach soon with my tattoos!! haha (not).
there's two or three more tattoos i will have:
¢¾ five stars connecting the two tattoos on my back (i have a thing about FIVE stars going on, but that'll only be outline anyway)
¢¾ a jasmine flower with some arabic writing (showing my attatchment to Tunisia...)
¢¾ a house martin with a swallow tail (that's to do with my gran)
anyhoo, that last tattoo?? i thought of today, originaly it would just have been the first two.
basically, a house martin is the nearest bird to martindale i THINK. i keep thinking martindale is a bird, but it's not, apparently. and house martin's the only martin around. again, i think. the sight i was on was rubbish. i'm rambling. *shut up brain*
aanyhoooo, i'll have that bird done with possably martindale writtne/tattoo around it in rememberance to my gran.
she's not dead yet, and i am in no way tempting fate, but my mum said to me a couple of months about how she thought the begining of the end was here with my gran, and having lived with her for a week now (parents are on holiday) i really think she's right about it, we're all worried about her.
in a sence, i'm not, because me and gran ar eof the opinion there is nothing to fear in death. that and recently, she has said a lot about `i just don't want to live any longer` ...so, when she goes, i hope i get to say goodbye and it's not painful.
all though, i think she's gonna go in her sleep.
sorry, it is a bit of a depressing post today.
thanks for the comments yesturday though ^^
i also have to say, i'm drinking a completely wierd tea, it's nice tohugh..it consists of
~ liquorice
~ chamomile
~ rose
~ vanilla
~ shatavari (`she who has 100 husbands tonic` according to the box)
like i said, queer tea!
it's by Pukka, and is called `harmonise tea for women` maybe it's working on chilling me slightly. not sure, but it's nice anyway ^^
ja ne!/x
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ok, apparently a swallow is a member of the martin familly. may just have the swallow then.
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haha, has anyone else heard the spam song by monty python?? i find it amusing because emmah and i have a thing about spaming each other.
i officialy spammed her by spamming her with the spam song. *is entirely random* |
thinks the end has begun