Friday, April 6, 2007

   Ugh...my throat spleened...
st time: 12:05p.m. CT
Current Music: "Cassis” by the GazettE

I’m glad all of you enjoyed my paintings last post. ^^ And thank you for all the complements and congratulations! I forgot to mention last time that I was talking to Mrs. Harris about possibly taking an independent art class (since I’ve taken almost all of them already...^^;), and she said that since I have good grades, I have talent, and I’m looking into a career in art I should be able to for both my junior AND senior year. =D But it just depends on what the new principal thinks about it whenever they get hired. Heh...the principal we have now was told to quit because none of the students or staff like him at all. I guess he’s going to go to a middle school in Des Moines or something like that...I just hope our new principal isn’t so lame and pathetic like this one. I was surprised in the comments how many of you have seen a bracelet like the one Intetsu was holding, too! Maybe I’m blind or something...O.o Ah yeah, my new layout! Since it’s April and Yumi’s birthday is this month, I changed it to her three favorite J-rockers, Kyo, Kanon, and Kenzo. ^^ What’s up with all the “K”s, yo??? Yup...this is for my best bud, Yumi! =D

My other friend, Kayla, has been slowly getting on my nerves...whenever she get’s a boyfriend, she pretty much neglects her other friends. She always wants attention, too; she’s been getting in a lot of trouble with teachers recently, talking back and yelling at them. She’s always trying to show off to our other friends to prove how cool she is and whatnot...I think the thing that pisses me off the most is that she constantly flirts with Austin, even though he has a girlfriend and she has a boyfriend, yes, but on top of that, she KNOWS I have a crush on him! But me, being the oh-so-wonderful-nice-person, puts up with it, and when she breaks down under all of the pressure, or breaks up with a boyfriend I always pick up the pieces, only to have it all happen to me over again...I don’t know about you, Yumi, if you have the same feelings as I do, but I’m really getting tired of her bullshit. And I feel like such a hypocrite when I’m with her, because on the inside I’m screaming at her to grow up, but I’m nice and caring as usual on the outside. I don’t know, maybe I’m bipolar or something...I don’t want to have her get mad at me, because I know that she’ll try and make my life a living hell and try to get other people to not want to hang out with me...*sigh* I don’t know...I’ve talked with my mom about it a lot, which is surprising because I rarely discuss any of my problems with my parents. She doesn’t understand why Kayla has changed so much since I first was her friend, or why she puts out so easily. Yeah, she’s already had sex with her new boyfriend, which sort of makes me feel awkward for not having done anything sexual at all. GRAH! This just gets me so fucking pissed! I’m almost glad that she’s not able to go to prom, just so I don’t have to put up with her...

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