Wednesday, December 8, 2004

   HIYA! haikus haikus...yeah i had to write em'

	yeah i'm still happy and mostly pure. The trainging isn't really going so well. oh well. Tommorow i'm gonna bring it to school and show my friends it. In L.A. we had to write a type of poetry our choice. I chose haikus they are short and pretty easy. well since i can't think of anything i'll put some of my haikus i wrote in class. none of them have titles they are too short to have titles. Tear drops are falling Dropping in the pitch black night Their cries are calling Air is now freezing The snow flakes gently falling Its desigins enchants A nearby fire A blanket to keep us warm Winter began love Okay thats my haikus. well nothing much now. the last one was kinda hard to make though. well tell me what ya think okay? well seeya laterz

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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

   HIYAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! Guess what? I'm learnin' how to be a bad girl. *nods*

	Well i'm real happy. ^__^ well after skool i went to borders. ^__^ i got a book for school. Its supposed to be an autobio or just a bio. oh well i forgot. well i got the easist one i could think of. Martin Luther King. I already did Harriet Tubman and Helen Keller though. well now that i have my book i convinced my dad to buy my something else. So I got this journal called "Be a Bad Girl" hehe. i am really likin' it. It teaches how to be a bad girl. I'm not gonna do the stuff it says though. But it is fun to read. I'm gonna just write through it. And save it until I'm in college. Then I'm gonna leave it for people to find. then they'll see my bad side. *winks* hehe. no thats just something it suggests. But heres the list of stuff it has. GIRLZ ONLY (yeah no duh) kay girls match sumthin thats related to you from the good girl list. find that number. find the same number on the bad girl list. thats your upgrade. so it makes you feel better. I'm numbers 7 and 11. myself. well give it a try! tell me what you think afterwards. ~~~~~~Good girl in reality~~~~~~ 1. I can't afford to do laundry 2.I have no idea what I'm doing with my life 3.I'm broke 4.I'm flabby 5.I'm between jobs 6.I'm always single 7.All my cloths are really old 8.I can't blance my checkbook 9.I'm a temp. 10.I work out of my studio apartment 11.I'm a pathetic loser 12.I live in a basement ~~~~~~Bad Girl Mental Upgrade~~~~~~ 1.I'm so boho chic 2.I'm a free spirit 3.I have a cach flow problem 4.I'm fluffy(i thought of sesshy from inu when i heard that) 5.I'm on haitus 6.I'm too wildly indepentant to be in a relationship 7.I'm so retro! 8.I'm a creative genius 9.I'm a nercenary in the war against data processing 10.I work in suite 7B. 11.I'm an artistic loner 12.I live in a garden apartment

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Monday, December 6, 2004

   POEM POLL RESULTS!!!!!!!

	Now that school is out of the way I can post up the results. ^__^ I wrote poems for you. You had 4 choices Saying GoodBye, Cause Your Not Here, Deing In the Morning Light, Mesing up Love. And now here is the winner......*opens envolope*......SAYING GOODBYE!!!!!! YEAHHH!!!!!! *throws confetti everywhere* Well thats all for now! I would like to thank Burning Baemon, HitokiriAiko, Joeyw23, K1arankek0, Nightshade, Ice Angel Nikita, Ladykagome309, Cuddle Bunny, and last but never least AnimeBlue Girl THANX FOR VOTING!! Well me say bye bye. EVERYONE SAY BYE: BUH BYE

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i was tryin to get a poem and i got 2

	Well I'm gonna try just thinking of words and sentences for a poem and type them on here. Its kinda how i get these poems. They come at me last minute and my hands just flow with the words. It kinda wierd really. I tried a few times and they all failed. well lets see now i have two poems cool. Missing pain I miss the pain Now i have nothing to gain The blood from my hands My skin feels like the sands So dry and rough But I know its not tough The stains are stiill there I lightly touch the past pains The ones that have grown to my pleasure Its something I don't usually measure up to For you But for you I do I set you free But know the pain is for me For letting you go And leaving me alone I will leave one day To the place we met and began to play The happiest moment in time I wish that moment of mine was back again But for now the prison cell is my domain The wind brushes past my face I will return to our sacred place Its the last thought on my mind Before the sleep makes me blind well i'm starting to get kinda tired i'm gonna go to sleep soon. *yawns* seeya later. Hope you like the short poems. byea

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Sunday, December 5, 2004

Okay i'm keeping the poem poll up until tommorow...HIYA

	okay votes are all in but jus incase you weren't here yesterday and didn't vote go ahead. I'm keeping it up for today and then i'll put the results tommorow. Well i'll say who is in the lead. It SAYING GOODBYE. yup yup thats the one in the lead. So incase you want a diffrent poem to win vote on the post. again the poems are 1. SAYING GOODBYE 2. DEING IN THE MORNING LIGHT 3.'CAUSE YOUR NOT HERE 4. MESSING UP LOVE okay there are the poems. THANK YOU SO MUCH for the people who did vote. it means alot to me. and you guys get poems that you like too. ^__^ Right now i'm singing along with the radio. I just finished taking this medicine for my excima. Its looking alot better than it was before. In case ya dunno what excima is. Its like a rash. But it stays there until you grow out of it. And i haven't yet. my mom hasn't yet either. she still has it on her hands. I have it on my ankles and some of my legs. I guess its why i put some poems of cutting. I don't cut though i scratch. I can't say i like it. But once i start. I don't think i can stop. I know this is gonna sound very weird but i get pleasure out of it. well its healing and soon it will be gone. thankgoodness cause my parents are making me wear these stupid classy shoes to school. i hate them. but i have too. but i get out of gym since they are on my ankles and running will only make them worse. oh well. seeya later. REMEMBER TO VOTE IF YOU DIDN'T!!

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Saturday, December 4, 2004

   POEM POLL!!! oh yeah HIYA!!!!

	okay since i just came back from going to the mall. And i'm eating i'll make a poll for my poems. I have 4 of them. Two new ones. And two old ones you've read before. To vote put the title of the poem. kay? okay here we go!!!! First is one of my favs.TITLE: SAYING GOODBYE The wind is blowing in the trees Its pushing me to take my leave I look behind to see you there with all the others without a care smiling, laughing, and having fun I wish I was one a single tear slids from my eye I run into the sunset with a cry I don't know where to go I lost my dreams, fears, and hopes I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain but I will no stop running I won't look back to what I was I can't, I won't, and never will maybe when time passes I will see your smiling face but for now I'm running I don't know where or how far but I do know that I will return someday, I don't know when, or how but this poem is to say what I couldn't say before so I say this when there is still time I say good-bye Okay now that we said goodbye. Lets check out my new poem. TITLE: DIEING IN THE MORNING LIGHT!!! My skin feels on fire My heart is starting to bleed In my mind there is a angel of death watching over me My eyes bring tears while I plead But I do not scream Because no one will hear or care Though looking to my arm To my bloodstream My mind is starting to scream Run from this nightmare No listening I fall to my knees I can feel my heart freeze Just as the sun awakes It's light rays on my lifeless face My mind has one last thought in vain Nohthing to lose, No more pain, Nothing to gain Now that the daylight is here. I am sad. because TITLE: CAUSE YOUR NOT HERE! Everythings changing, as I am watching I can see that nothing is right, but nothing is wrong Nothing is the same and I'm happy no more The moonlight is gone, the sunlight is near My voice is shaking and my eyes can't see clear I am walking but I am waiting, cause your not here So why should I care, cause you saw me clearly And you knew me like no one on this earth I guess thats why I'm sad and alittle mad A tear slids from my eyes as I cry As people walk by Looking so concerned as I walk faster Saying nothings the matter and thinkin' of you I know I shouldn't but I know I could And I know I would do anythin' for you I don't know why, I can feel myself cry I'm laying in bed, Holdin' my head Cause nothings going right, But nothings going wrong Cause your not here and I can't see clear And verything close seems to fade away That was another of my favs. Okay last one its a newey. TITLE: MESSING UP LOVE! I messed up again So what will it be Abuse, throwing, or maybe yelling at me I was never in the way Though you seemed to have pleasure in hitting me Night and day I don't care anymore I still love you more than ever Now and forever As soon as you get off hitting Then I won't sneak around my home Oh who am I kidding You won't ever change I leave myself to place the blame You treat me like a bore And I say your a hitting snore Thats when raping comes in I guess its why all the girls call you my sin Wait a go lover boy Don't worry I don't mind you treating me like a toy(being sacastic) I know you'll sneap out of it soon But I'm now wiating until 3 years in next June Until that day you won't be my love As for me I guess I'll be waiting from above Okay thats all of em' vote soon pleaz. This is to help me make poems that you like. okay? okay seeya. vote soon!!

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Friday, December 3, 2004

   hiya peoples

	Well my friends isn't speaking to me at all. *sighs* i think i can get her to talk to me on Monday. But for now i'm not sure i should go into the same school with her. well besides that i dunno what to say. I really miss her and i don't know what to do. My friends talk to her friends but then she starts yelling at them and saying we will never become friends again.BUT I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER!!!ugggghh this is SOO HARD!!! she was trying to start rumors but i was right there and blackmailing her with my own stuff. She stopped trying out rumors and i tried yet again to apologize. But she just ignored me. i hate it when that happens(the ignoring). i'm gonna try and finish the poem for her. its not really done. when it is i'll post it up here. ~~~On my poems site now i have a guest book. So if you go there please put that your from my otaku and the name you want me to call you or your username. whichever. tell me what you think of my site and poems too. ^-^~~~ P.S. thanx for tryin to cheer my up AnimeBlue Girl. Your a real friend. *Huggs*

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Thursday, December 2, 2004

   hey again sry no poem

	well i have no poem. but i was reading this Teen Titans fan fiction because a friend told me of this really funny part and i would like to*Laughs hysterically* sorry sorry. But its so*LAUGHS* FUNNY!!!!!! well to me you may think its really stupid or idiotic but i think its funny. Okay Jinx is acting really wierd and thinks she is the knight who only says NI. yeah i know and Ravens there because Robin is acting...ah hem...like Moriku but lets just say he took it to a WHOLE new level to Raven so Ravens tring to fix it. “NI NI NI NI!�E Raven slapped her across the face. Jinx’s eyes for some reason turned from proud to sadness. “RET! PLEASE COME BACK I LOVE YOU!�EJinx screamed in a VERY country accent. ‘Oh great now she’s quoting Gone with the Wind�ERaven thought to herself. Raven proceeded to slap her none stop, but all she got from her was... “TALE AS OLD AS TIME! slap STAMPEDE IN THE GORGE! SIMBAS DOWN THERE! slap GIZMOE CA CA! slap 1, 2 FREDDY’S COMING FOR YOU! slap I AM BATMAN! slap ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL! slap DO YOU KNOW THE MUFFIN MAN? slapBond...James Bond slap I’M MELTING OH WHAT A WORLD! slap I’ll be back!slap You’re a wizard Harry. slap Life is like a box of chocolates...you never know what your going to get. slap Abu NOOOOOOO! slap I’ll never let go Jack, I’ll never let go. slap Luke I am your father! slap You are a CHILD’S PLAY THING! slap FREEDOM!!!!!!! slap Here’s Johnny! slap Watch my head spin slap Under the sea! slap Colors of the wind slap Jeepers Creepers. slap Mirror Mirror on the wall... slap WE ARE THE KNIGHTS WHO SAY...NI!�E ‘Great now were back to the beginning.�ERaven thought angrily. Then Raven cut her pigtails and handed them to her. Jinx clutched her pigtails cough I mean shrubberies to her chest and exclaimed, “Excellent...�E(Mr. Burns style) “Now you shall know the sacred secret. MUHHAHAHAAHAH!�E “Ok what is it?�E “Yuwavetueamasmelu�E “What was that?�E Jinx whispers, “He has to eat a...MARSHMALLOW!�E Jinx began to laugh insanely. Holding her hands above her head and rolling on her back like a cockroach. Then suddenly she began to cough as though she was choking. Raven just thought she was putting on a Pussin Boots act from Shrek 2. Well tell me if its crazy, funny, or just plain weird. TELL ME SOON. i have more!

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HEY

	Sry for not posting in the past two days. I've just been feeling like i needed to relax. Me and one of my friends got into a HUGE fight and soon my toher friends started taking sides. I don't feel like going into detail. Right now i'm trying to make an apology to my friend but i doubt she'll even listen. My life has seemed to take a really bad turn somewhere because nothing is really going right in school. I feel like my friends aren't my friends anymore. I failed a test and I have nother test in L.A. and S.S. tommorow. *sighs* I don't have anypoems sorry. I just feel like singing right now. If i knew how to save my singing and then put it on my site I would but i don't. Well i gotta go. I'll post up a poem or sumthin more interesting later. well seeya. I may get a poem in like the next few minutes since i started thinkin' of it.

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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

   well not really doing much so HIYA!!!!!!!!!

	hiya peoples. i was so bored that i sunk so low as to im smarterchild and austinpowers. dang i am pathetic right now. but i got all the anger outta me. don't ask what i wrote. well nothing to do. well i guess i'm taking another quiz. i'm so bored well nothing much to do now. i'll put up some of the quizs i take in the quiz manager thingy.....yeah okay seeya around. P.S.if you guys have any more ideas for poems let me know!!

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