song-
good enough-evanescence
mood-
depressed
~*side note* i just sneezed really painfully. oowie.
well, the bad news seems to keep on coming at the moment.
i siad about my gran's state yesturday...well dad camr back from takeing her home and said that someone we know down in cornwall (who happens to be the nearest i ever had to a grandfather) was in a bad state and wasn't long for this world.
that's two people, and they say death comes in threes...so...i'm left thinking who's the third on his list?
has anyone else ever been sat at home feeling so isolated??
these days i don't seem to be able to speak to anyone about who i feel...well, the only person i can speak to is sooo far away from me it's like having my heart pulled out by time *sigh*
it sucks, there's a block on everyone i speak to.
mum and dad? they have there own problems
brother? he's a bloke and still immmature
liz (freind at college)? again with her own problems
lecturer? she's too busy looking out for liz
doctors? well they got me into this state in the first place
counciler? they don't work for me
shadi? he has a girlfreind now
bobby? same.
it's a night mare.
i will attempt to get some more cheeryness going on here....honest!!
though, i'm having my tattoo finished on the 29th november... woop woop 2 weeks to go!
ja mate ne.x
links of the day:
http://media-wallpapers.theotaku.com/1024-by-768-573975-20081116130817.jpg
http://www.garforthkenpo.co.uk/download/wallpaper/1024_wallpaper_1.png
crave my heart and it's bleeding on a plate