Monday, February 21, 2005

   NO SCHOOL AND PITA TEN THEME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	Yup yup there is NO school for me today! WOO HOO!!!! oh I am so happy about that! Besides that I have a Pita-ten theme! It's Misha-san. If you dunno who she is or what Pita-ten is here. Pita-ten is a manga I read and I dunno if it's popular or not. But I really like the story. Its about a boy, Kotarou Higuchi who lives mostly on his own since his dad is always on buisness and his mom died before. One day he met an angel named Misha...in one of the most wrong ways possible...and I quote Misha said when she first met Kotarou..."Will you please go out with me?!" And Kotarou ran for his life. Yup hes smart. Well after a while they see they go to the same school, they find a demon (Shia) who is Kotarou's...great grandmother...weird huh? Shia is very nice, kind, very shy and becomes working at Tricot. A food place. Kotarou's best friend falls for her and he has really good grades and plays sports great too, his names Takashi Ayanokoji but they call him Ten-chen. Not to mention Kotarou's falls for her too. But later on Kotarou falls for Shia. God he is in love with two girls. One a totally hyper and insanly perky angel and the other a polite and totally shy demon. How will he choose? HOW SHOULD I KNOW I'M ONLY ON #6!!!!! Oh yeah there is a girl who has the hots for Kotarou too. She is and I quote form the book "A semi-sweet loud mouth who has the hots for kotarou and can't stand the fact that Misha is honing in on her territory." Yup that's what it said. PICTURE OH MISHA-SAN!!!!!! P.S. WE HAVE A WINNER FOR THE SONG GUESSING THINGY!!!! ^__^ CONGRATS Venomous Kitsune!!!!!!!! The song was "Karma" by Alicia Keys...I forogt why i choose that song...well i will have another lyric...tomorrow probably *EDITED BY MY CUZ!* (I let her come on cause I am singing) Oh Nicole and Kristie are selling Inuyasha pictures of him singing into a hairbrush and dancing like a big dufis! hehehe well right now kristie is singing and WAY better than Inuyasha probably did! Shes real good at that so good sometimes we can't even tell shes singing because she matches the singers voice so well hehe. (me) I thought you were going to talk not flatter me to get you sumthin (cuz) NO! You just sing real good! (me) uh huh sure but hurry up if my dad finds out I'm still online oh boy will he kill me!!! *fakes gaggins noises while walking out* (cuz) bi bi everybody!

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   HIYAZ! OH OH OH IT WAS RAINING!!!!!

	yup yup it was raining. I got to got out into it too! with a hood on though. but oh well! I got to dance in the rain too! So much fun! but even though I had to go inside really quick it was cool. Cause when I went inside I just left the lights off in the livinng room and sat by the open window. Not really smart but I love the rain. Even if the hard and cold winds are passing by, the streetlights would cast unbelievable patterns on the streets, huge clouds filled the sky so no stars would be seen. But I did see the moon. it was shining out from all the clouds and it's shine was spreading a little bit too. but clouds would pass over it and after going into my room for a little while and then came back the rain had calmed down and the moon wasn't to be seen...but it still looked cool! Overall I loved it. Even if my new shirt was wet it's a little dry now my hair kidna is too. I can't help it. I love rain. ^_^ Well besides that bad new...COMPUTER WON'T GO INTO THE SHOP UNTIL TUESDAY!!!!! Something about the work system not working. god that must be a really big water probelm oh well I can wait...I think. who knows. oh well I may be able to get to all of yas sites but I'm not sure my mom usually takes over the computer but I may...jus not sure though...well lataz!! I still am SOOOOO HAPPY I GOT to DANCE IN THE RAIN!! P.S. about the pink on my site...as much as I would like to change, destroy, and ruin every pxel of pink...I couldn't. (a) there was no good red wallpapers I could find (b) I think I am getting this girly stuff from Leslie (GIRLY GIRLY GIRLY!! friend) and (c)...I couldn't think of one for c and lotsa a yeah dunno the song...dang well here i'll add a some of the song What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down BLAH! BYE!

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   HIYAZ!!! Okay lets see computer will go in today and my friend Leslie told me something *shivers at thte thought*

	Okay good news: Computer is FINALLY GOING INTO THE SHOP!!!!! YES YES YES!!!! Other good news: I'm going shopping today so I'm gonna get me some nice stuff and such Bad news (to me): Leslie wants me to buy something totally and completely...girly...meaning in one word pink. Sry I just REALLY don't like pink. but aside from that nothing much. At school well lets put it this way I can hold a silent treatment for a really long time. Meaning I had to at skool yesterday didn't say that earlier because...well that was before I went to skool. so ya that kinda sucked but it was needed. Silent treatments can be fun actually. I may choose one of u for one myself. I'm feeling a lil evil right now but it will pass. except I have thought of ignoring someone...Hooded Hero your em' hehe I just kinda feel like ignoring him for a while...I siad I'm in an evil mood ^-^ well besides alla that. Just because I wanted to see who could name the song this lyric is from the fastest. I'll give a banner for the winna after my computer isn't in lock down mode and the shop isnt in flooding water mode. thats why we hafta take the computer in tomorrow. well heres the lyric. ~Jus guess the title and singer in a pm~ And give your keys back to your door Thats the lyric! first one in a pm wit the correct answer will be awarded their own banner wit username and such to em' when I get my computer bac. LATAZ!

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Friday, February 18, 2005

   I'm BACK!!!! OMG that sounds like one of those villans in movies! OMG!!! HAHAH I AM SO HYPER RIGHT NOW LOL

	GOOD NEWS: YES YES YES!!!! MY COMPUTER WILL GO INTO THE SHOP TOMORROW!!!! YES YES YES!!!! Well besides that Desi has had her comptuer trouble as well. But along with a good news there is bad news. BAD NEWS: You see I have an essay due tomorrow...and I am SO SCREWED! I have to write three nights of work...in one night meaning like NOW! OMG!! I have so much to do! GAH! Well I REALLY hope I at LEAST get a passing grade on this I haven't evne thought about anything else for the last hours. I have been doing homework all night!!!! I am so screwed. Well hopefully I will get caught up and finish it tonight. I may fall asleep in the living room in the process but I DONT CARE AS LONG AS I FINISH IT! OTHER GOOD NEWS: I HAVENT CUT MYSELF SINCE LAST SUNDAY or whatever! ^__^ SO thats good I keep thinking about it but I forgot especially with my homework I DONT HAVE TIME TO CARE ABOUT THAT!!! well after the good news. NEW LAYOUT REQUESTING: Oh yeah since I will be having my computer go into the shop it should cme back like monday or tuesday. SO I will get on a new layout then. SO please request a layout. I am up for anything really. ^_^ It doesn't hafta be anime but if it is thats cool too. SO please tell me what kind of layout I should have. Tell me in a comment...no i don't care what date ur comment is as long as it's there. well BYE EVERYONE!!! I should be able to post tomorrow too!

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

LOOK WHO CAME BACK!!!! YES KRISTIE IS HERE!!!!! Hehehee so hyper *bounce bounce bounce*

	I MISSED YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCH!!!! *HUGG* yes it was only a few days but still!!! I can go on...only twice a week. waaahhh! So this is one time used up and the other will be in a few days. WAAHHH!! Well for the people who have no idea what I am talking about read the post bel-nevermind I'll tell you myself... Nicole: are you sure- me: I'm cutting myself. yup C-U-T-T-I-N-G cutting. yup yup believe it or not I am. I haven't done it for three days straight tough really. And Nicole and my lil cuz weren't here to stop me at all I just...forgot about it really. I've been staying away from knives and all and everything pretty much went back to normal...almost. I...just...heh well here I'll explain in this way...if I just said it I would turn it into a porm anyway LOL well seeya all. I'M SORRY I COULDN"T CELEBRATE VALENTINES DAY WItH ALL OF YALL!!!! I still feel the thingle in my hand It feels so weird and dry liek sand That feeling almost made me brought The thing I am stopping...or so I thought I feel the pleasure I had when it happened that night When the blade brought blood, I wasn't in fright I liked it, it was my addiction, I wanted it more I still don't at all know a reason for Why I made myself bleed I guess what I need Is to try and stop reaching out to the blade Before I hurt my self and make myself fade Into the darkness of death to this world I'll part And to think my addiction was the whole start Maybe I should try and see Why I keep cutting me well I have no real title for the poem but I hope you just understand what I'm doing now. I'm just so confused, yet happy, sad, yet feeling okay. It seemed like a miracle happened when I got online. I really don't want that feeling to go away...lets just hope my addiction wont rise because...*looks behind* I'm in the kitchen and...I'm staring...at a...knife...Nicoel went to sleep I think...lets just hope we won't have a reply of what went down before...seeya guys.

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Friday, February 11, 2005

   hiyaz...and I guess byez...

	oh yeah...I'm locked out of my room!!!!! They locked me out when I woke up. I was way too tired to really do anyhing...but I almost killed her...almost. I was right at her neck! RIGHT THERE!!! AND NICOLE JUST HAD TO COME AND STOP ME! well to make things worse my ocmputer keeps freezin everytime i try to go online. and I never did anything! god that computer has something wrong in it. My dad said he isn't going to take it in and if he can't get it fixed...no more aol. OMFG!!!! And another thing...I can't post that much anymore... Nicole: ahem...what else me: I can't go on for the next three weeks! AN ONLINE AT ALL!!! I CAN't POST FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS!!!!!!!!...don't ask...don't ask...WAAH I DON'T WANT TO SAY GOODBYE!!!!!!!!! *huggs* I'LL MISS YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!! cuz: your not gonna tell them bout- me: no cuz: but its so swerious me: no *walks away* Nicole: fine I'll say...Kristie doesn't want to say because...ummm cuz: she got blood all on her sheets. Nicole: uhh yeah she did...lets just say she took her...excima to a higher level... cuz: she took the knife and-*Nicole shuts lil cuz's mouth and nods* Nicole: well yeah I think you get the idea...she is addicted to it and...well sometimes she just doesn't stop...even when she wants too...we don't really know how to stop her...we don't even know how she started really...well we will try to post on what is happening while Kristie is busy...bye everyone... cuz: bye bye *waves* POEM TITLE: Leaving...for good? When you see a friend in a crowd And you say hi to them really loud And they don't hear your voice Do you think you have a choice? To go over and say it to their face To get across this crowded place Or leave and act like you did nothing Though in your mind it was surely something Would you leave...for good? Though its not something you should Maybe your can't choose Maybe you already loose You can't go back to your friend And you feel like it's the end How far would you go? How much pain would you show? Would it only show once, maybe twice You know what ur doin isn't so nice You could have liked what you did Maybe it was a way to pay your bid The bid to your soul and it was the only way But maybe the other pay to ur soul, wasn't to stay Maybe leaving...was the only way So are you doing this for good? Are you sure you should? Even if you could come back you would? Maybe I don't know I'm not you But tell me is it really true That your leaving...for good? ~Nicole~ Kristie wrote it last night I guess...we found it...with blood stains...on her bed...

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   OHH I'M ALL BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	YEAH I'M ALL BETTERS!!!!! Thanx for carin you all *huggs* YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SOO LUCKY to have friends like you all! well besides the me gettin better part lets see...I have a new xanga i worked on today. Well click>>HERE! so yeah. umm Inuyasha isn't here he is...somewhere! ^_^' yeah he didn't say he has been to some many people's otakus its hard to remember which one he went to on what day. god I don't see how he could handle that. well he'll get here...sometime! Well I do have a poem ^_^ so I'll post that up now since...there is nothing left to put cuz: what about what happened yesterday while Inuyasha was gone? me: uhhhh i don't think they- Nicole: I think they would Me: would not Nicole: would too! *continues would no, would too thing* cuz:hehe then I'll tell you. Okay yesterday while Inuyasha was gone we got a surprise visit from someone...he is the one and only price of the wolf demons...uh huh its Kouga came by. me: WOULD NOT!!!!!*sees cuz at keyboard and some sentences* Hey wait a second-CUZ GET BACK HERE AND ERASE THAT BEFORE I KILL YOU!!!!!*nicole grabs behind me and cuz runs off* GET BACK HERE!!!!!!!! cuz: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'LL TELL YOU THE REST TOMORROW AHHHH!!!! me: *stops struggling* the rest? WAIT YOU TOLD THEM??? HOW MUCH GET BACK HERE!!!!!! *cuz presses add post button and runs for her punny life which I will crush if she doesn't get back here!!!!!*

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   hiya guys...oi *holds stomach* mesa not feeling so good...ow

	Sry yall I have a stomach ache. not feeling so good right now. oww. Well lets see...no skool tomorrow so thats good! ^__^ YEAH! I am real happy about that...though I can't show it since the stomach ache and all...Inuyasha is pacing...and keeps looking worried at me from time to time...weird. Nicole is telling me to go away from my computer and get in bed...so I will. ^_^ *takes keyboard and computer mouse to bed*...I still love technology. hehe well My stomach does feel a little better. well I should be able to get to all yall's cites...maybe...cuz I'm going to try and do that now...if I can that is. Inuyasha looks worried that I said that now...oh boy. Well heres a poem! I got to write one when I didn't feel so sick...Inuyasha QUIT GIVING ME THAT LOOK!!! ugh. He is giving the puppy dog eyes NO ONE COULD EVER RESIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!! heres a poem before Inuyasha starts to do something else...well i hope you guys will feel a WHOLE LOT better than me. hehe I felt like this after an assembly for Black History Month ^_^ some of the girls danced to the song 1, 2 Step. I hear the beat in my head No, no way time for bed When I close my eyes it's not darkness I see I see someone dancin', hey that's me I see myself the right flow I feel the need for a faster go Wanting to dance the night away Unfortunetly, the time is still day Oh well I'll wait for the night to come Then...maybe I'll get to have some fun (dancing duh hehe I dunno I just flet like talking now hehe) Well bye everybody!!!! ^__^ Yeah I feel much better now...but I think Inuyasha better let go of me now...I'm sitting up and he is behind me hugging my waist *lil blush* well uhh BYE!

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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   HIYAZ!!!!!!!!!! oh oh oh oh oh geuss what?!?!?!?!?

	HIYAZ!!! oh oh oh I AM IN THE PORING FAN CLUB NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH THANK THANK THANK YOU joeyw23!!!! ME SO HAPPY!!!!! I mean come on Poring is so CUTE! hehe I'm kinda hyper. yeah hehehe ^__^ Okay besides that...what else is there...OMG I just realized I don't have a poem! SHOOT! ggrrrrr...oh yeah Inuyasha is still here I can't believe I forgot hehe I've been so happy that I'm in the poring fan club and well hehe yeah. I can't believe I forgot about Inu. hehe well i guess it's cuz he fell asleep on the couch while we were watching a movie earlier. I got kinda angry at him cuz he promised to stay up. oh well. besides that...oh what can I use to replace the poem...sry guys my head kinda hurts...and it just started like two seconds ago...is that weird or what? Well i do have this little song thing that I really like. i hope you all like it too! oh i got it from a computer game LOL. My cuz was playing this nancy Drew coputer game and she asked me to help her cuz she said that I was really smart since I helped her wit some of the games before. She complimented me...very very weird. well here's the song: Brigitte with her eyes so bright looks towards heaven at midnight on the longest night of year. That's the one she holds most dear. (this part kinda fast and on a high note) Starry friends, shes often heard to say; how I wish I could make you stay. (end a high and fast part) She knows though they can't remain. Time will bring them round again.(it sounds like a gain...kinda weird) Well that's the song I hope ya like it. hehe it sounds sooo good when you actually hear it. but someone from england sang the song so it sounds a little different than how we sing it in the USA. but yeah still way good. it eally hope I can someday write a song like that even if it is just like two lines hehe it still counts ^_^

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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   HIYA GUYS!!!!! well morning over here now and...I guess I can create a poem now hehe

	HIYA! Well today I am going to ACTUALLY get out of my house and go to blockbuster to get lotsa sweets and movie and yhada yhada yhada yhada like that. ^_^ My dad is drving because he said we needed to go over to the aiport because they have a new parking lot. He is an x-ray security guard over there so yeah. So i'm gonna bring my CD player. ^-^ Well besides that....really. homework is all done so i don't need to do that, cuz is well watching...okay she is yelling at the TV, Nicole is on the couch reading her magazine, mom's in the kitchen, dad is downstairs i think he is lifting weights again, and I am here. well DUH! hehe here is my poem everybody bye! Saying those 3 words I've heard it before Never felt it, therefore These feelings are very new to me Your face's the only thing my mind see When I'm looking to the night When it's only at midnight I wonder why your still there You mena your still in my hair? I thought these feelings would be done I gues not, I guess something has begun Maybe I should tell you how I feel To know if my feelings are real And to know if you feel the same way too There he is by the store Just like that time before When all this started to happen Well here it goes, just walk up to him Tell him, ask he if feels this way too Just say those three words, I love you In honor of valentine's day i will be posting a banner for you guys soon! and I will be making more love poem. Kinda sickey but also sweet heheh bye!

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