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Thursday, March 12, 2009


   you'll never see me again, so now who's gonna cry for you?




mood-bored...
song-cry for you-September

Sooo, how long since I posted??
And how much has changed?? XD

I’m not with George anymore; he’s a twat so to speak.
Though we are still friends…it gives me the privilege of being able to kill him if he cheats on his new girlfriend.

And for the irony??
I found someone who looks like Alex!!
He’s HOT (and slightly…ok, very, ginger…)
But I actually speak to this one.

Thing is, I have NO idea if he likes me back or not…we keep making eyes at each other and stuff, and then, he’s always asking me if I’m ok. And…yeah, we talk a lot, and I have his number. (This is all different to what normally happens with me and men), HOWEVER…is it normal? Is it normal?? Aah someone help me I don’t know what to think!!

Why is it though, you fall in love, you fall out of love, you fall back in love, and with every time the feeling’s stronger and more…unpredictable and indescribable?
This time, I tried NOT falling in love (yeah, that really didn’t work) and now, it feels like I’m going mad, and the only way top stop it happening is to be in his arms. Just thinking about him makes my chest go tight and my heart flutter. Being with him makes me happier than anything in the world. And I can’t help but say `damn, I love him`.
But I don’t know how to find out if he likes me back, and I don’t want him to know that I have feelings for me unless I know the fact we’re friends won’t change. Hmm.
It’s so damming to be fair.

Haha, it makes me laugh., you’re not meant to eat or drink in the library, so I’m eating a pack of rolo cookies and drinking a can of vimpto XD
And I’m really not doing work. Either. I’ve done it all for ONCE woohoo. Ohh yeah. Lol.

Anyhoo, that’s enough catch-up rambling I think…

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So yeah, that’s Jack… XD

Ja Mate Ne!! // xx

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