Wednesday, November 8, 2006

Where's Meevers? I mish him!!!
Post time: 8:54p.m. CT
Current Music: "Gallery" ~ Mario Vasquez

How are all of you? I've recently watched a video by Ayabie called "Caramel Town". I must say, I think I've fallen in love with this band! ^^ They have such a unique and colorful style. The vocalist, Aoi, is very talented, too! But I've heard that one of the guitarists, Ryouhei, quit the band and started another one. I never found out why he quit, but he will be missed! I can't wait to get the December issue of Cure! An Cafe is on the cover!!! >w< I'm gonna' take the poster and stick it on my ceiling (which is pretty low...) above my bed so I can wake up on a good note! If I had a Miyavi poster I would do that, too! XD Right now I have a Phantasmagoria and Ayabie poster on the wall by my bed, and an 12012 poster on my door. Yay for Jrock! Oh! In speaking of MYV...I guess he was(or is...) in the U.S.A. not to long ago! I hope he enjoyed his stay! Heck, I hope he's having a good time wherever he is! I'm guessing from his latest journal entry that he dressed up for Halloween. He also signed the end of the post as "Jack'o-Miyavi". Kawaii!!!! >w< OMG! I found out that Hot Topic is selling Shoxx now! For any who don't know, Shoxx is a very famous Japanese Rock magazine. I'm trying to talk Austin into ordering it to repay a favor I did for him and a Christmas present. ^^ I'm so sneaky!

Has anybody started shopping for presents? I know I havn't yet...but my parents said that I could use some of the $800 I have in the bank to buy presents for my family and friends, so I have money! Yays! ^^ I do know that I'm getting an iPod Nano for Christmas. It's something I've asked for ever since I got back from Michigan. Ah...I love this song...It is American, and Mario Vasquez was on American Idol if the name sounds familiar. I don't know if all of you would like it...if you like RnB type stuffs, then I suppose you would. Kayla had me listen to it and as soon as it started I said "I love this song..." Here are the lyrics:

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery


ZOMG...*nosebleed*
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

   Bou-kun kawaii desu!!! ^////^
Post time: 7:39p.m. CT
Current Music: "MARMALADE CHAINSAW" - Dir en grey

I changed my layout for November! Yays! It's Bou-kun from the latest AnCafe PV, Snow Scene. It's a really sad song, too! I love it though! ^^ How was everyones' Halloween? Well, by what I've read. ^^ Mine was pretty decent...I went over to Yumi's house and we got our make-up and costumes on. I tried to pull off Kyo again, only the hair sucked, cuz I didn't do anything with it...but the make-up looked a hell of a lot better! ^^ Yumi went as a random Visual Kei person...nobody in particular, just awesome make-up and VK-like clothes. We went around town for a little bit and collected a small cache of candy before it was time for us to be back at her house so I could go home. While walking around, we discussed different ways of how Yumi would like to torture KISAKI...most of them ended up with him having broken limbs and Kyo-barf on his face. lol! I should probably explain, huh? You see, before Dir en grey, Kyo, Die, Kaoru, and Shinya were in a band with KISAKI (now bassist of VK band Phantasmagoria) called La Sadie's (sp?). Kyo and KISAKI often fought, and I guess before they broke up, they were in a really big fight and KISAKI broke Kyo's arm. Yumi hates KISAKI for that...and the fact that he gives off no facial expression most of the time. I feel a little sorry for him because he has a really bad over-bite, but that's about it. -.-; But it was very amusing, nontheless! ^^

Last Friday I went back to school. I got so many hugs...I think Kitty and Austin gave me the best hugs though...They were cuddly hugs! ^^ I really think out of all the people at school (besides Yumi and Kayla), they missed me the most. We talked together whenever we got the chance. They mostly asked if I was feeling better or if I still hurt from my surgery. I told them I was feeling a lot better and I had very little pain. In speaking of pain...we got two new kids this week! Sunny (the pain...and a junior) and his older brother David (senior). David is incredibly cute! He has a very emo-child look about him, but that just adds to his kawaii-ness! He has dark hair that has slight brown highlights in it, and it's all choppy-like short. He has thick black rimmed glasses, too! Holy cow...the other Jessica and I think that he is "very pretty." And he is!!! But Sunny is very opinionated...to a fault. He will argue at the smallest things, and it drives me crazy! He's not a bad person, just really annoying. *sigh* On a brighter note...I was reading Miyavi's latest diary post, and he said Happy Halloween. lol! Ah, Miyavi, you never cease to amuse me! He's made his entries more English oriented, so it makes it easier for me to read/translate them. Why that reminds me of this, I don't know, but I found a site that offered AnCafe song and PV downloads. I sent some of the links to Chris so that he could try and download the songs for me and make me a CD...haha! He loves me like that! ^^ I will leave you with an Intetsu piccy for your enjoyment! ^^

So pretty!!!! 0////0
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

   I'm not dead! I almost could have, but I'm not!
Post time: 7:12 p.m. CT
Current Music: "Increase Blue" - Dir en grey

Thanks for the well-wishes in my last post, and I'm sorry I haven’t been on since then...don't worry, there's a story: Thursday morning I thought I was well enough to go back to school, but my mom told me to stay home if my stomach still hurt. I listened to her this time. So I went downstairs and watched a few movies as my parents went to Storm Lake for some shopping. My side started to really hurt, so I decided to try and sleep it off. That probably would have worked if it didn't feel like my side just got ripped open by fire. I called my parents, literally hysterical and crying, that they needed to come home. They eventually got home after what seemed like and eternity for me, and took me to the doctor. I threw up a little on the way there, and right before they were going to draw some blood, so they gave me some pain medicine and nausea medicine in the form of a shot in the butt. Thank god, it calmed me down. But they didn’t get my blood very well because I was dehydrated. My doctor was really nice, and said he wanted to get some X-rays of my abdomen. When that was all done, he said that he would like it if I stayed the night at the hospital so that they could keep an eye on me, and make sure I didn’t get sick anymore. It took an EMC to find a vein in my arm to give me an IV, too...

I felt like crap, and didn’t really care where I was, as long as I wasn’t suffering anymore. My normal family doctor, Dr. Rice, came in and checked on me the next day and though it was a little odd that I didn’t have any pain in my side anymore. I would have been able to go home that day if I hadn’t have gotten sick and if my white blood cell count hadn’t gone up to 21 thousand (was 12 thou., but normally it’s only approx. supposed to be 7 thou.). So, that night my doctor called Dr. Ivey, a surgeon, on what to do, and they wanted a CT scan of my abdomen. I had to drink this white stuff that tasted like a fruity vanilla drink to make my insides glow for the scan. That would have went well if I didn’t have to drink a bottle and a half of it. I was almost done drinking the first bottle and I couldn’t keep it down anymore. I got the scan anyway...and it was very uncomfortable how they compromised...and I ended up having appendicitis. So the next morning I got to wake up and have my surgery. The last thing I remember was having this blue mask-thing over my face and the surgeons telling me to take deep breathes.

I woke up and felt a heck of a lot better, if not sore and annoyed to have a little plastic drain coming out of my stomach. XD I guess my appendix burst before they could get it out, so I had to take antibiotics via IV to get rid of any thing left in my gut. Yeah, that my stay at the hospital was really fun...I could have died, too! I got a nice little collection of teddy bears now, though. ^^ I’ve named them after flavors, too, because it matches their fur color: Strawberry from Kayla, Vanilla from my grandma Myrna, Chocolate from my grandma Thompson, Caramel from my grandpa Denny, and Honey from my uncle Dan and aunt Sue. I didn’t get Honey until last night/this morning because I got out of the hospital Monday afternoon, and they sent him a little late. He came from the Vermont Teddy Bear Company, too! I also got some flowers, and the October issue of Cure from Yumi-chan! Yay for Cure! I was shocked to see that An Café was in this issue, too! I was on the phone with her when I saw them, so we had a nice little spaz moment, and we criticized their outfits, and how the drummers are always over-looked, except for Shinya, because I love Shinya. ^^ Well, I think my post has been long enough...yes, I’m okay now. I have very little pain, but if I do get any, I got’s pills to take for it. And I'm not planning on going back to school until Friday. ^^ Bai bai!

...I feel better now...
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Post time: 5:47p.m. CT
Current Music: "children" - Dir en grey

Ugh...I hope you guys feel better than I do...I woke up with a stomach ache, but didn't think wuch of it until it started really hurting after I got to school. My dad ended up picking me up and taking me home. Right after I took some Tylonal and drank water, I rushed to the bathroom and threw up. Boy, that was fun! My stomach felt better afterwards and I ended up taking a nice 3 hour nap after I read a little bit of the book I'm reading. I've been sipping on water since I woke up. But luckily I got to get some more done on my abstract painting in first period. ^^ That reminds me! Mrs. Harris gave a booklet/portfolio thingie for the Creative Center in Omaha (a college I plan on going to), and right in the middle is a two-page collage of different paintings...two of them looked oddly familiar...why? you ask? Because one was of Die, one of the guitarist for Dir en grey, and the other was the creature thingie in the FILTH PV! Some one had also made a CD case for The Pillows, too. I was really excited and said 'oh my god' like...50 times going down the hall. ^^ I hope I'm not sick tomorrow...on Friday I'm supposed to go to Dakota City with Kayla to go to her grandfather's benifit party thingie. I don't want to get Archie sick...I would feel so bad...

This Saturday I went to see The Grudge 2. I thought it was really good! I havn't watched all of the first one yet...but I don't care. I felt so sorry for Neko-boy (as Yumi and I call the little boy that meows) after I found out about how he died! Poor guy...I feel sorry for the girl that makes those weird croaking sounds, too! But yeah...the movie was good, bu tthe thing that ruined it, was that in the middle of a really scary part, you would look at the top of the screen, and a nice big chunk of microphone would be hanging down. *shakes head* You would think they would edit stuff like that out! On the way back to Kayla's house, we were talking about the movie with her brother Cory and his fiancee Sarah. Cory and Sarah started talking about the two ghosts that live in their house with them. That freaked the crap out of me, then, I wake up in the middle of the night at Kayla's and I hear somebody walking around in the drawing room...Kayla's parents were still asleep, and Kayla was sleeping right beside me! I told her about it in the morning, and she said that there was an old general that had lived in this house before, so it was probably just him. *shudders* Creepy...that's the first paranormal experience I ever had, too! I feel special now. ^^ In speaking of special, I should be getting my It Withers and Withers Tour DVD sometime this week...I had Chris get it for me, and he thinks it should get here by the end of the week. Yays! I can watch Kyo mutilating his own body in the comfort of my own bed! lol! Well...I'm going to see if my stomach will let me eat a little bit of toast or something. Bai bai! *waves*

I want those pants...they looks so big and comfortable! ^^
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Post time: 9:02p.m. CT
Current Music: "RED...[em]" - Dir en grey

How is everyone doing? Well, I hope. I'm glad everyone though my cosplay looked good! It was a spur of the moment thing, and I'm glad it people thought it turned out so great! ^^ I am a very happy little girl right now...I finally got my Dir en grey CD's! I now have five total official Diru CD's: GAUZE, KISOU, VULGAR, six Ugly, and Withering to Death. I'm also going to have Chris get me the It Withers and Withers DVDs...they're only $12.00 on eBay with shipping and handling. Yes, I am an eBay-holic. I might be getting a job to support my cravings, too! Kayla gave me an application form to work at Hy-Vee! I would most likely stock shelves and bag groceries on the weekends. I'm afraid to work at the cash register...I'm not very good at making the right amount of change...of course it's probably all computerized, but still...I would be nervous! But I'm thinking about possibly waiting until after I take driver's ed. before I get even apply...I doubt my parents would want to take me to work on the weekends. *sigh* Much confusion! XD Yumi is really happy because she found out that the first Diru song she heard/watched (MASK) is on GAUZE. ^^ In speaking of...could you guys do me a favor and visit her site (otakufvr)? It would make her happy...nobody ever goes there besides me anymore...

In Intro to FCS (Family Consumer Sciences), we get to do a report/poster for anyone we think made a positive social change, big or small, to their country/community/the world. I decided to do hide. I have the report all nice and typed up, I just need to finish the poster. I even drew a chibi hide for my free choice sketch this week in painting...I just need to color the background. Would anybody like to see it when it's done?

I recently sent a fan message to Miyavi saying how I hope he's well and having fun at wherever he's at. If anybody wants to know, he's on "vacation" somewhere (I'm guessing in Europe...). He said in an interview that I read "...If I was a fan, I would stop being a fan, *laugh* because I would like the music and cheer the artist, then when the music changed, I would not be a fan anymore..." I then proceeded to tell him that no matter what kind of music he were to produce, I would still be his fan, because I not only like the music, but the musician as well. I feel the same for Dir en grey and any other bands I love! A band is nothing if it's just music! The musicians themselves have to have perosnalities! What a sad world it would be if our favorite bands didn't have a sense of humor or any other kind of feeling...Miyavi also said that he hopes to go on tour in Europe, Asia, and America next year! I was so happy when I read that! That just makes me want to get a job even worse! Then I could pay for the tickets and find a way to get to wherever it will be. ^^

At the end of the same interview I mentioned above, Miyavi was asked to give a message to all his foreign fans:"I love you so much, more than you know. This year is the time when I bend my body to jump, and next year I want to perform live concerts in Europe, America and Asia. As I sing songs, I want to share the feeling of being alive at the same time. I want to sympathise with other people’s feelings as we continue through life together. Let’s improve, and overcome any problems together!" Aw! Miyavi! *cries* So sweet! He's such a sweetheart, no?

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Thursday, October 5, 2006

"When I make a wish upon you...kimi ni nagai wo..."
Thanks for all the comments on my new layout! That makes me happy. ^^ I finally got my Kyo-dress-up pictures onto photobucket, so here they are!

Full body shot

Face close up

I think my hair is a little too thick to get it to look as fluffy as Kyo's, but I think it turned out okay. ^^ And that random chunk that sticks out near my face...XD I had fun though. ^^ In painting Mrs. Harris let me watch videos on YouTube while I was getting ideas for my abstract painting, so I watched "Kimi ni Negai wo", "Dear my Friend", and a Kyo video that went to the Darth Vader theme song. Ah, it was loverly. I got alot of ideas from the videos surprisingly! So I'll start painting that tomorrow.

I also got the new Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Red Rescue Team game for my birthday!...Yes, I still like Pokemon. It's too cute not to like! And the games are really fun. In the game, you take a personality test to see which Pokemon you'll be, and I got Pikachu. Yup...I didn't get my mp3 player, though. That bummed me out...but I might get an iPod for Christmas though! Yays! My CDs should come sometime this week or next week...and I think I'll get a Miyavi DVD or CD off of eBay later, too. Dunno' yet. Have a nice day! ^^


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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

"Hey Miss Girl, is Very Fond of Child..."
Post time: 10:00p.m. CT
Current Music: "umbrella" - Dir en grey

Tomorrow afternoon I should have my Kyo cosplay picture up...hopefully. As you can see, I attepted to revamp my site into a Miyavi theme...particularly his new PV for "Selfish Love -Aishitekure, Aishiteru Kara-", which is at the bottom of this post (sorry dial-up users...-.-; It's really slow for me, too!) I really like Miyavi's new acustic-only songs. It really shows off his skills! Oh yeah, he totally pwns the guitar. I also really like his song, "-We Love You- [Sakai wa kimi wo aishiteru]". I watch the video to the version he did on a radio station, and I fell in love! It's a very addictive song, too.

Ah...I love a little drama added in my life, don't you? Well, last Friday, I got a nice bowlful. It was after our Homecoming game (which we lost horribly...38-0) and before the dance. Kayla and Justin had been fighting and decided to talk it out in his car. Only, I didn't hear Kayla when she told me that, so I didn't really know where she was going. Before I go on, he dad does not like that fact that they were "sexually active." He had threatened several time to send Kayla to a foster home if she didn't break up with him, but she won't because of how much she loves Justin. Kayla's two older brothers, Cory and Cody, and Cory's fiancee, Sarah, also came to the game and planned on going to the dance as well. So, Yumi, Cory, Sarah, and myself wait for Kayla to come, the dance had started several minutes ago, but when she doesn't show. Cory asks were she went. My heart sank to my stomach when I told him she went with Justin somewhere. He got upset and went on about how him and Sarah were supposed to be watching her, and she wasn't supposed to go anywhere alone with him, and she had yelled at Sarah about it. He called their mom and told her this. She then proceeded to call their father. Not a good thing. It turns out, Kayla and Justin just went to the gas station and came back and parked in the parking lot to finish talking. Their dad was in the parking lot within a half an hour of getting the call, and from Sioux City, it's a good hour's drive or so. He parked near the car, looked like he was going to the passenger's side where Kayla was, made a U-turn and punched the driver's window, luckily, not breaking it. Kayla got out of the car, yelled "Lock the doors!" and confronted her father, who told her to get into his car. They both got in, made like they were going to leave, but he just pulled ahead a little so that he boxed Justin in. Her dad then started yelling at her. She tried to get out, but he grabbed her arm, twisted it and pushed her into the door. She came running over where we were all standing, shoe-less, and cried on the ground. Her dad then decided to call the cops. A town cop came and talked to Kayla's dad, her, Justing and his cousin Devon, and our principal, Mr. Hulbrooke.

Nothing could be done to Justin, because he was still a minor, and he didn't force himself on Kayla. Kayla couldn't be put in a foster home because she didn't do anything wrong. Cory was starting to regret calling his parent's now, and I felt I sould have told Kayla to just talk with Justin in the dance. Kayla, Yumi, and I had a hug and cry session, in which Kayla told us she was sorry she got us involved in this. I told her that she had always been there for us when we were in distress, so it was only right we returned the favor. I was supposed to spend the night at Kayla's house, but seeing as how she was scared to death to go home to her dad like he was, we spent the night at Cory's house. So, we ended up missing the whole dance. The next afternoon after I get home, I get a call from Kayla on her mom's cell phone. Her dad just kicked her and her mom out of the house. She said they were going to go the her grandma's house to stay the weekend. Sunday I went to Omaha for my family birthday party (Cherry blossom shampoo and conditioner, boo-yah!) and I checked our calls when we got home, only to find Kayla had tried to call. I call her back and she answers the phone crying and tells me her dad said that she either had to break up with Justin, or her and her mom had to move out. Now, I was way passed the whole crying thing after we talked about everything at Cory's. I was getting pissed off. I console her, and didn't expect to see her in school Monday. She was there, comeplete with a nice set of bruises from her dad Friday night. She talked to the counselor and he contacted DHS. A lady came down and talked with Kayla and her mom about why her dad doesn't like Justin, blah, blah, blah. The lady wanted to talk with Kayla's dad and Justin, then planned on having Kayla's family and Justin talk about everything to sort it out. Just when I thought everything was hunky-dory, Kayla wasn't in school this morning, and I hear a rumor her cousin heard that she got sent away last night. I walked away in shock as it sort of sank in, and I cried during the first half of Biology. Does anyone know what it's like to have your best friend since 3rd grade being torn away from you? I did for that few minutes. Then I saw Kayla in the hall and nearly killed her by hugging her.

Wow...that was a long explanation...I won't be suprised if anybody skips that...well, I'm not sure what's going on with Kayla right now...I havn't gotten a hold of her, and I don't have her in almost any classes, so I have no clue what going on, only the fact that I despise her parents. I know it sounds a little crule, but I highly doubt I will ever forgive them. I am a grudge bearer, and honestly wouldn't care very much if they got shot in the face. Such a happy child, ne? Well, may teh Meevers cheer thee up!!!


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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Happy Humpday! XD
Post time: 9:31 p.m. CT
Current Music: "Coo Quack Cluck" - Miyavi

How is everyone? I hope all is well. ^^ Everythings going okay for me. It's homecoming week at my school this week, and we have special dress up days all week. Monday was "Under Fire" where we dress up in military-like garb or red, white, and blue. I borrowed a pair of Kayla's brother's camo-pants and stole a pair of my brother's shoes and wore that. Kayla's brother also happens to be into anime, so he let me borrow the fourth InuYasha movie and I watched that last night. I like that movie alot. ^^ Yesterday (Tuesday) was "Under the Stars". We could dress up as any celebrity we liked, being a musician, actor/actress, etc. So, me being the Jrock fangirl I am, dressed up as Kyo-kun! ^^ I chose one of his easier outfits to wear from the Macabre era. I got creative Sunday night and found all the peices I would need for the costume: I borrowed one of my dad's white dress shirts, a pair of black slacks I got from Kayla, my leather jacket, my "hooker boots", and a bunch of black yarn for a tie. A guy at my school (whom I will just call metrosexual) named Ethan offered to do my hair and make-up, so he came over at 6 o'clock in the morning (no big deal for me...I need to be up by 5 at least to get in the shower and catch the bus at 7:30) to do my hair and Kayla's. He did a really nice job! I got several compliments on how the outfit turned out and how I looked "exactly like her!" XD I loved to watch their faces when I went, "Um, thanks, only he's a guy..." But everyone liked it anyway. I'll have to get a picture from Mrs. Peuse to put on here to show you guys...my make-up didn't quite turn out how I wanted, and Kayla tried to fix it for me...not to mention Ethan had to cut my bangs to fit the hair-style...and fried the crap out of my hair with a straightener and hair-spray. I also felt really dumb because I forgot to put the skirt on I had picked out, too...but my hair was pretty cool because the blonde highlights I got before summer showed up again, so it looked like I dyed my hair a little, too. It was an adventuresome day. Today was "Under a Spell", so you could dress up as any fairytale you wanted...only I didn't feel like it, so I just wore my shirt with a fairy on it. ;P

Kya! I'm so happy! I noticed Chris (the guy who makes me my Jrock CD's) was on eBay looking at stuff to buy, and I asked him a question. "If I give you money, will you get me something off of eBay, since my parents won't let me?" He agreed! So I quickly found an item that consisted of four Dir en grey CD's (six Ugly, KISOU, GAUZE, and VULGAR) for $19.95 (it's about $29.95 with shipping added...)! I told him I wouldn't be able to give him all the money right away, but I could get at least $15 to him tomorrow, but I could get the rest to him next week. He said he could pay for the rest of it and he's gonna' order it tomorrow after school! And what makes me happier is I have $17 dollars instead of $15, and I'm also having a birthday party this weekend, so I should get more money. Not to mention that Mom owes me nearly $15 from baby-sitting for three weeks. ^-~ Eeeee! I can't wait! I also might be getting an mp3 player this weekend, so all my Jrock will be in one little conveinient place...*sigh* I can't wait! See you all later!

What I attempted to look like...sorta. ^^
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

   Tooru Nishimura!!!! XD
Post time: 9:12 p.m. CT
Current Music: "Square Dance" - Eminem

Well, I'm in a much better mood this week. Yay! No more depression for me! Last Saturday (the 16th) was my birthday, so now I'm 16...I laugh because the phrase "Sixteen and never been kissed" describes me perfectly. Teehee! ^^ Bou's birthday was also the 16th, too! On the way to Sioux City Saturday I made my mom, dad, Kayla, and Yumi say happy birthday to him, too.Yumi and I were the only one's really happy to say it...but anyway, we had fun at the mall. But it didn't open until 10:00, so we hung out at the Hallmark near my mom's work so that Kayla could get her boyfriend a 1 year anniversary gift and card. She ended up getting a wolf statue and the card at Hallmark, and a new Slipknot wallet at Hot Topic. I ended up buying "The Monster Book of Manga" and Barnes&Noble, a Jack Skellington shirt, a fairy shirt, and penguin necklace, and an angel wings necklace at Hot Topic, and the fighting game "Bloody Roar: Primal Fury" at Software Ect. (basically like a Gamestop or EBGames). Yumi got me some gum in a Sasuke tin, and the June issue of Cure and got herself a t-shirt from Hot Topic, too. She also got the latest issue of Shojo Beat at B&N. I was sort of disappointed that they didn't have the September issue of Cure, but maybe they'll have it the next time I go. Kayla and I had a Subway sandwich each for lunch and Yumi had Arby's, and later on I Kayla and I a smoothie and Blizzard. And I wasn't being mean to Yumi, she didn't want one! Well, we ended up going back to Hot Topic to return Yumi's shirt because she had wanted to get a .hack// game that she wanted to get at Software Ect., and that's when we discovered she was missing her wallet. It had her driver's permit and a little bit of change, so luckily there wasn't a whole lot of cash in it. We backtracked everywhere, but to no avail...Oh! Kayla had worn these high-heeled shoes and her feet were getting tired, so Yumi and I each had one shoe in our bags. We walked into a store called Far East Treasures, which is pretty much alot of really awesome Asian goodies. There was this one lady who kept eyeing us. I should mention that Kayla's jeans covered her feet entirely, and you couldn't see her feet unless you pulled them up. So the lady follows us like we're criminals or something and then goes, "Do you have shoes on?" in this really snobby manner. Kayla looked at her and said she didn't. "Well, you can't be in here if you don't have any shoes!" Kayla gave her her "Fuck off" look, told us to give her back her shoes and smiled at the lady as she put them on. As soon as we left, Kayla goes, "I think I'm going to stab her in the face with these damn heels!" It was great fun...I also got a nice new stereo that can hold up to five discs and all that good stuff.

Well, I think that post has been long enough...Homecoming is next week for us, so I'll be staying after school working on our sophomore poster tomorrow. Just thought I would mention something interesting about me...as you can see, I'm listening to Eminem. I havn't listened to his songs for nearly two years and I hear them again and I can sing along to every word. WTF is up with that?

So pretty Bou...I really would like to wear that outfit! It looks so cute! ^^
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   Life's a bitch, then ya' die...
Post time: 9:32p.m. CT
Current Music: "Ain't Afraid to Die" - Dir en grey

Ah...my life sucks. I have been rather depressed lately...and I really shouldn't be with Miyavi's b-day tomorrow, and mine and Bou's this Saturday, but I can't help it...Everyone knows about Dir en grey touring with the FVT around the US and Canada and yadda' yadda', and I've whined and belleyached about how they need to come here, and you're probably all sick of it...well...igonore the rest of this paragraph if you are, cuz I'm gonna' start bitching again. Okay, so everytime I go to YouTube, I get the idiotic idea to look up footage of Diru at the FVT and end up crying my eyeballs out cuz I'm so jealous and selfish that I couldn't go, and that generally leaves me getting angry at the band themselves for not coming here, even when I know it's not their fault at all for not being able to. I come to this conclusion then get angry at myself for thinking that. Then I go and make things worse for myself and go and search for sites that would have up-to-date info on the tour, and I see that they have a Myspace page, so I go to that. Yup, here come the tears again! Of course reading, "OMG, I can't beleive I got to meet you, *band member's name here*!" "You guys were awesome in *city they were in*!" "I hope you guys comeback!", doesn't really make anything any better! Then I go to Wikipedia, looking up Gackt, and I somehow end up on the Dir en grey page, and right there to the side is a nice piccy of Kyo, singing his lungs out in Detroit last Saturday. Well, that just made my emo-day! I was just there a few weeks ago, and there they are! Grah! I really hate living in this stupid pathetic state! Oh! I know another thing I need to complain about! I asked my mom if I could go to a concert when I got back from Detroit, and she said that I could...well, I get back and find out that Nickleback and Hinder and some other bands are going to be in Sioux City the 15th of September. I also happen to find out that my parents are going to a Trace Adkins concert. Boy, nothing pisses me off more than being told I can do something, then they lie to my face and say I can't...Okay...this is the last thing: I asked my current crush at school, Austin, if he would be interested in meeting Kayla, Yumi, and I at the mall this Saturday for my birthday. He said he would if he could, but he can't. Well, that hurt, but I knew people could get busy, so I just brushed it off. Now this was at lunch, so there were more than just us two. Well, a junior sitting at our table named Jessica said that her church was having this thing were they could invite people to Adventure Land with them. Guess what Austin says..."I'll see if I can come!" Right after he tells me, to my face, that he couldn't go to the mall with us, and after he makes a face at the whole church thing. I don't think I really need to elaborate what was thinking...

Okay, I'm good now. Consider the Emo-moment over. I needed to get that out before I went on with the rest of my post. As you can see, my new theme is Bou of AnCafe. He's so kawaii! *huggles Bou-chan* He has such a hot voice too! In speaking of hot...is it sad that I, just a few days ago, realized how sexy Gackt is? I came to this revelation while speaking with Kayla about his fine ass in Moonchild. It should have been the other way around, but it wasn't. Chris made me another Jrock CD with some Gackt songs on it, too! "Speed Master", "Birdcage", and "Last Song". Holy crap, "Last Song" is one of my favorite songs right now...it's so sad! *huggles Gackt* Such a pretty voice. ^^ Ah! Another really good-yet-sad song that was on the CD is "Ain't Afraid to Die" by Diru! I was listening to it on the bus on the way home for the first time, and I started to have tears falling from my cheeks. I love that song to bits, too. Let's see...other Dir en grey songs that were on the CD include: "Cage", "[KR] Cube", "Umbrella", "Drain Away", "Obscure", and "Kasumi". I love them all. There was also a nice rendition of Miyavi singing "Hit the Road Jack". Oh wow...that was stuck in my head for so long...

Tomorrow is picture day...yippy...but also Miverzizzer's birthday! YAYS!!!!!!!!! I still have to draw a picture for him, too...It'll have to be a little doodle, though...I don't have that much time to do a really good sketch...I still have to do this week's sketch of a realistic animal for painting. I'm drawing my tabby tom-cat, Tiger. He's such a cutie-pie...and really protective over me! Whenever one of the other cats comes near me, he runs at them to make them go away and then rubs up against me. I then promptly pick him up and kiss his nose and pet him profusely. Yay! I can't wait until Saturday! My parents are dropping Kayla, Yumi, myself, and possibly Kayla's boyfriend, Justin, off at the mall for nearly 6 hours. After that, we'll go back to my house for ice-cream cake. Yummy! ^^ I hope Hot Topic has the September issue of Cure...I really need to get it...I need to try and find a Dir en grey DVD I've heard about, too...if only I could be that lucky!

I know Kyo's probably going to kill me in my sleep, but it would be worth it...KAWAII!!!!! >w<


I've got Totchi too!


Aw! Such a dorky smile, Bou-kun!


Shinya, meet static electricity...
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