Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   HIYAZ! well I am glad you all liked the story ^-^

	Well right now I am listening to music with headphones on. Inuyasha is umm *looks behind me* oh he is watching TV. I really hope he doesn't try to attack ot when they show a demon. eheh ^_^' well besides that lets see..........oh yeah my freewebs site is changed and updated. I have completely changed the pages and most of them are new. ^_^ so you guys can check that out. I will try to keep updating it and myO. Because homework will probably take away my time away from a lotta things...*sighs* Inuyasha: Like what? like when we planned going to the park with Lynsdey and Nicole. Okay Inuyasha looks pissed now well I am kinda pissed too. well beisdes my free webs site and homework stuff...not much to put. I guess I can put this thing I made. its like a song/poem...kinda weird really. well here it is The sun is shinin' bright~~~I can finally see the light~~~Everything is so clear~~~And now I can finally hear~~~I now know what the outside has become~~~I now remember where I came from~~~But I guess I lost that when~~~When the freedom in my heart~~~Brought me down and turned to dark~~~When my life went all wrong~~~And it stayed like that for so long~~~After looking my window~~~Seeing my own shadow~~~I felt its darkness begining to raise~~~So...I ran with all my lies~~~I ran from it all when~~~When the freedom in my heart~~~Brought me down and turned to dark~~~When my life went all wrong~~~And it stayed like that for so long~~~I wanted to finally be~~~Someone they wouldn't make me~~~From the screaming and bleeding~~~I just couldn't stay~~~So I finally ran away~~~When the freedom in my heart~~~Brought me down and turned to dark~~~When my life went all wrong~~~And it stayed like that for so long~~~ And thats why I made this song I don't really have a title for it. i didn't know what to call it. So there it is. Well seeya guys later. i will try to get to yall's sites. laterz *waves while smiling* Inuyasha: seeya me: oh yeah hehe play this game hehe quiz game hehe

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Monday, January 24, 2005

   HIYAZ!!!!!!! yeah its me Kristie duh! hehe well lets get to the story

	Okay then well right now I am just on myO doing nothing really. but I really want to thank Inuyashakikyo1 for signing my guestbook and giving me 100 SIGNINGS!!!!!! so yeah I am really happy. Well to see whats going on everyone is in the living roome xcept my parents since they went out. who knows when they will come back. so lets begin wit the story...don wry it won't be as long as yesterdays. but thank you all for taking the time to read and comment it! ^_^ So i was begining to walk on the side of the road with my heart pounding, my mind racing, yet I tried to stay as calm as possible. I tried my best not to look where Inuyasha was but it was HARD! I thought a little peek wouldn't hurt...guess what it did. how? he was like one street away...shot. Well there would be no use in running. Stupidly knowing I was defeated I just turned back to the beach and walked down there. Well I guess luck REALLY wanted me to have a death wish because I tripped ofer a freaking rock and rolled down the hill. I was lucky I was by the small hill. Yeah I screamed in pain...little but yeah. I pretty much scratched up mylegs because there was a tear in my pants. 'SHOOT!' i thought. I was holding my legs over the sratches wincing at the pain. I was really hoping they weren't bleeding. I heard something behind me. Running. So I thurned my head around to see Inuyasha jumping off of the hill and like right next to me. I shut my eyes since sand almost got in em. I saw his face and saw nothing but concern...I flet his hands pull mines aside from my cuts and onto the sand. I saw him roll up the bottom of my pants and I felt his claws trickling on my scratches. 'ow' I thought staring at his claws on my now almost bleeding skin. My eyes were pretty wide when I saw him remove his hands form my skin and literally ripped off part of his sleeves. He tied both of them on my legs scratches and I was staring in shock, surprise, and all of the above. My eyes never left his face and I saw him holding out a hand for me. I took it since I thought of no other option. He put an arm around me and lifted me bridal style. Yeah i was pretty shocked...I didn't know what to say...or if I even could. So I just kept staring and then held tight as he kinda jumped over the hill and kept jumping until we got in front of my house. For now the fight was on hold. but I guess that changed when I tried to open the door...and he blocked it with an angry face...if this is how I am going to die...then I don't want to know what his full demon is like. So to save you all some time he asked me where i went and I said no where I just went for a walk big woop! he began getting mad and then was like do you know how worried I was about you?! And i said No because I bet you were too busy getting DONUTS! He was taken back and was like wide eyed. And then that how stuttring how did you know? thing came on. So i told him i saw he was on marz and said he was going places on there so I left to go think. and he tried to defend himself and I just defended myself as well...but to save me from humiliation(to me yeah) I will just say we FINALLY we apologized and we made a deal. Inuyasha promised to tell me where I go and I promised to not go outside in the night time alone...and to bring Inuyasha. *rolls eyes but smiles* oh well so thats how it ended. well seeya

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   HIYA GUYS!!! Yeah this is Kristie ^_^ well lets see what happens while I am away shall we?

	Right now I am fine. I went shopping today so that was very good. Well now let us continue the story. I was walking up the dark streets and my lil cuz was watching me. My hands were in my pockets and I was trying my best to keep myself warm...So I think after five minutes I was at the park. I just kinda leaned back against a tree staring at the sky. Thinking. About a lotta things. Since I can be so easy to forgive I guess its why my mind chose Inuyasha's side on the argue that hasn't begun yet...but will. So I forgot about Inuyasha and just thought about other things...and walking around in the dark. From Nicole(she knew what happened at home...warning there is overreacting/drama yeah-no-duh) So I was watching TV while Linsdey(Kristie's little cuz) was looking out the window. I finally told her to close the window before we both freeze. I saw her walk over here and began rambling about what could happen to Kristie.(and Kristie says Lynsdey doesn't care) We watched TV until we were almost asleep. I got out the blankets and pillows while yawning over and over again. Only to hear bigger yawns from Lynsdey. I turned off the TV and left on the lights figuring that Kristie would come back and turn them off for us. Kristie would never stay out and not come back without telling us. Lynsdey was on one side of the couch, I was on the other side. I closed my eyes and relaxed. (drama will begin...NOW-no jus a sec actually) I heard the door open and close, awakening form my slumber of sweet dream. Gods I wanted to kill Kristie(yeah i thought it was her). Unlike Lynsdey who slept like a log. not surprising since Kristie and i painted her entire face and she slept through it all. well I got off of the couch groaning and said pretty loudly "Kristie ya coulda at LEAST told us you were coming BACK GODS!" I said pulling my pillow with me to hit her...only that wasn't Kristie...uh huh it was Inuyasha. i stared in shock as he looked at me confused. well here is a short version he yelled at me, woke up Lynsdey, he yelled at her, I yelled at him, he go mad and hit a LAMP!!, he ran downstairs when he black mailed Lynsdey to find out where Kristie was and then ran out the door yelling really...really loud. owwwwwwie. Lynsdey is now afraid to look out the window and Inuyasha I think it running down the streets up to the park...ohhh gods. *I am looking at a fimiliar figure that is in the oppisit direction of Inuyasha* From me I go sick of looking at the same trees and same veiw of the moon...and swinging slowly. It reminded me of a time inu, Lyn(lil cuz), and I had. inuyasha was pushing me and my lil cuz at the same time. so i got sick of it and began thinking of the ocean. I always wanted to see the reflection of the moon on water. So i left and walked to the beach. so yeah. I felt watched. To make things worse I saw Inuyasha running out of the house like I mad man. I was completely surprised and shocked so i hid behind a bush near by I watched him as he ran up to the park. My guess he found out. i rolled my eyes and began my way back to the beach. But I turned a corner and walked down there. I heard something behind me and looked back to see Nicole's head sticking out. I waved to her smiling for a moment and then continued my way. I felt so alone on that walk but so watched it was like someone was there just not in sight. So after a few minutes I was at the beach. I didn't know what Inuyasha was doing. So I sat down at the beach with my shoes off and the water lightly washing them. I stared smiling to the shining reflection of the moon on the water. I heard some like yelling...I think it was Inuyasha. But it was almost pleading...I have never heard inuyasha like that. I looked back and saw a small a shadow...it was like-I think they were on their knees...I wasn't sure.I got up and walked bare foot onto the sand until I got to the edge of the beach. when I was at the edge i knew it was Inuyasha. I could see him on his knees over on the sidewalk by my house. I stared for a moment...it was like he was almost crying or sumethin, then polpped down to get all the sand off my feet. I felt it again...watched. I looked up to where Inuyasha was to see him staring I was praying not but it was me...dead center. I saw him getting up and tried to ignore him and put on my shoes. When I was done I walked on the side of road...away from Inuyasha. i prayed for life that he wouldn't come, he would think it was someone else. Guess not cause I saw him begining to walk my way...I guess life wants me to have an early death. Well thats all for today. i wouldn't want this to be a too long post now. Well seeya guys. I guess he did come back home...but i guess running out like a mad man five minutes later doesn't count. *looks outside my room to sleeping Inuyasha on the couch and sisghs* He thinks I am mad at him and is moping while he is awake around here. i dunno how he acts around his friends...since well I'm not there with him. well bye everyone *walks into living room and sighs while leaning over Inuyasha and Nicole presses Add Post button while I brush Inuyasha's hair with my fingers*

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   umm Hi peoples this is Kristie's cusion who will be on while Kristie is umm well just read and found out why she is asleep

	uhhh Hi this is Kristie's cusion who is now on since well she kinda fell asleep worrying about Inuyasha...*looks to sleeping Kristie with her head in her crossed arms that on the bed...her body is uhhh hanging off of the bed*..well uhh see he kinda left...I don't know when though. I was watching a really good tv show when that happened. well Nicole is making some food for us since she makes the bestest food ^-^ so that will be okie dokie when Kristie wakes up. I think they are going to have a BIG fight when Inuyasha comes home and Kristie is awake...but at least I won't get thrown out of her room again. I am going to play games...and oh Kristie woke up. well i will give her the kayboard and go help Nicole. (A minute later) *yawns* hey guess I kinda dozed off there huh? eheh...okay the reason why is cause Inuyasha left and said nothin about where he was goin. i have been up waitin for him to come home and also tryin to keep myself busy. None worked I thinked I worried too much because I fell asleep. eheh but I guess my cuz told you. I guess she can be okay in important times. I guess I found out on my own because I saw on marz's myO that he was there and said he was gonna go to inuyasha311's myO and then come back with donuts of whatever i also found out he was with Kagome on smoothlady15's myO. I am not mad at anyone...okay maybe Inuyasha...okay A LOT OF ANGER ON INUYASHA! But still i jus kinda wish he woulda told me....well besides that topic because I want to skip all that and deal with it later!! Thank you guys for saying my layout is good ^_^ I really appreciate it! YOU GUYS ARE SO COOL!!! well I am thinking that darkfantasy276 is i dunno working on this welcome sign she said she would make. So yeah I think we will get another of her masterpieces on my site again! ^_^ so that will be way cool. I may get the song My Will on here. I dunno. I am still kind of sleepy. *ruds eyes* well I think after I eat the great smelling food Nicole is cooking I will go for a walk in the park...bad idea:yes...do I need to be alone in the freakin night? yes...do I feel bad enough to drown my sorrows in the moonlight? YES YES YES!!!!! look I will put up what happens when inuyasha finds me gone...I am betting he is coming while I am in the park. (ya know it will happen) okay since I am liking this whole writing thing I may change it into a story thing... I leave my computer and go into kitchen and see that the food is ready. My little bratty cuz is getting the plates and Nicole is just turning off the stove. I walked to them smiling lightly and get all the forks and knives for us. We walk into the living room and turn on the TV. (when its jus us we don't eat at the table) I watch the show and the most unneeded commercial comes on. You can guess who's show I am talking about thats right Inuyasha. Nicole quickly changes the channel and we continue to eat in silence except for the TV. It mostly bored me. I just kinda stared into the stars out the window. I always admired the way they shined in darkness. I finshed pretty fast and put my dishes into the sink. I was already wearing jeans and a tee shirt so yeah. I was planning to stay up all night fooling around with Nicole and my lil cuz but I guess the night sky will overtake me. I put on my shoes and my family(i treat all my friends like fam) was looking at me. I looked to them when I was done and was in front of the stairs and Nicole came up and hugged me whispering warmly "Don't worry things will work out. I promise" I didn't answer...I didn't really see how that could happen. I just wanted to walk out the door and think. I have had mistakes in love...and now I met someone I thought I could stay with forever...but what it I am wrong? My lil cuz came up and also hugged me. i picked her up and hugged her "Be careful ___" (she gave me this really humiliating nickname I want to keep silent) I let go and put her down and walked downstairs. I opened the door and locked it behind me when I was outside. The chill in the night air got ta me and the darkness was almost pitch black. I didn't know what would happen...but I would take it as I come... Okay kristie wrote this almost as it was happening...she just walked outside and her little cuz is watching her to make sure she is okay. I really hope Inuyasha comes back soon...who knows what could happen. Well I guess you'll find out when she comes back from her walk. This is Nicole well...goodbye. (this was posted around 11:40 p.m.)

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Friday, January 21, 2005

   HIYAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay new layout thingy ^__^

	Hiyaz everyone well nothing is really going on. all homework is done and I am just looking for some graphic stuff. I like doing that for some reason..dunno why really. hehe Inuyasha: its because your weird well weird can be a good thing it shows you aren't normal and BORING! Sooo...okay I since I am sensing you all want an inuyasha layout I will give it to ya. But one little thing ya hafta do. You have to give me the character or pair you want. But I WLL NOT give an Inuxkag thing. Inuyasha: why? BECAUSE Azn gurl already has that and i don't wanna seem like a layout copier...and thats bad. So I will give out any Inuyasha character/pair besides an Inuxkag thing...but Inuyasha or Kagome seperatly I will accept. Oh I will show you guys some avatars that I am planning to use for my xanga and myO maybe. so yeah here they are ^_^ P.S. I hope you all liked Nicole and my payback on my cusion. Well it was really Nicole's payback since my little cuz actually trie to lock Nicole out of her own room while she was out of it!!! she almost did it too. How I have no idea what so ever. well seeya guys. come Inuyasha say goodbye to my friends Inuyasha: feh me: *pouts* sry hes a little...i dunno really he has jus acted like that right when I said I had to post and it was REALLY IMPORTANT and he just fehed again...weird...well bye bye ^_^ P.S. as you probably saw Inuyasha and I are yes married! hehe TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!! *keeps huggin' Inuyasha* hehe ^_^ well seeya guys later. I am soon moving to the fuedal era but I will make sure to post on my otaku! Inuyasha: 'Cause its SO IMPORTANT (sarcastic DUH) Me: yeah it is even thought your the most important thing in my life Inu...well seeya guys he may start- Inuyasha: feh me: fehhing again *sighes* oh well I still love him.

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   HEY!!!!!!! Well um nothing is really goin on just thinking bout new layout ^-^

	Well today nothing really happened. I know my friend doesn't post. I think its cuz she has a xanga and thats keeping her busy so yeah. Well lets see at home my cuz and Nicole aren't here so thats cool. I am really bored but oh yeah i will say what happened to my cuz!! I wanna put it i dunno like a story thingy. hehe so yeah I am gonna call it Revenge keeps on coming Okay then so this begins when I go offline and Nicole is getting her make up bag. I smile evilly and join with her as she picks out which lipsticks we are going to use to paint my lil cuz's face. This is evil yes. but does she deserve this yes? Did I get caught with this?.....you'll find out at the end...hehe. Okay anyway We chose the perfect showing colors of black (it was for halloween), silver (dunno where she got that), red, and this really dark blue one. We wanted to make this look like it wasn't messy and picture worthy...so we made her looked like a drunked clown. *hears Nicole and my older cuz laughing on the phone* Yeah I am on the phone...they said Hi to all you guys. ANYWAY! So We put the dark blue lipstick in like a circle around her eyes. *keeps hearing older cuz luaghing while Nicole and..I dunno I think LMAOing right now but I can't tell* (I think she has shown the pic of my cuz to my older cuz) Okay after we did the eyes she began to move around and turned to her side facing her back to us. We silently growled at her and Nicole moved to her other side and got the red lipstick in her hand. She moved it to cover over her lips and in almost oval like over her lips and spread out a little. but that messed up big time when my cuz started to move again and made a line all the way across her cheek. Nicole was wide eyed and I was backed away from her because she almost rolled onto me!!!!I looked at the line and tried hold back a luagh. Nicole tried to much harder than me. I took the silver lipstick and put a silver cheek spot on her cheek. Then I motioned for Nicole to give me the red lipstick and she threw it to me. I smiled and then drew a little circle in the silver spot. My cusion moved back and I instantly back away as queit as i could. My cuz moved her hand and whipped the silver and small red spot on her cheek was laying on her back continueing to sleep. I was jaw dropped and was trying my best to not laugh. Nicole was wide eyed when she saw the circle which was now a total smudge and looked worse than the line from the red lipstick. So I moved foward slowly and made another silver spot and little red spot on her other cheek and this time she didn't move at all. Nicole got the black lipstick and drew some really light and messed up drops of black tears from her eyes. She tip toed over to my side and then continued the tear drops. I made sure Nicole didn't laugh because she looked like she was gonna burst out laughing. But then again i was too. To top it all off we got this really clown like hat that was red with white dots all over it. And I got one of the flowers from the vase and put it right next to the hat. Which was now looking like it was on my cuz's head thanx to Nicole. My cuz's mouth was now open....and drool i tihnk was forming and begining to fall. I got my jacket that was on the couch and tip toed to Nicole's side. And of course....we snapped pictures away. But now the problem was to get her clean....before my parents came out. But we had help..from her drool that is. *Nicole and my older cuz is now cracking up on the other end and I am too* Okay then so I got my 10 shots of her face on both sides and one from above. Nicole took some of them and I gave her some of the pictures for her to keep later. But first we had to worry about cleaning my cuz's face. I got a cloth and warmed it in the bathroom sink. My younger cuz hates the cold and would wake up if she felt something cold. I tip toed back to my cuz and tried my best to clean it up. I got most of it done when Nicole came back with a warm cloth and on the other side of my cuz. We were trying our best to clean it up. But with tosses and turns I didn't think it was possible. But after like 20 minutes of cleaning and drying...we got it done!! ^_^ We had all the lights off and the TV was on low....but there was a little problem. Me and Nicole were supposed to be sleeping in my room....while my dad was begining to wake up for a midnight snake. We began to hear noises downstair and I turned off the TV quickly. My room light was already turned off so that was good. We stood completely still as my dad dragged himself upstairs and walked into the kitchen with the light on. Nicole and I got up and tip toed to the hallway making sure he didn't see us. OMG IT WAS SO SCARY!! I WOULD BE SO GROUNDED IF HE FOUND US!!! We continued down the hall until we got to my room. My dad was turning off the kitchen light once i shut the room door. We stood still until we heard the creeks of the stairs. We both began to breath normally and almost cracked up when we went into our beds for the night. hehe so I didn't get caught. hehe well seeya round everyone. ^_^

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   HIYA!!!!!!! umm well i have the second half of the poem poll results all done!! ...and a break down finally appeared

	Okay well the second half of the poem poll results is....umm drum roll pleaz..*cuz wakes up from Nicole hitting her arm and finally drumroll* thank you..it's Cause You Asked Why!! Desi made that and I really want to thank her since she said she made the poem for me! I can't believe she did that!! *HUGGS DESI* Well here is the poem you guys voted for the tiebreaker! TITLE: Cause you asked me why you are the one who knows the one who knows my secret you are the only the only one that i trust cause you never left me in the dust you are always always the one who would listen always the one with an ear to lend you show me that nobody can stop me from dreaming that these chains cannot stop me from being free and now i know that you'll always be by my side i know that you will not lie and now i dont have to fear and i wanted to tell you that you shared a special part of you with me and i wanted to thank you for being there and telling me that i could tell you anything because that means everything to me Well thats pretty much it for poem poll stuff. Well I just got finished watching the movie White Chicks on VHS. SO FUNNY!!!! I really liked it. ggrrr all these stupid pop ups come up and my computer says they are blocking them!! jeez what is wrong with it?!?!?!?!? ggggrrrr. Well nothing much to say but I am going to plan my next layout. Well seeya guys. ^_^ *looks to cuz who is asleep on the floor*...oh i can have fun with seeya I'LL WRITE ABOUT IT LATER!!! *grins evilly and sees Nicole grab her make-up purse*..oh yeah..it's on.... EDITED like an hour later Amazing what one post and some quizzes can do to your soul eh? Well I went from happily smiling at my computer and having a good time for a while...until I found some stuff out....AnimeBlue Girl is leaving...and when I found out like a few minutes ago...well lets just say my vision is blury and tears are falling...you don't have to worry about me really I am fine...well she is leaving today so yeah I am really sad about that...first Joeyw23 thinks about leaving and now AnimeBlue Girl IS Leaving and....well let me make this REALLY simple and show this comic I found and can relate ALL THE WAY! *smacks the wall and leans back to continue crying while Nicole huggs me rocking back and forth* A comic that sounds like my life Yeah easy enough I hate myself and my life. I want to die and I already started to cry. I feel so dead. I wanna die in bed. I don't want to be here. This life is my fear. To wake up and know its real. This is how I really feel. I hate saying goodbyes. I hate telling all these lies. But I know that isn't gonna be the cure. I can't see s*** and everythings a blur. well i'll seeya later when i'm not crying kay? bye. Oh and if you didn't get it thats what my life is like oh and in only one weekend tops! Yeah this started on Sat. but I hid it from you guys and it began something bigger on Sun. and I began scratching like mad and blood was on my bed. And now on a holiday I have now lost it and broke down. seeya round

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Monday, January 17, 2005

   OKAY THERE ARE POEM POLL RESULTS FOR THE FIRST HALF!!!!!!!!!! but one little problem eheh ^-^'

	OKAY!!! You have voted for two days and I have added the results for the first poem poll for 2005!!!! Well I shall say who is the winner for the first half of the poem poll!! It's pretty obvious really. You said you liked it on the last poem poll, you showed me it was my best work yet, and it won this first half poem poll too. Yall know which poem I am talkin' bout. Of course the poem I am talking about is SAYING GOODBYE!!!!!!!!! hehe Just like last time eh? hehe well I am very glad you all like that poem very much ^_^ So here is Saying Goodbye The wind is blowing in the trees Its pushing me to take my leave I look behind to see you there with all the others without a care smiling, laughing, and having fun I wish I was one a single tear slids from my eye I run into the sunset with a cry I don't know where to go I lost my dreams, fears, and hopes I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain but I will no stop running I won't look back to what I was I can't, I won't, and never will maybe when time passes I will see your smiling face but for now I'm running I don't know where or how far but I do know that I will return someday, I don't know when, or how but this poem is to say what I couldn't say before so I say this when there is still time I say good-bye Now for the problem eheh ^_^' It seems we will have to make you vote between two poems because there is a tie. The two poems are both of Desi's poems. Both you Asked me Why and How it was. So I really hate to ask this I REALLY do but I dunno how else to get the results. I either need you all to vote again! bleh or have someone who didn't vote yesterday to vote. If you came today and didn't vote yesterday PLEAZ READ THE POEMS HOW IT WAS AND CAUSE YOU ASKED ME WHY AND VOTE!!!!! I just dunno how else to get the results. I am still very sawwy. Well I hope you liked voting for those who did ^_^ I am so happy you guys liked the poems I put up! Well now I am off to think of what layout I should put up next...dunno really i'm thinking DN Angel..dunno though. Well THANX FOR VOTING IN MY POEM POLL!!!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!! bye bye

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

   POEM POLL SECOND HALF!!!!!!!!!! LAST DAY TO VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE POEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	You wanna know something off the poem poll topic? I am in my bed across my room from my computer with the keyboard in my lap...and no chords. My mouse is with me too on it's pad. I love technology! ^_^ Okay then so yesterday we got a taste of Desi's work of poems. But you all still like Saying Goodbye hehe even Desi. Well okay then now for today's poems. Today we will have two poems from desi. If you vote for her say if it is the first or second poem shown. Or the title. Or you will vote for my poem it's a newwy and it is kind of like Saying Goodbye's theme..leavng someone..yet diffrent. SO LET'S BEGIN WITH DESI'S POEM TITLE:Cause You Asked Me Why you are the one who knows the one who knows my secret you are the only the only one that i trust cause you never left me in the dust you are always always the one who would listen always the one with an ear to lend you show me that nobody can stop me from dreaming that these chains cannot stop me from being free and now i know that you'll always be by my side i know that you will not lie and now i dont have to fear and i wanted to tell you that you shared a special part of you with me and i wanted to thank you for being there and telling me that i could tell you anything because that means everything to me I like that poem yet I dunno who it is for. *shrugs* OKAY! well why don't we go and have another one of Desi's poem shall we? well I dunno the title so if Desi you can tell me what you cll it I will say so in tommroow's post. But I guess we can call it ummm how about.... How it was Before UHH TITLE: HOW IT WAS BEFORE (I guess that is just what you can call it i guess) when i was young i saw everything as black and white everything was obvious it was either wrong or right no arguments, no pros and cons choices were so much eaiser then i grew and learned to face the world but now i feel so unprepared cause black and white turned grey my unfaltering vision failed focus left my eyes where choices were once obvious i cant tell wrong from right cause today im older and nothings quite so clear im seeing through these eyes a childs biggest fear Okay then now that we looked into the past we may look into the present again. With the last poem in the poem poll at all which is my poem. Well I was going to put up that one That Shy Girl but I will put up TITLE: MY ADDICTION Why is it that everywhere I go All the people and everyone I see Has a life that do not show A life that wasn't meant to be They will always try to hide To keep that life inside But sometimes people don't And sometimes people won't So besides hiding instead They choose to end up dead But go slowly so I hear I am no diffrent I fear I have an adiction as well Listen and my soul will tell Mine is the cuts and bleed That's when I cry and plead I can stop, I know that's what I can do But now well I guess I know that wasn't true Well for now all I can do is try Well i'll seeya later and buh bye! Well that is my poem called My Addiction. PLEASE VOTE!!!!!! If you just came today and didn't come yesterday ou can go read the poems in the post below! ^_^ After you read the post below then on this post comment saying your vote for yesterday's poem and today's poem. HEY MY FOOT'S ASLEEP AND I'M STILL ON MY BED!! Dang I can hardly read what's on the screen...kinda. well bye! AND VOTE PLEAZ!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   AHH!!! IT'S HERE THE FIRST HALF A THE POEM POLL IS HERE SO VOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!! hehe

	OKAY PEOPLE THE POEM POLL IS HERE!!!!!!! YEAH!!!! *everyone over here is cheering* So we will be having the special poem that has won our last poem poll and of course yall know i'm talking bout SAYING GOODBYE!!!!! *clapping..LOUDLY(ow)* And then I am having my other poem that I got lotsa great comments that I titled THROUGH THE RAIN!! I really liked that one too along with Saying Goodbye. And THANK YOU FOR ALL THOSE WHO WENT TO DESI'S SITE!! ^_^ Well LET US BEGIN THE POEM POLL!!!! *cheering(again and oh yeah OW)* OKAY SO HERE'S LAST TIME'S WINNER SAYING GOODBYE TITLE: SAYING GOODBYE The wind is blowing in the trees Its pushing me to take my leave I look behind to see you there with all the others without a care smiling, laughing, and having fun I wish I was one a single tear slids from my eye I run into the sunset with a cry I don't know where to go I lost my dreams, fears, and hopes I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain but I will no stop running I won't look back to what I was I can't, I won't, and never will maybe when time passes I will see your smiling face but for now I'm running I don't know where or how far but I do know that I will return someday, I don't know when, or how but this poem is to say what I couldn't say before so I say this when there is still time I say good-bye Yeah yall knwo I wrote that one so before we go through the Rain I will put up Desi's work like I said before. Uh huh Okay so this piece of work doesn't have a title unless Desi's wants to Title it. It is kinda a story like thing but very good. So here it is!! This is from DESI!!!!!! You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know he won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they're gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said goodbye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they're gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spine. What are the only thing you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning to say "i love you" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt but also their heart. When they're hurt just because of these tears. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them and i can't figure how you lived before you knew them. When they fulfill every need and without them you're incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart and soul and mind all at once... Yes long but SO GOOD! Okay now to end today's poem poll I will put up my poem THROUGH THE RAIN!!! TITLE: Through the rain I can hear through the rain The cries of a girl in pain This time it is not me I look but I can't see I run outside and run while pray That screams are the last to say I hope I'm not to late I can only trust my fate Whether or not they let me save This young girl from her grave I slow and in an alley see That she was not meant be In the dark, I hear Her heart, I fear No beats are there Blood is in her hair Her cloths are torn But I could of sworn I saw her blink My heart could sink I brushed the hair out of her face And saw suck beauty and such grace In such a young child I see That she was someone like me I could see the man who killed her I saw him dead as well, then a blur I fell down in the rain Now I screamed in pain I don't remember who she was I don't know what happened of Those people in the rain The girl who screamed pain The man I saw with shame I think it was just a game No one found who they were But more lives were taken The last they saw was a blur Why was my soul was shaken? I never could found out But sometimes I can hear her shout OKAY SO THAT IS TODAY'S FIRST HALF OF TH EPOEM POLL!!!! TOMMOROW WE ARE HAVING TWO PIECES OF WORK FROM DESI AND ONE POEM FROM ME!!! WELL OKAY IF YOU VOTE FOR DESI THEN GO TO HER SITE AND GO TELL HER IN A COMMENT!! OKAY WELL SEEYA ROUND GUYS!!! *cheering* OMG I DUNNO IF I CAN TAKE THIS STILL!!! BYE!! *plays seteo and dances with cuzs for a while laughing at how weird my cuz is dancing(and on purpose too)*

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