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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
well i have a poem i guess
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i do have a poem buts it from a really sad story. I just finished a fan fiction and well i'm not going into details but lets just say poeple screwed up big time. i mean suicide, acholic, cutting yourself big time. i'm not saying what story. but it kinda made me think mostly like this. Some of this stuff is from the story. I didn't do any of this! i swear!!
I'm sitting alone in the dark
Thinking about how you tore my heart
You said you'd always be there
Dead, alive, I don't care
I just want you here now
I want to see you safe and sound
I don't want to feel alone
Because without you I have no home
Without you I'm not whole
So I take this blade in my hand
Hold it gently to my skin
I slice it to know I'm real
To know I am am still here
It is something I have done before
While i lsten to the silence at my door
I take one more slice to find i cannot stop
my vains seem to pop
my heart can no longer beat
I am now going to be with you again
As I lay their and rest my head
I realize I will find out what it is like to be dead
My last breath seem everlonging
My vision is turned into darkness
My heart will beat its final time
And here I am with you still on my mind
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Monday, November 15, 2004
 YAY!! computers fixed!!!
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well computer is all done!! YAY!!! wel my old keyboard didn't survive though. *sobs quiet i got a new one. my old one was deel and my new one is logitech. but i call it itech. ^_^ well nothing is really going on now. i remembered these songs i heard from degrassi(its a show) outta nowhere. they are really cool. They both are from this girl ashley she was like the girl to help out in anything she can. but after she found out her dad was gay she turned totally goth. I don't know all of the song though. So here is what i know.
This one is from a long episode that was pretty much about this popular girl who got raped.
Never knew who it was
Never know they pain they caused
You took my body tore it in half
You took my child, put my heart in my lap
You took everything that i ever had
yup thats all i remember. it was't that long really. since TV songs arent. heres the other one. It was from when her boyfriend cheated on her with a girl a grade lower than him. And now shes got a reputation of being a slut.
This song is a price for breakin my heart
Shoulda written these words to ya right from the start
I'm gonna make the day you met me a day you'll regret
Mr.nice guy
thats all know there too. well thats it for now nothin really much to mention. But i did join a poetry contest. its from hunnixbunni ask her if you wanna join. laterz ^_^ my computers fixed YEAH!!! hehe i know i'm weird
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
 okay i thought of a poem ^_^
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the writers block is gone. dang that was quick. hehe well i really just took one of my old poems and changed it. so here it is.
Poem title: Happiness in my heart
happiness is shining through these walls
sadness is fleeing from all
my night has turned to light
my pain has turned to peace
my cries has said goodbye
my thoughts are not hurting me
my smile is real
i can feel peace once more
i just hope it stays this way for till' the end
i cannot bare pain angain
i must not let tears slid out of my eyes
i must not show sadness
i must forget
but no one forgets something like that
but as long as your here
to comfort and to hold
i will try
i will not let a chance of happiness go by
maybe this feeling, this smile, this thought
is true happiness in my heart
yea it is kinda lovey dovey kinda. right now i think i like someone. but i can't say they know about it or they know me. i'm just kinda confused. well anyway say what you think and u can still give me ideas for a new poem. laterz
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 computer key board statis:BROKEN!!!!
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oh great my keyboard is broken. just what i needed to add to my computer problems. UGH!!!!WHEN WILL IT END!?!?!?!?!? well to top it off i can't hear anything in the speakers too!!! well nothings going on now. i'm just really hoping my keyboard gets fixed and soon. but that not gonna happen until my dad takes it into the shop while i'm at skool. *sighs* well i got nothin to do except either put up a poem or just do sumthin. But i haven't a clue wat kinda poem to put. i usually say i'm gonna write a poem and the words either come to my head or i get them out of my book. but i'm too lazy to get up and i can't think of anything. so can you give me an idea for a poem. i guess i'm having writers block. but if i think of a poem i'll post it up. well laterz
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i'm bored!!!!!
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well i've givenin' up on that mystery pic thingy. hmm it okay i don't need help on it really. i'm fine. i always never knew anything bout computers. thanx elveneagle123 for offerin' to help me and thanx threstal for trying to show me. but i can't and won't. its just something i choose, thats all.
well i'm bored outta my mind over here. i've read all the new chapters on my fan fictions that i put on my favs and now theres nothing else to do. well i guess i coud go to all ur sites and comment for no reason what so ever or i can put up another poem. sites or poems. okay i choose poems. this poem is from my dreams. well just image what you read. it is kinda sad. but my dreams showed me and i wrote them so i don't really have control over my dreams. well here it is.
Poem Title: Saying goodbye
the wind is blowing in the trees
its pushing me to take my leave
i look behind to see you there
with all the others without a care
smiling, laughing, and having fun i wish i was one
a single tear slids from my eye
i run into the sunset with a cry
i don't know where to go
i lost my dreams, fears, and hopes
i have nothing to lose
and nothing to gain
but i will no stop running
i won't look back to what i was
i can't, i won't, and never will
maybe when time passes i will see your smiling face
but for now i'm running
i don't know where or how far
but i do know that i will return someday, i don't know when, or how
but this poem is to say what i couldn't say before
so i say this when there is still time
i say good-bye
Poem over
i hope this dream never comes true. i would never go on without my friends. i think i guess i would turn into a loner. i also got the 1st two lines from when i was bored in class. i was staring at the window and then the words came inot my head. And when i was gonna make the 3rd line this guy Josh shook his hand in front of my view and for no reason too! and then i forgot the words. oh well. i remembered last night when i had the dream. well thats it for now. oh yea my key board should come bac monday! YEA!! ^_^ the shops closed until then. well laterz
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Friday, November 12, 2004
well still workin on it ^_^'
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well yesterday i couldn't come on and post anything becuase i couldn't type anything. so i had to copy and paste stuff onto the post page. ^_^' well my keyboard has had a drink from my coke. it wasn't on purpose! well i may have to get a new keyboard. i'm borrowing one from the shop right now. well while i'm getting help from a very VERY good friend on the pic....heres a poem. its for someone really REALLY special to me *blushes* well uh here it is. he may not even see this and i hope that he doesn't. he will act all full of himself again. oh well he and i broke up like 2 months ago. we both decided it. i was looking at an old poetry book from then. i kept thinking of him for a while and well here it is. tell me what you think.
poem: Cuz your not here
everythings changing as i am watching
i can see that nothing is right but nothing is wrong
nothing is the same and i'm happy no more
the moonlight is gone the sunlight is near
my voice is shaking and my eyes can't see clear
i am walking but i am waiting, cuz your not here
so why should i care, cuz u saw me clearly
and you knew me like no one on the earth
i guess thats why i'm sad and alittle mad
a tear slids from my eyes as i cry and people walk by
looking so concerned as i walk faster
saying nothings the matter and thinkin' of you
i know i shouldn't but i know i could
and i know i would do anythin' for you
i dunno why, i can feel myself cry
i'm laying in bed, holdin' my head
cuz nothings going right, but nothings going wrong
cuz your not here and i can't see clear
and verything close seems to fade away
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
I GUESS THE MYSTERY PIC!!!!
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i hope it works if it doesn't here is the site to copy and paste this url
<"http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/Twoface04/mystery%20pics/silverdaydreamer.jpg">
oh well if it doesn't work. i'm still real happy. ^_^ even though my computer key board is down. >.< well my dad's friend is gonna see what happened he said he can't afford another 85$. oh well
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004
i'm happy
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welli'm happy. until a second ago when i almost spilled all my coke on my keyboard. its fine now. I don't have any ideas for writing poems. i can't think of one thing to write in a poem. heck i can't think! so now i've been drawing instead of writing. well actually i just started drawing like 4 days ago. oh well. either give me an idea or say something. well i found this from a pic on anime galleries. So heres what it says
It says :Your Thing--I am not forgotten
From you An eye is not warned Courage is taken out for the first time. I want to consider and tell. Words tells courage legs there is nothing small of a smiling face feeling hidied. I want to meet you It is in the you side who still cannot say. Whoever it may wish already from a feeling turn away your eyes there is nothing for the first tome courage taking out. I went to consider now and to tell. From the heart, it can be said that he likes...
I think its pretty ^_^ well i'm gonna take a quiz or ten. I'M BORED!!
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Monday, November 8, 2004
hey everyone
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well today we didn't have a test in S.S. thank goodness. cuz i forgot most of what i studied. i was too nervous. but its postpond until tommorow.YAY!! well there nothin else i can think of.
Heres a random poll
What kinda food do you like best?
1.Mexican
2.Chinese
3.Fast food
4.Philipino
5.other (say what kind)
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Sunday, November 7, 2004
 i guess its a poem.....i think
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I found my a friend from school feeling really wlousy. she asked me what is it like to feel free. I couldn't think of an answer so I wrote down the first thing that came to mind the rain. To me the rain is free. It just falls down to us without a care. I guess thats why i like it so much. Its free. Well i began writing a poem without realizing it. She was supposed to go somewhere really special to her because she did her and her borthers chores for the week But it was raining on the day they were supposed to go. And since her parents are so busy all the time that day was the only day they got to go. Well here it is. Please tell me what you think.
Today was suppose to be fun
I was meant to be in the sun
No parents to care for
But thats what i live for
I get out of bed and the rains is like a flood
now i'm stuck at home
a tear fell from my eye
sitting all alone, my soul lost it home
my room is dark, i lost my heart
and i can't sleep tonight
I lay on my bed seeing the rain drop dead
I get off my bed and run outside
I dance in the rain no need to feel a thing
No reason to care about the rain in my hair
because now i feel free
my soul is dancing with me
my soul isn't dark, my heart is singing back to me
I finally feel like me
Is this what its like to be free?
Oh yea when i came over to her house since she was feeling down she dragged my and her into the rain! i guess she got the idea from my poem. Well after a few minutes of twirling and almost catching a cold, we got better and felt great. Her was a little upset for going outside in the rain though. ^_^ Now i have someone to go out in the rain with. laterz
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