song-say goodbye-bliss
mood-tired
Angel Zakuro- I remember you asking me about the saying death come in threes and I was going to answer but…really didn’t think about it again. It’s said because either by co-incidence or what, when you know someone who dies, generally you know two other people who’ve died not long before or after.
Vespoman-yep, I saw your comment, and added you on msn. How come they froze your account on theO though??
Emmah: ENOUGH SPAM ALREADY!!!!!!
Well, today's going to be interesting...sort of.
mum and dad have gone to the coroners now to see if Gran's body will be released or if they want to do a post mortem or not, meaning it'll be another week before we can start making funeral arrangements. *sigh*
And all the dear lady wanted was to be burnt on a bonfire!
I also have to speak to my lecturer about getting some time off. I can see me being put in the slaughter house though; as that'll put my attendance to something like....46% this term?? So I have to make up 39% AT LEAST to pass this course.
I also have to pick up said huge essay she mentioned on Monday -.-'
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I know Gran's happy where she is though, weird as it sounds. On Monday when I started smoking AGAIN (there is a £2000 reason for that though) I was in the garden and there was just one star visible to begin with (I’d asked to see the stars that evening for some reason) and then a proper break in the clouds. Then it rained on me, but you a soft rain?? It was more like that. And I love the rain.
No idea why, but that put me at peace.
Then yesterday, my two cousin's had come down to be with us, and we all decided we'd go out for a Thai lunch as none of use felt up to anything past making a cup of tea so we did that.
I tried a jasmine tea (which I’ve never seen to buy in this country) and thought `oh hey I have tea leaves at the bottom of this...` so I did some tea leaf reading.
the first thing we all saw was a lady in 1920/30s style dress with a hat on and a bag walking merrily along a wall (my Gran was born up north in a place called Wall in 1927)
When I did it again I got the same lady, but sat down as if to do a tapestry 9my Gran did tapestries)
I know that probably sounds all strange, but it’s only my brother that doesn’t really believe in all of that malarkey…
I know Gran isn’t yet through the pearly gates yet, she’ still watching over us all. In other words, making sure we do everything to her word other wise she’ll STILL knobble us with her walking stick.
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Going to Portsmouth again Friday (if I get some times off), my friend down there offered to pay for me to go see her since we’re practically sisters. As I said to dad, `we’re illegitimate sisters without bloodline` which made no sense to anyone. Mum said no and won’t let her pay her back either. I’m staying out of this otherwise it really will get no where except tears.
I suppose, since I have some free time, I should try and do some art...I have no inspiration now though! T.T’
Keep thinking of doing some more wallpapers….but again with the inspiration *sigh*
Well, I’m going to go back to sleep as I am absolutely drained right now.
Ja ne!/x
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